Hi my name is Anders, I have been using drugs for too long. I started smoking hash and weed then the Rave scene exploded and I did MDMA, Ecstacy, LSD, Ketamine and Speed. After a few years I started getting bad comedowns so got hold of Temazepam eggs (The old yellow capsules), Valium and Heroin eventually.
The Heroin took hold. I used for a few years - then I walked into my parents house and admitted all and they put me in my old room to stay a while. I had a 500ml bottle of Methadone hidden which I was using to help, my father found it and tipped it away. The next 4 days were horrific. I got clean though. Then I got a job and chose life - only to start using cocaine and then back to Heroin. Again I kicked it with no meds. Horrific....
Then I got a new job in a new area and was going great guns till I saw a guy in the pub I lived in completely off his face on gear - i asked if he could hook me up and yes you guessed it - I got addicted again. This time I got the GP involved and had DF's for a few days and Valium. Lovely easy kick this time - compared to previous two.
I moved to another town - got a girlfriend and had a good few years until one day I was in a shop and I overheard two guys talking about scoring. I knew the codewords they thought they were being smart but I knew - I approached them and after an initial "your a copper - fuck off" I persuaded them I wasn't lol. Back to square one again - went back to GP after a while and got Subutex 8mg .
I have been stable for a while - but some days I do not take my dose and go seeking the dirt. Today I was supposed to meet up to score and I didnt go. I have annoyed the people but tough. However, 4 hours after I got out my kit and cooked up all my washes. Because I took Subutex 12 hours ago - not alot happened really.
I am due to start a college course in 3 weeks and I am fit and well but I am concerned I will fall back like i have in the past.
Thanks for reading.
The Heroin took hold. I used for a few years - then I walked into my parents house and admitted all and they put me in my old room to stay a while. I had a 500ml bottle of Methadone hidden which I was using to help, my father found it and tipped it away. The next 4 days were horrific. I got clean though. Then I got a job and chose life - only to start using cocaine and then back to Heroin. Again I kicked it with no meds. Horrific....
Then I got a new job in a new area and was going great guns till I saw a guy in the pub I lived in completely off his face on gear - i asked if he could hook me up and yes you guessed it - I got addicted again. This time I got the GP involved and had DF's for a few days and Valium. Lovely easy kick this time - compared to previous two.
I moved to another town - got a girlfriend and had a good few years until one day I was in a shop and I overheard two guys talking about scoring. I knew the codewords they thought they were being smart but I knew - I approached them and after an initial "your a copper - fuck off" I persuaded them I wasn't lol. Back to square one again - went back to GP after a while and got Subutex 8mg .
I have been stable for a while - but some days I do not take my dose and go seeking the dirt. Today I was supposed to meet up to score and I didnt go. I have annoyed the people but tough. However, 4 hours after I got out my kit and cooked up all my washes. Because I took Subutex 12 hours ago - not alot happened really.
I am due to start a college course in 3 weeks and I am fit and well but I am concerned I will fall back like i have in the past.
Thanks for reading.
