good as dead.

[rewiiired]

Recalling your life
I can't help but quiver and choke
stuck your head in the ground
lost all ambition and hope

now you stand there in my mind
and I think I understand
so lost to the clarity and focus of true will
so stuck in the maybe-I-can't

I know I've got to swallow
the tail where all this began
but I just can't stand the black eyes
hiding beneath that dead wasteland

I watched it all fall away
it's like it's falling again
it seems the past is present
and we're good as dead

so many turns of the spiral
and have I learned anything?
feeling so redundant and dizzy
feeling I can't do a thing

now you stand there in my mind
and I think I understand
so lost to the clarity and focus of true will
so stuck in the maybe-I-can't

and daydreaming and drifting off alone
never got anyone anywhere
two left feet on earth and a mind lost in space
never got me anywhere

it's like I'm falling away again
it's like I'm good as dead
and I think I understand

but that's never got me anywhere.

 

[iLoveYouWithaKnife]

I cannot describe to you in my 'i know what you are talking about words' that would make you understand how much this hit close to home.
thank you.

 

[Dastrix Slogan]

^^ I know. He writes so well, like I'm being sucked into the piece!