Hahah I know, what a weird thread name. Name stems from the distinctive mischievous grin I make when getting high according to my friends hahah.
Anywho, hello there I'm going by the name Anasket. If you couldn't already read. I've been a guest lurking on this site for quite sometime due to quick question searches through sites like google. Thought it time I join up and explore what other wisdom the people of BL could bestow upon me.
I'm currently spending time reading a lot of "the dark side" thread, battling with my quest to get clean. I have no intention in quitting everything forever but I'm on UA's and probation so being able to control my urges would help me be successful in completely my journey through the legal system.
I've been on probation for about 15 months now and won't be off till 08/2015 if everything goes as planned. The irony being that since on probation my drug use as gotten worse from smoking pot and drinking with the occasional LSD, cocaine, molly, and ketamine trip on the weekends to picking up the rigs and sticking the dark stuff and doing liquid ketamine everyday.
I've quit the ketamine as of about a week ago but still battling urges for the dark stuff. I see a lot of support through the site and reading some users stories have already helped. I'm thinking of going to NA meeting in search of more support and understanding for just how big of a hole I've dug myself using the needle. Anyway I'll be searching the forum for more information on the NA topic.
In the end, long story short greetings BL!
Anywho, hello there I'm going by the name Anasket. If you couldn't already read. I've been a guest lurking on this site for quite sometime due to quick question searches through sites like google. Thought it time I join up and explore what other wisdom the people of BL could bestow upon me.
I'm currently spending time reading a lot of "the dark side" thread, battling with my quest to get clean. I have no intention in quitting everything forever but I'm on UA's and probation so being able to control my urges would help me be successful in completely my journey through the legal system.
I've been on probation for about 15 months now and won't be off till 08/2015 if everything goes as planned. The irony being that since on probation my drug use as gotten worse from smoking pot and drinking with the occasional LSD, cocaine, molly, and ketamine trip on the weekends to picking up the rigs and sticking the dark stuff and doing liquid ketamine everyday.
I've quit the ketamine as of about a week ago but still battling urges for the dark stuff. I see a lot of support through the site and reading some users stories have already helped. I'm thinking of going to NA meeting in search of more support and understanding for just how big of a hole I've dug myself using the needle. Anyway I'll be searching the forum for more information on the NA topic.
In the end, long story short greetings BL!
