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Going to trip once again! (advice?)

Grigore

Grigore

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20 datura seeds to stop nausea
400mg of dxm
1000mg of benzydamine(deliriant)
20mg of ambien

Weight:60kg/130lbs

Good idea/bad idea?
Any advice?

Would I end up in the hospital as I ended from 800mg of dxm+grapefruit juice and have a near death experience? (when I've taken 800mg of dxm without the grapefruit juice everything was fine)

Thank you! :)
 
Lol you are an attention whore.

You know tripping again is a bad idea, you just dont care. After a seemingly mind numbing trip like the one you had last week, your body and mind need a break.
 
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My honest advice at this point would be to abstain from tripping. Learn to grow mushrooms (http://www.shroomery.org/), and get what you need to grow them. In the meantime, learn about and practice meditation (http://www.learningmeditation.com/ for somewhere to start anyways, just a related link from google actually). Once you meditate and grow mushrooms, then decide if you want to trip again. Meditation can be quite therapeutic and help process all that has happened to you, and help you see more clearly the path in front of you. Although it takes a while, as with meditation, the process of growing mushrooms is quite fulfiling in itself...amazing to watch it all expand and fruit, very beautiful.

The reason I approach in this way is that it is obvious you are intent on dramatically altering your consciousness. It is important to leave some time between these experiences, without it we cannot properly integrate the experience into our realities (subjective or otherwise). It's not a very nice spiral to self distruction, but we all have the potential for so much more. From your past experience you have enough material to write one book already, how about integrate that experience enough to compile it, and move on to the next part of your journey in life. There is much more to experience in life than what you have thusfar tasted, and a lot of it is rather sweet. Now that you have seen hell, who better qualified to appreciate heaven...but only you can decide to take that ascent. Best of luck to you, I wish you the best.
 
Combining a bunch of random pharmaceuticals and datura is just dumb. Don't do it.
 
Is there any particular reason you're not using a traditional psychedelic with a higher safety profile? Something like magic mushrooms or 2cb? Maybe throw some ketamine in there instead of all that crap you're eating?

Also, if deliriants are truly your thing I'm not going to try and talk you out of it. I will however suggest not piling dissociatives and z-hypnotics on top of them unless you want to end up in the hospital. Some people do for whatever reason. I wouldn't recommend it even if you do have the insurance to pay for it.
 
actually to me it doesn't seem that bad of an idea, maybe try it out first with half or 3/4 of the doses, you know for the sake of HR...
I actually thought before of a dxm - benzy combo, I imagine the body high from dxm with benzydamine visuals would be marvelous, and the zolpidem should cunteract the possible high heart rate (benzydamine being slightly ztimulating, along with dxm that always makesthe heart beat faster IME)

btw glad someone else on this forum tried benzydamine, I thought I was the only one ahah
 
I'm back and I must admit that it wasn't a good idea,but at least I haven't ended up in the hospital.
My problem is that I can't stay more than a week sober because I'm too addicted to tripping in general.
This is why a long break for me is equal to 1 week or something like that.

The zolpidem amnesia is a total mindfuck.
I'm still trying to explain to myself how,when and why I did this and take a picture of it.

I decided to remove the picture,it's just me and a nail trimmer and a lot of blood on my hands,not suitable for this site.

Apart from that,I think it was a nice experience,only if I could remember it...

I've said that benzydamine acts as a deliriant because in combination with dxm it makes me get a body load similar to the one that I get on datura,I'm not sure if it's a deliriant,but it's clearly a hallucinogen.
 
DXM, zolpidem, and datura all interfere with memory formation. I don't really get the point of going through a trip like that if you can't remember any of it afterwards, or if it affects your judgment so much that you end up harming yourself. If you're into OTC hallucinogens, why not try morning glory seeds? Or even just taking DXM on its own would be a lot safer than combining it with a bunch of other things (though it's not really a safe drug psychologically at higher doses, still it's a lot less error-prone than a deliriant like datura).
 
You're begging for a lot of drug-drug interactions that are one day going to come around and bite you in the ass. If you take Generally you must know that you are going at a neckbreaking rate and that is not me applauding you for being a hero. Trip less often, learn to create a beautiful set and setting to make a special experience rather than disabling your mental faculties to the point of delirium, malaise, confusion, confabulation and what not. Take it easy and find help if you cannot do that on your own. Some types of potentiation or activation like the grapefruit inhibiting enzymes is quite unpredictable and if you are combining more than 2 drugs it quickly becomes more and more complex. If you don't wish to end up in the hospital again get a grip and change your drug use.

Have you tried psychedelics and why wouldn't they be a generally more responsible and physically safe choice? You could skip the amnesia and delirium which can sooner or later easily get you hurt or jailed or at the very least running around naked confusing yourself with a particular muppet.
 
The combinations your useing are just plain stupid. I said this before and my posts were deleted and I was given a warning for being out of line for this site. To much time in the lounge. But my conscience tells me to do whats right and help you. Listen to what Solipsis and others have said. Please, cool your jets, slow down and take another path. I told myself I wouldn't post here again but for your sake I had to. Listen to reason you can't be correct all the time and maybe this time you are seriously wrong. Donny
 
You know. Grigore is not addicted to tripping, he's addicted to attention. And unfortunately for him, any attention will do. The best thing we can do for him is totally ignore him.

Mods: can we please close this thread in the name of harm reduction? In my opinion, any response we provide whether positive or negative is going to reinforce his destructive behaviour.
 
If thats the route to take I'm game. It was a thought I had for not posting here as well as the warning. If this post was on the lounge he would get plenty of attention, all negative.
 
I think he likes negative attention as much as positive. Even more maybe. There's nothing much we can do for him other than ignore him until he gets bored and finds a less dangerous story to tell.
 
I don't see him breaking any rules, but if things get annoying for the forum of course someone will step in. You guys made your point, now take your own advice and ignore him if you will.
In any case it does seem like Grigore could use some help and hopefully people will offer it like they offer advice here. Grigore will have to decide whether to take that advice or not but we won't be going over the same issue over and over again. People might generally learn from this process whether this dude is trolling or not.
 
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