Wow, first off, thanks for all the responses with suggestions and help...totally appreciate it. I agree with what a few others said, that my primary doctors reason for cutting me off is total bullcrap. I'm taking super low doses and don't abuse them. I think I'll see a shrink and hope they will realize I am NOT a high risk to OD due to my low dosages. Over the years I've been through the mill trying different stuff and I dont want to try any "new" stuff either. K pins are only ones that worked! So this is pissing me off and I'm already stressing out just having to deal with it. I also worry if the shrink turns me down and I go to another doc I'll get red flagged for "doctor shopping"....fukn hell....can't win. I think the best shrink would be an older doc with an ol skool' attitude and maybe one who runs a private practice.. we shall see.. Thanks All!
I completely understand that you’re beyond frustrated and stressed out. Mind if I ask how long you’ve been on both meds? More importantly, how long have you been prescribed any benzo?
So, in my opinion/experience, “doctor shopping” and “finding a psychiatrist that fits your needs” are two very different things.
Your mental health comes first. If you don’t mesh well with your psychiatrist/psychologist, you’re likely to be less inclined to open up to them .. which only hurts
you.
You mentioned finding a private psychiatrist, which leads me to believe you either have good insurance, or at least the funds to be able to go this route. If that’s the case,
do this.
So many people get “stuck” with a doctor they don’t work well with because they have no other option (and likely waited anywhere from 6-12 months for their first appt).
Go in prepared - meaning do your homework on all of the meds that have been suggested to you.
You don’t have to accept a med just because a doctor suggests it.
Use your common sense and listen to gut feelings. I wouldn’t go
too hard on trying to convince any doctor to script me a benzo right off the bat… that’s rarely well received lol But at the same time, advocate, advocate, advocate. It may very well be something he/she will look at with you once they get to know you.
All hope is not lost yet!