up all night
Bluelight Crew
An anger defined by apathy
The numbness that makes it so hard
To lift my head.
And I'm not that strange
When i lie next to you
A girl who feels like she belongs
In this limbo made for broken love
Hair stroking, clumsy movements
Lips moving with murmered nothings
And nothing is all you say.
My mouth stings
Either from my own bitter words
Or your bitter taste
Or the forking of my tongue.
I forget when i became evil.
Probably when you started eating my resolve
Pushing my limits till i had no boundaries.
Destruction disguised as liberation.
Eyes so sore from the same ugliness
Which makes you walk blind
I live in a perfect package of doubt and forget
Without forgiveness to complete the trio.
Open wounds kept alive by your careful use of salt
So susceptible to your culinary skills
You look a master chef
When in reality you're nothing but a
Little
Lost
Boy
Who stumbled across a girl who should've known better
So I think I'll just lie and wait
For something to happen.
I need more then you to get me out of bed.
The numbness that makes it so hard
To lift my head.
And I'm not that strange
When i lie next to you
A girl who feels like she belongs
In this limbo made for broken love
Hair stroking, clumsy movements
Lips moving with murmered nothings
And nothing is all you say.
My mouth stings
Either from my own bitter words
Or your bitter taste
Or the forking of my tongue.
I forget when i became evil.
Probably when you started eating my resolve
Pushing my limits till i had no boundaries.
Destruction disguised as liberation.
Eyes so sore from the same ugliness
Which makes you walk blind
I live in a perfect package of doubt and forget
Without forgiveness to complete the trio.
Open wounds kept alive by your careful use of salt
So susceptible to your culinary skills
You look a master chef
When in reality you're nothing but a
Little
Lost
Boy
Who stumbled across a girl who should've known better
So I think I'll just lie and wait
For something to happen.
I need more then you to get me out of bed.
