Altered_Soul9
Bluelighter
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- Dec 31, 2003
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I cant go on.
My life is tormented daily by these...
Demonic entrapments
I'll leave you all and say goodbye.
But not alound, but within with a cry.
I've hurt so much these years.
The pain multiplies daily.
But I'll leave and you may lament my death.
My goodbyes follow me--
To my mother. The one who's been there for eternity.
To my stepdad. I never knew my dad till I met you.
To my father. Hell has a special place for you my friend.
To Drew. My boy, my brother, my freind. You mean the world to me dog.
To my family. I love you all, remember me always.
To all my friends. I've loved you all at some point. The memories I have will keep me happy in my hell.
To all the people who hated me. My judgement is in front of me so yours cannot affect me anymore. See you soon
I lived and loved and hated and cryed for all of you.
Happiness has eluded me once again
But...
This calmness has taken its place.
I'm siren in my doings.
Comfortable in my place.
I'll leave you all forever.
I've done my duties and now..
It's time to go home.
I'm sorry to all.
I'm too tired to try anymore.
My life is tormented daily by these...
Demonic entrapments
I'll leave you all and say goodbye.
But not alound, but within with a cry.
I've hurt so much these years.
The pain multiplies daily.
But I'll leave and you may lament my death.
My goodbyes follow me--
To my mother. The one who's been there for eternity.
To my stepdad. I never knew my dad till I met you.
To my father. Hell has a special place for you my friend.
To Drew. My boy, my brother, my freind. You mean the world to me dog.
To my family. I love you all, remember me always.
To all my friends. I've loved you all at some point. The memories I have will keep me happy in my hell.
To all the people who hated me. My judgement is in front of me so yours cannot affect me anymore. See you soon
I lived and loved and hated and cryed for all of you.
Happiness has eluded me once again
But...
This calmness has taken its place.
I'm siren in my doings.
Comfortable in my place.
I'll leave you all forever.
I've done my duties and now..
It's time to go home.
I'm sorry to all.
I'm too tired to try anymore.
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it was so gut wreching to read. full of emotion and torment and troubles.