Going to need MAJOR surgery... Mental anguish and possible relapse scenario

I got some bad news later, but it's not that bad. The surgeon herself called and said that since getting fresh cadaver bones for a shoulder is so rare, she might have trouble finding one, so it could actually be longer wait, again. However, she also said she's attending an international conference on shoulder surgeries and she is planning on getting opinions, and maybe they can use a frozen bone... Hopefully I get a fresh cadaver bone soon. Hopefully someone who's a donor dies soon! (wow that's fucked up to say).
 
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