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Eveleivibe
Ex-Bluelighter
Why? Ali is one of the most geniine, honest, sincere people you'll ever know on here. Army I like you n would like to get to know you but can I please ask you to ease up on Ali n please stop with the abusive remarks. Honestly what's to be gained from it? I've sern Ali help n advise lots of people on here. He's blunt n says it straight but isn't that better than someone wbo's two-faced n you're wondering what they're really thinking?
At lesst with someone like Ali if he compliments you, you know he's genuine. I've never understands why people are hard on Ali he's been really supportive of me. He's told me off at times n said stuff I haven't liked but only because he cares. I feel he cares for this site deeply n for the members he's just a blunt way of going about it but that don't make him mean or deserving of abuse.
So please ease up on him, for me? And try to get along with us. I bet you can be more than just a trol n have a lot to contribute to EADD. How about it
Evey
I've seen Ali acting like the biggest fucking obtuse retarded dick, that's fucking why when you have not one but a big fuck off buss load of people complaining about a cunt as has happened in the past then it ain't them it's fucking you....as in it's Ali.
That was one case, then you had mugz case which even the biggest blind twat would see through to no avail, fucking right on...
You weren't even a member then so stfu.
That was one case, then you had mugz case which even the biggest blind twat would see through to no avail, fucking right on...
You weren't even a member then so stfu.
KingOfWessex
Bluelighter
^what a charming young man.......
Sadie
Bluelight Crew
Really? The toys are already being thrown out the pram?
I sometimes find it hard to believe that these are mainly adults that use this site. Get a fucking grip people.
Arnold I like you a lot, we used to have banter years ago. Lighten up please.
Obviously it's your choice if you wish to or not but please, choose your words carefully.
I sometimes find it hard to believe that these are mainly adults that use this site. Get a fucking grip people.
Arnold I like you a lot, we used to have banter years ago. Lighten up please.
Obviously it's your choice if you wish to or not but please, choose your words carefully.
BecomingJulie
Bluelight Crew
If anybody offers to sell you a German Christmas cake cheap, don't buy it.
It could be Stollen.
It could be Stollen.
strungout2010
Bluelighter
Pokes head in....... No change............ FUCKS OFF SHARPISH !
Don Luigi
Bluelight Crew
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Sadie
Bluelight Crew
Don, that's cute and frightening all at the same time. What is this sorcery!?
Don Luigi
Bluelight Crew
The dog and the teddy are different. Although the dog might chew on the bear, he really loves it 
Dog is a bit cuter than the teddy though 
Dog is a bit cuter than the teddy though
Sadie
Bluelight Crew
I wasn't even looking at the teddy. That's like, I don't know, the most adorable re-enactment of the Shining. "HERE'S PUPPY" Watching, always watching with a deceptively adorable puppy face. SUS! 
KingOfWessex
Bluelighter
SquidInSunglasses
Bluelighter
I wasn't even looking at the teddy. That's like, I don't know, the most adorable re-enactment of the Shining. "HERE'S PUPPY" Watching, always watching with a deceptively adorable puppy face. SUS!
That's not the face of adorability, that's the face of pure evil cunning beneath a deceptive facade.
Eveleivibe
Ex-Bluelighter
Ali I've just read that n that's true. Truth is I set up monthly donations anonymously, during my ban. I wouldn't make them until I knew they were anonymous n communicated with someone called Erik Brown (MAPS) to ensure this who thanked me for highlighting a few discrepancies. I ensured this because I didn't want Bluelight staff thinking I was making a brine for my return. I love this site n wanted to give back for all the help n support I have received here (and I've received lot). Plus, as I was banned financially was the only way I could give back. This was made public by Raas. It was never something I wanted BL staff knowing. Now I've returnec I can give back by welcoming the newbies n help building contest as well as give HR advice to others.
Thank you, Ali, for explaning that it was off site now I can be honest as lying hurts my psyche but I'd rather be seen as vindictive n evil than risk someone I care about get in trojble because I vented to the wrong person. I saw a post from the person in question that concerned me greatly n worrying for their life I offered to help. This person refused my help twice n only accepted in sheer desperation due to active addiction. It was off-site I'd NEVER harm this site I've spent months on my return helping you all get this place back up - this place is brilliant - we have new members, a few in the health profession, these members are lovely n fit in well.
Do I regret what I did? No. Because as much as I lpbe Bluelight; trying to save a life is more important. I realise now that the trason I was so angry was because I was stupid enough to think I could save this person when knowing what I know on addiction only they can do that. I was trying to save him; though I could get him to recovery n back with his family so he could be happy again n be safe from.
I realisec a long time after the communication with sid that I could not fix him n my true reasons for my anger. I'm not well at dealing with illness / tbreat of death or I eitber demy or become angry. My feeling the need to rescue n save people is my isdue that I need to resolve it. It even caused me problems before I was permabanned the first time in that I felt the need to involve myself in disputes in to "defend those I cared fot.
I hurt me whena person tried getting someone I cared for in trouble because they've an issue with me. Rip into me I'm used to it I can deal with it but hurting people I care truly hurts me beyond belief n I will protect them even if it means I'm hated, abised or what. The person in question is in active addiction, going through his own stuff n its not like this isn't public knowledge sp to pull a stunt like that is cruel n vindictive. It's actually made me sick with nerves that I had to take a handfull of subs to calm myself down.
Lastiy please can we draw a line under the *Evey has ruined EADD she's not suited here / should be banned* I actually find to ne a form of emotional abuse / bullying since most here knew I deliberately OD, was in hospital for 4 days on a drip n nearly. These remarks cause me anxiety as I'm OCD n start panicking admin will permaban me again. I have asked n explained this several times now. Anyone with ocd/paranois/anxiety should know I'm not making this up. I know people say they've to an opinion n I agree but there's a line between opinion n abuse. Also it turns new members against me instead of them getting to know me. This upsetd me because most people know I like to greet new members n help them settle in here. I can't do this if they think I'm starting drama.
To the anti-Evey mob team; BCF, Bob, ColtDan n a few others I PMd you lovely PMs to draw a line under this n get along for the forum. Bob I thanked you for your thoughts in July after my July n Dan I forgave you n made a comcise effort to get along with you. I didn't mind nome of you replying but I thought you'd appreciate the effort I made when I could have easily been bitter to you all. Truce?
Love to you all <4
Evey
Thank you, Ali, for explaning that it was off site now I can be honest as lying hurts my psyche but I'd rather be seen as vindictive n evil than risk someone I care about get in trojble because I vented to the wrong person. I saw a post from the person in question that concerned me greatly n worrying for their life I offered to help. This person refused my help twice n only accepted in sheer desperation due to active addiction. It was off-site I'd NEVER harm this site I've spent months on my return helping you all get this place back up - this place is brilliant - we have new members, a few in the health profession, these members are lovely n fit in well.
Do I regret what I did? No. Because as much as I lpbe Bluelight; trying to save a life is more important. I realise now that the trason I was so angry was because I was stupid enough to think I could save this person when knowing what I know on addiction only they can do that. I was trying to save him; though I could get him to recovery n back with his family so he could be happy again n be safe from.
I realisec a long time after the communication with sid that I could not fix him n my true reasons for my anger. I'm not well at dealing with illness / tbreat of death or I eitber demy or become angry. My feeling the need to rescue n save people is my isdue that I need to resolve it. It even caused me problems before I was permabanned the first time in that I felt the need to involve myself in disputes in to "defend those I cared fot.
I hurt me whena person tried getting someone I cared for in trouble because they've an issue with me. Rip into me I'm used to it I can deal with it but hurting people I care truly hurts me beyond belief n I will protect them even if it means I'm hated, abised or what. The person in question is in active addiction, going through his own stuff n its not like this isn't public knowledge sp to pull a stunt like that is cruel n vindictive. It's actually made me sick with nerves that I had to take a handfull of subs to calm myself down.
Lastiy please can we draw a line under the *Evey has ruined EADD she's not suited here / should be banned* I actually find to ne a form of emotional abuse / bullying since most here knew I deliberately OD, was in hospital for 4 days on a drip n nearly. These remarks cause me anxiety as I'm OCD n start panicking admin will permaban me again. I have asked n explained this several times now. Anyone with ocd/paranois/anxiety should know I'm not making this up. I know people say they've to an opinion n I agree but there's a line between opinion n abuse. Also it turns new members against me instead of them getting to know me. This upsetd me because most people know I like to greet new members n help them settle in here. I can't do this if they think I'm starting drama.
To the anti-Evey mob team; BCF, Bob, ColtDan n a few others I PMd you lovely PMs to draw a line under this n get along for the forum. Bob I thanked you for your thoughts in July after my July n Dan I forgave you n made a comcise effort to get along with you. I didn't mind nome of you replying but I thought you'd appreciate the effort I made when I could have easily been bitter to you all. Truce?
Love to you all <4
Evey
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Eveleivibe
Ex-Bluelighter
Wow that took ages to write lol
Ehhhh chill man, we'll agree to differ OK I never meant to cause offence x
Well that's a shame be nice to have you back around
Evey
Ehhhh chill man, we'll agree to differ OK I never meant to cause offence x
Well that's a shame be nice to have you back around
Evey
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One Thousand Words
Bluelighter
If it makes you feel any better evey the only reason I signed up to Bluelight was to score drugs and 15 odd years later I'm still here.
KingOfWessex
Bluelighter
Where abouts in Oz are you OTW?
Eveleivibe
Ex-Bluelighter
hahahaha lol I don't score substances from here as there's vendors for that n I would never hurt this site for the world. How's things, OTW. How's work? Why did you change your name from Busty St Claire to OTW? What made you think one thousand words!
Evey
One Thousand Words
Bluelighter
Hurt this site? Please, harm deduction is a nice loop hole so it doesn't get shut down by the feds, but you do realise that that HR 101 is, don't get addicted. If this place was as successful as it wants to be it would be full of recreational users who have there shit together. Unfortunately this isn't 2003.
I changed it when they introduced so many rules that good Alts were banned. One Thousand Words originally never spoke (wrote??), she only posted pictures. When they wanted to ban it I decided to mod as one thousand words instead. The fun police got their knickers in a knot about that too. I even got infracted by a SLR mod because posting pictures in that forum was against the rules. And you wonder why this place feels like the fun has been sucked from it?
Some of the best humour around here were clever alts. God, Tony Danza, Spade's mum...... but by all means make a long list of rules and get your super nanny knickers scrunched when a bunch of illegal drug users won't respect your authority.
I changed it when they introduced so many rules that good Alts were banned. One Thousand Words originally never spoke (wrote??), she only posted pictures. When they wanted to ban it I decided to mod as one thousand words instead. The fun police got their knickers in a knot about that too. I even got infracted by a SLR mod because posting pictures in that forum was against the rules. And you wonder why this place feels like the fun has been sucked from it?
Some of the best humour around here were clever alts. God, Tony Danza, Spade's mum...... but by all means make a long list of rules and get your super nanny knickers scrunched when a bunch of illegal drug users won't respect your authority.
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