HouseMouse
Greenlighter
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- Apr 9, 2012
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I am familiar with forums. I posted in a social networking one for years, but I've grown rusty. I've just gotten the internet back after 3 years. I've been using this site A LOT for research, as well as opiophile. I am infinitely grateful for the information I've been able to find. I know SWIM is discouraged... So I'll tell you the story of the two mice who live in my pantry.
Boy mouse was given a doctors permission to nibble on various opiates for years. He met and fell in love with a girl mouse with chronic back pain. You know where this is going. But the girl mouse never lost control. For 3 years she fixed the boy mouses messes and was consistently there for him after he burned her time and time again. She only used opiates maybe twice a month, taking only half or a quarter of a percocet.
These two mice shared an opinion that IV drug users were awful, gross, diseased, immoral. So the girl mouse was in complete and utter shock when one day she stumbled upon the boy mouses needles and various supplies. You see, they'd moved and he had made new friends... with new interests. She was crushed and they were on the verge of splitting. Not only was he now "gross" to her, but her trust was shattered and she wasn't sure she knew him anymore.
She'd always had a self destructive streak and the devastation had taken her to on a Coca Cola bender. She didn't often do coke... a few times a year, but this news had made her want to indulge frequently. Usually she did not see the point, as she had a strange natural tolerance for it and it's quite expensive to get her the tiniest buzz. One night after she had run out of coke she told the boy mouse "...I want to know what's so special it that you had to lie to me and risk losing me. I need to feel what you feel."
He knew better, but he wanted to take away the fact that she held his needle use over his head. He wanted to bring her to his level, and he also wanted the crazy sex he often got when she had taken opiates orally. She was terrified of needles, but she trusted him. She had very tiny, deep veins, so it was a painful first experience. She likes instant gratification, but it was strange and she didn't ask again for days. It was every few days... then it became every other day... Then every day but only at night. Then she threw her back out and suddenly it was as many as 2-4 times a day. Sometimes 5. Through the magic of the internet she was able to correct the boy mouses unsafe practices and teach him proper techniques she had read about. She is still very naive about it all and depends on boy mouse to dose her.
She has been -4 shots a day for about 3 weeks now. The only place boy mouse can "hit" on her is her hands. She understands site rotation is important, but there aren't a lot of options. She bruises easily and her hands look awful. She was wondering, though... She noticed a few shots in the same place had very little effect anymore and it took a minute to kick in, but when boy mouse tried a new place on her hand she felt it instantly. Does site rotation affect the high at all?
She finds something oddly sexual about boy mouse injecting her. It makes her feel close to him and they've bonded through this. Plus she thought maybe she could put herself on the same level as him to restore some of his trust... and then maybe he would feel more comfortable with her.
I guess her story is quite long.. and has the many psychological red flags, haha. In any case- I am very very grateful that such information is made available on sites as these. There are so few that I found to be credible. This one's a gem.
So... to sum it all up,
Hello
Boy mouse was given a doctors permission to nibble on various opiates for years. He met and fell in love with a girl mouse with chronic back pain. You know where this is going. But the girl mouse never lost control. For 3 years she fixed the boy mouses messes and was consistently there for him after he burned her time and time again. She only used opiates maybe twice a month, taking only half or a quarter of a percocet.
These two mice shared an opinion that IV drug users were awful, gross, diseased, immoral. So the girl mouse was in complete and utter shock when one day she stumbled upon the boy mouses needles and various supplies. You see, they'd moved and he had made new friends... with new interests. She was crushed and they were on the verge of splitting. Not only was he now "gross" to her, but her trust was shattered and she wasn't sure she knew him anymore.
She'd always had a self destructive streak and the devastation had taken her to on a Coca Cola bender. She didn't often do coke... a few times a year, but this news had made her want to indulge frequently. Usually she did not see the point, as she had a strange natural tolerance for it and it's quite expensive to get her the tiniest buzz. One night after she had run out of coke she told the boy mouse "...I want to know what's so special it that you had to lie to me and risk losing me. I need to feel what you feel."
He knew better, but he wanted to take away the fact that she held his needle use over his head. He wanted to bring her to his level, and he also wanted the crazy sex he often got when she had taken opiates orally. She was terrified of needles, but she trusted him. She had very tiny, deep veins, so it was a painful first experience. She likes instant gratification, but it was strange and she didn't ask again for days. It was every few days... then it became every other day... Then every day but only at night. Then she threw her back out and suddenly it was as many as 2-4 times a day. Sometimes 5. Through the magic of the internet she was able to correct the boy mouses unsafe practices and teach him proper techniques she had read about. She is still very naive about it all and depends on boy mouse to dose her.
She has been -4 shots a day for about 3 weeks now. The only place boy mouse can "hit" on her is her hands. She understands site rotation is important, but there aren't a lot of options. She bruises easily and her hands look awful. She was wondering, though... She noticed a few shots in the same place had very little effect anymore and it took a minute to kick in, but when boy mouse tried a new place on her hand she felt it instantly. Does site rotation affect the high at all?
She finds something oddly sexual about boy mouse injecting her. It makes her feel close to him and they've bonded through this. Plus she thought maybe she could put herself on the same level as him to restore some of his trust... and then maybe he would feel more comfortable with her.
I guess her story is quite long.. and has the many psychological red flags, haha. In any case- I am very very grateful that such information is made available on sites as these. There are so few that I found to be credible. This one's a gem.
So... to sum it all up,
Hello
