Going for my 1st trip in a while...

[mr light]

Its been a really long time since I tripped, just waiting for good source and circumstances. I have secured the first, however, but I'd like some input on tripping under current circumstances.

I am taking suboxone daily, about 2mg for opiate addiction. Mostly I've stayed on the sub for a long time without any slips to the other nasty O's.

I'm also in a difficult semester of college... including really messing up my first exam in one class, which has bothered me. Its not my skills, its my motivation thats a problem. Its really hard to study, especially after being out of school 2 years.

I'm kind of afraid to trip while in addiction, to sub and nicotine... but perhaps it could give me insight and a motivation to quit. I'm also hoping for motivation to study harder. And have a good time with pleasant visuals, of course.

Do you guys think its possible? My choice trip will be a full dose of 4-aco-dmt (1st time with it).

I plan on doing it home alone.

 

[Symmetrical Daze]

Go for it... I'd start with a lower dose (with no experience I can't suggest one accurately, but around 10mg sounds ok).

It may be good that you get some anxiety about the substance abuse and lack of motivation, but even better, you may get insight as to why you are taking this stuff (deep reasons that may lie in the subconscious), and why you are (apathetic?) about studies.

At least test the waters with 10mg. I wouldn't expect anything, just let it happen. Bump the dose up your next time by how much you feel appropriate, to get a real trip. Jumping into a "full" dose could backfire since you haven't tripped for a while and have things on your mind. Then again, bad trips can be good in the long term.