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Goals for your 2014?

Quit etizolam.
only take psychs/stims once monthly or less.
Get another job.
Study harder.
Spend less money on things i dont need.
Be more positive.
Procrastinate less.

very simillar to mine. I dont have the problem with spending on things i dont need as im a tight bastard lol and quite financially shrewd. Apart from when i was in a phenazepam fugue or rage and caused hundreds of pounds worth of damage to my own property. Ive never been like that before or since.
 
Mine is very similar -
(1)-Get new job in a city and then quit my current one
(2)-Go back to taking H once a month or even fortnightly would be great, was doing well the two months leading up to Xmas was smoking one day per fortnight mostly and at worst weekly - I think that the secret (at least what works for me) is of having some H on a apecific day then just buy enough that you will smoke it all in a couple hours or in two hits if IV.. No point binging for a full 24 hours that's what fukd me over the Xmas as u will feel a rattle the next day but less so if u do it all in a short space of time (again this is just IME)
(3)-Stick with the gym or some exercise and keep takeaways for one night p/w
(4)-Put some cash away each week fed up living week to week
(5)-Start sailing as I have access to a beautiful racing yacht think its a 31ft and I maybe go out once a year

OI u we gotta talk n yeah i think no. 2 would be a damn fine idea for you mate .

I looked at fixture list n there is opp for us 2 watch a few games in 4 days as the Portuguese lg. cup is played in a weird group ythingy n tickets r fukin cheap.

I'm well up 4 it plenty of season left n looks like it will be good CP Sporting , FC Porto n Befica all init .

Have a better year than 2013.

Maybe take more drugs.


well u fukin failed at that already !!!;)

Er...and?

It would be nice to see a bit more altruism in this thread (help fuckers stop dying on Bluelight?) though I grant you the title does lead to self-thought.

I spent yesterday morning bringing back my niece from floods of tears. She's 21 this year and in her final year at Cambridge. This does not impress me. The peer pressure she faces from Lord and Lady Snooty, ie her fellow students, means she is practically having a nervous breakdown because she won't be earning £40000 by September like they will.

Now that's what I call first world problems.

There's a big world out there. With many fascinating cultures. I intend to get to see a bit more of it, once the wind stops blowing in the Philippines.

Imma also trying to bring Mailmonkey back to BL but I think I've failed miserably there.

5) Make the server less busy.

Yes lots of admirable things here i wish you well with them all though no one not even GOD ( Alice dair) could mange no 5
 
very simillar to mine. I dont have the problem with spending on things i dont need as im a tight bastard lol and quite financially shrewd. Apart from when i was in a phenazepam fugue or rage and caused hundreds of pounds worth of damage to my own property. Ive never been like that before or since.

My problem was buying shit off amazon and ebay when on etiz. Or spending too much on food on the go when im not home much. A lesson learnt.. hopefully ;)
 
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A lesson learnt.. hopefully ;)

yeah IME it is a lesson you do learn when you get walloped with a bill for something ridiculous you've spent money on whilst judgement impaired by drugs, i find stims are actually worse for this than benzos as im more active and semi functional, but havent necessarily got the semi sensible judgement i have when sober. This can be a potentially very expensive combination. Generally if id taken enough benzos to impair my judgement in that way i couldnt be bothered to buy anything and probably not even capable of finding my debit card and stuff, or remembering passwords and all that.
 
Have breast implants.

Go for it max.

Let's see...
- Continue this awesome relationship with mrcientist
- Completely get over all of my remaining drug issues
- Have an incredible time in Sydney and don't let myself be held back by anything
- Get my driver's licence
- Get at least a 2:1 this year, aim for a First
- Finish my novel properly
- Figure out what I want to do after my degree

I think that's a good start in the list of things I mostly won't accomplish any time soon :p
 
Yeah, I'm not getting my hopes up too much on the 'finish my novel' and 'get a First' fronts particularly but hey, go big or go home!
 
Focus on getting the first. You can finetune and finish your novel whenever but you've only got one shot at that first.
 
i had a pretty shit year due to my h addiction, i lost my daughter because both me and her mom had addiction troubles then last month i split up with her mom who i had been with for 9 years so my goals for the new year are to clean up and beat this addiction, get my daughter back and get over the woman who broke my heart. If i can do these 3 things ill be happy and it might even help me earn some respect back from my family and friends and i may even respect myself a bit more

Sorry all that happened to you - best of luck getting clean.
Evey
 
Get back to peak fitness and mental confidence. I was 13.5 stone I'm now just under 12 from various festive binges. I'll gain back quick though.
It's either top form or no form at all!

Aiming for bigger and better things in the job market aswell met a few cool people,
 
Quit etizolam.
only take psychs/stims once monthly or less.
Get another job.
Study harder.
Spend less money on things i dont need.
Be more positive.
Procrastinate less.

These are exactly mine too, except replacing 'get another job' with 'increase tangent of success (read: income) in current job'

P.S. A girlfriend would probably be nice, too. Not really a 'goal' as such though haha.
 
^ But you've won that award for the past 5 years running. Can your brain still even produce serotonin?

My Goals:

Well, to stop masturbating is #1 on my list now. The lustful thoughts are having an adverse effect on my good spirit. And i'll have a bigger, stronger cock for marriage also.
Maybe giving up gin would be a #2, we'll have to see.
 
My Goals:

Well, to stop masturbating is #1 on my list now. The lustful thoughts are having an adverse effect on my good spirit. And i'll have a bigger, stronger cock for marriage also.

Maturbation doesn't make your cock smaller or weaker. If you think about it, regular erections will stretch the tissue and make your cock bigger, and masturbation makes your heart work which will increase it's strength and harden your cock.

"For marriage".

Just saying. Also if you just wait a few years you will masturbate less. Probably.
 
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