Stringer_Bell
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 9, 2015
- Messages
- 196
Thanks Tinker. I think the key part of your post is 'you have to say you're done'.
Well I'm done. This is going nowhere and no good is going to come out of it. Since I started using coke I've basically stopped doing all the things I enjoyed before. Those other things were subtle, nuanced and wonderful. And coke is just a tedious dopamine rush. It's like colour compared to monochrome.
I know it's easy to say this, coming off a binge. The hard part will be in a few days when my mood is normal, I'm a bit bored and the idea of a few lines seems like a good idea. But I'm going to deal with it.
Biggest problem is not being able to cut off supply.
Well I'm done. This is going nowhere and no good is going to come out of it. Since I started using coke I've basically stopped doing all the things I enjoyed before. Those other things were subtle, nuanced and wonderful. And coke is just a tedious dopamine rush. It's like colour compared to monochrome.
I know it's easy to say this, coming off a binge. The hard part will be in a few days when my mood is normal, I'm a bit bored and the idea of a few lines seems like a good idea. But I'm going to deal with it.
Biggest problem is not being able to cut off supply.