Well, I'm tapering off of Kratom. My taper doesn't end until the end of December.
Thing is, next weekend I promised I would go with my girlfriend and her mom (her mom driving) down to her families about 5 hours away. My girlfriend and her mom has caught me using kratom before, and I detoxed, and they don't know I got back on. I needed to quit for myself, not because someone was making me. I know I can tolerate the weekend without any, but I don't want to deal with the uncomfortableness, restlessness, and the lack of sleep and the grouchiness throughout the whole weekend. I have Kratom caplets (500mg) I only need to bring about maybe 20 caplets or so. I can also bring the powder, and then make a toilet paper parachute in the bathroom. Or maybe I should just bring loperamide and snug on that and claim that I just have diarrhea from food. I'm quitting for good at the end of the month, and I just don't want to punish myself throughout the weekend. She is the kind that will dump me if she finds out im on any substance again. I don't want that.
What should I do? Is there any way to hide the caplets where my girlfriend and mom won't find them? I was thinking of putting them into a empty 5-htp bottle but that will seem fishy then when my girlfriend figures the whole bottle is missing she will figure I'm a pill popper again. Should I put a little baggie of kratom in my shoe?
Maybe I should just go full-throttle over the weekend without any. But then again my girlfriend will be upset that i'm grouchy the whole weekend and keeping her up by tossing and turning. So any creative way you may think.
Thing is, next weekend I promised I would go with my girlfriend and her mom (her mom driving) down to her families about 5 hours away. My girlfriend and her mom has caught me using kratom before, and I detoxed, and they don't know I got back on. I needed to quit for myself, not because someone was making me. I know I can tolerate the weekend without any, but I don't want to deal with the uncomfortableness, restlessness, and the lack of sleep and the grouchiness throughout the whole weekend. I have Kratom caplets (500mg) I only need to bring about maybe 20 caplets or so. I can also bring the powder, and then make a toilet paper parachute in the bathroom. Or maybe I should just bring loperamide and snug on that and claim that I just have diarrhea from food. I'm quitting for good at the end of the month, and I just don't want to punish myself throughout the weekend. She is the kind that will dump me if she finds out im on any substance again. I don't want that.
What should I do? Is there any way to hide the caplets where my girlfriend and mom won't find them? I was thinking of putting them into a empty 5-htp bottle but that will seem fishy then when my girlfriend figures the whole bottle is missing she will figure I'm a pill popper again. Should I put a little baggie of kratom in my shoe?
Maybe I should just go full-throttle over the weekend without any. But then again my girlfriend will be upset that i'm grouchy the whole weekend and keeping her up by tossing and turning. So any creative way you may think.