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Glory Days

TJ5

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9/21/05
Glory Days

Nothin seems profound
With WD's around
All I see is overcast dreary skies
And all I wanna do is die

I know I've been down this bumpy narrow road
One too many times before
Welcome to my humble lifeless abode
I seem to be a sensation seeking whore

They say we Californians are well known for dreamin
Of the hot and sunny summer days
As I lay here on my bleak bed screamin
Thinking back on all the happy, hot, humid haze

And of our silly, wicked ways
You so blond and youthful wayward
Practicing by night and day behind closed doors
They thought us strange and absurd

Talking all the nights and days away
Sleep eventually would claim us
Each time spooning side by side we lay
Oh the days of chocolate dreams and dafodills

How I longed for them to never leave again
Stuck back to the bleakness of the present
Seems like a cruel game one cannot win
Longing for those glory days of chocolate and dafodills

Bracelets of sweet little golden hearts
And how down the aisle we almost marched
Somehow help me through the sickness
Of the cloudy, dreary gray WD's that seem
As if forever here to stay
 

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amazing i have been there before so many times its a shit existance.
I know I've been down this bumpy narrow road
One too many times before
Welcome to my humble lifeless abode
I seem to be a sensation seeking whore

I really dig that part
 
Thanks for your input girl & crimson. I especially loved how I could write during my pre getting clean years. During the clean time, I couldn't write poetry & now a little over a year since relapse, it's taking a while to get my groove back, but it's most likely due to b4 getting clean I put 90% of my energy into the "broke junkie artist" lifestyle. Now, I'm what I call a "maintainance user", only now I hold down a 40 hr week job as opposed to going to work only when I feel like it, and yeah I agree crimson--it's a shit existence being without, yet being WITH is heaven....& back on the merry go round I ride, hate the kick, love the high. This time around the highs not as high & the lows not as low as b4...
 
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