On Saturday evening I was supposed to meet up with an old friend of mine, but because I didn't keep him "informed" he basically bailed on me. So I was home alone left to my own devices which was a dub of heroin I got the day before. For some reason this heroin wouldn't get dark though, it was good shit...but for some reason no matter how much I used, even if it was powder or tar I couldn't get it darker then a light brown in the barrel of the syringe. Long story short, I got myself fucked up. You know, I used to think nodding out and sleeping were pretty much similar but after that night I have never been so tired even though I spent most of it in a state of nod. I used the entire dub in one night, and didn't wake up till around 10am the next day, which i fell right back asleep till around 4pm, then again until 10pm.
I couldn't believe how much I had slept...and I was still exhausted. My cousin texted me asking if I cared if she had some people over to play beer pong which of course I had no problem with her inviting anyone over. So by the time I finally started getting up, people started arriving. I drank a little and then went to hang out with everyone outside. Since nothing was really happening I left to go get some food since I hadn't eaten in well over a day. When I got in my car before I left I smoked a bowl of pot and was on my way to get some taco bell.
When I got back the party wasn't really "poppin" if you ask me. In fact it was so dead I decided to go lay down inside...and you guessed it. I passed out again. I heard everyone leaving in the early hours of the morning, and just like clockwork dope sickness started setting in. The alcohol helped me to ignore the kicking but since I was starting to sober up I was starting to feel the withdrawal. I went to the basement and scraped a little bit of residue off my spoon and had a few left over dirty cottons which took enough edge off for me to go back to sleep for a few hours.
The hot and cold flashes woke me up around 5am, my head was throbbing, and my legs were restless. I needed to go downstairs and take some suboxone. I felt like such shit though that it took me literally 30min to get down there. I was in such discomfort I couldn't even begin to tell you. Once I got the subs in my system I started to feel relief, but after moving around so much I couldn't go back to sleep. It's 7:33 A.M. right now, guess I'll go cook breakfast since I'm sure my body is starving for food.
I couldn't believe how much I had slept...and I was still exhausted. My cousin texted me asking if I cared if she had some people over to play beer pong which of course I had no problem with her inviting anyone over. So by the time I finally started getting up, people started arriving. I drank a little and then went to hang out with everyone outside. Since nothing was really happening I left to go get some food since I hadn't eaten in well over a day. When I got in my car before I left I smoked a bowl of pot and was on my way to get some taco bell.
When I got back the party wasn't really "poppin" if you ask me. In fact it was so dead I decided to go lay down inside...and you guessed it. I passed out again. I heard everyone leaving in the early hours of the morning, and just like clockwork dope sickness started setting in. The alcohol helped me to ignore the kicking but since I was starting to sober up I was starting to feel the withdrawal. I went to the basement and scraped a little bit of residue off my spoon and had a few left over dirty cottons which took enough edge off for me to go back to sleep for a few hours.
The hot and cold flashes woke me up around 5am, my head was throbbing, and my legs were restless. I needed to go downstairs and take some suboxone. I felt like such shit though that it took me literally 30min to get down there. I was in such discomfort I couldn't even begin to tell you. Once I got the subs in my system I started to feel relief, but after moving around so much I couldn't go back to sleep. It's 7:33 A.M. right now, guess I'll go cook breakfast since I'm sure my body is starving for food.