i cannot, actually i may be able to a decent job but i've hardly slept in the past week, express what ya'll have done for me and i've never even posted. however, i'm sure you can feel me as the site has also probably done a lot for you or someone has told you their personal appreciation for what you did for them. i just want to thank all you good fucking people who do this. drugs are no fucking joke and people don't realize and end up here when it's too late. LUCKILY, and i fucking hate capital letters, i was not one. it was BECAUSE OF YOU, THE COMMUNITY, THIS SITE. i understand the specific people who have helped me in my journey, may not ever see this, but i said it. i know only a few usernames from frequently seeing them and i would have to see them again to know. i've read old posts to newer posts. mostly about opiates (my true luh, hydro 
) but as of late it's been the benzos :/ i've also done research purely for the information. i was even using this back in my mdma days now i think about it, jesus christ. also a huge fan of my girl mary and lucy, caps and stems, caffeine, and my pall mall non-filters lessthanthree.
anyhow, god (i/you) bless you for all the YEARS you had my back and kept me (mostly) addiction free. THIS SITE IS THE FUCKING REASON. thank you from my heart,
SB
p.s. if you have any interest, for whatever reason, in specifics, i wouldn't mind at all. you'd just have to give me time haa, i'm quite absent minded, straight up. if you think you could benefit from talking with me, see substances above, and i know my shit. i also know everyone is different but it's extremely nice to have people who know what you're going through to help you through. i may, may not, do a personal introduction for real. i'm a chill dude though, i'm a deep thinker, i enjoy such conversation, i'm certainly here for that. totally on the reader, just know i thank you, aside from the fuck boys, trolls, and the like.
) but as of late it's been the benzos :/ i've also done research purely for the information. i was even using this back in my mdma days now i think about it, jesus christ. also a huge fan of my girl mary and lucy, caps and stems, caffeine, and my pall mall non-filters lessthanthree.anyhow, god (i/you) bless you for all the YEARS you had my back and kept me (mostly) addiction free. THIS SITE IS THE FUCKING REASON. thank you from my heart,
SB
p.s. if you have any interest, for whatever reason, in specifics, i wouldn't mind at all. you'd just have to give me time haa, i'm quite absent minded, straight up. if you think you could benefit from talking with me, see substances above, and i know my shit. i also know everyone is different but it's extremely nice to have people who know what you're going through to help you through. i may, may not, do a personal introduction for real. i'm a chill dude though, i'm a deep thinker, i enjoy such conversation, i'm certainly here for that. totally on the reader, just know i thank you, aside from the fuck boys, trolls, and the like.
