Going to try what some people call the normal life

[Gobbleit up]

How is it going all,i have a lot to say i have got a ton of info from this sight some good and some bad but anyway here it is started the opys 4 years ago not real heavy but into year two different story was getting 40 green 80's were lasting me a month, you all no the story went from lasting a month then three,two then i was out of control so i got the courage up after going through w/d so many different times,and pissing away so much money to tell my wife what was going on. Been rough around here for a couple days staying clean but damn this is one of the hardest things i have put myself through

 

[Gobbleit up]

Just looking for some soppprt and to share my daily strugles.any help

 

[TRYINGTOKICKIT]

Let me know how your appointment went and how you are doing for I am having a hard time also and I need of major help!!! this is lucky number 13 days off methadone and I want to cut my legs off they hurt so bad. I think I messed my detox up because I took to much otc shit and got a buzz the other night. I am just taking kratom now and it helps but this is still really hard!!! Any tips will help??

 

[maniquan]

Gobblitup, your doing an amazing thing by just attempting to live a life without chemical control and I admire you for that. I also have been struggling with opiate dependence for the past seven years of my life and have been clean for the past 6 months.... This shit really is a daily struggle but the rewards are so worth the pain and tribulation. Just do your best to stay connected and plugged in with others who are on the same track as you and message me anytime you want to talk about recovery or any other random thing you wish... Best of luck bud.

 

[swimminginthedeep]

good luck. ibogaine might be worth looking into. stay strong.