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Giblets CLXXXII - Tree worship time is almost upon us

felix said:
My fucking god... someone should steal that username right now.

Swampy, get a low-level mod job for a couple of weeks and request a name change. Because that is fucking gold. %)
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It is rather fetching, isn't it? Although Swampyvibe also has a certain ring to it..

And yes, a rather good weekend was had. Feeling a bit broken now, though. =D
 
kate said:
Trust you to mention nudity 8) Hehe, I didn't know that though, I will have a google. However, I love my country its amazing but in winter its shit n' dark. Think I'd rather finance going abroad for the winter than spending on stripping off in a UV salon or filling the house with light boxes....hmmm you have me thinking, that actually sounds quite fun too! Are you ok? Not seen you about much, are you job hunting again and looking after yourself <3
Dan deserves his bottom spanked =D Dan is a bad boy :p
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yeah im ok thanks, being kept quite busy trying to prove that im spending 35 hours a week looking for work, inbetween that and trying to get more organised whilst also allowing the occasional binge means that im not on here all that much.

Bottom spanking is illegal now, but only if someone films Summer whilst she's at it.:D
 
Thinking of going to an alcohol/drug service "drop-in centre" at some point, but kind of don't want to. What the fuck do I actually say? I can't function properly, do anything at all and most importantly can't do my work which I need to do to finish my uni degree which I really want to do because I want to get the fuck out of here and into the real world. Like, I can be pretty stable if I have a 9-5 job and a routine, but this environment just fucks me up.

Do I say "hi I can't do anything without upwards of 10 etizolam a day plus a decent bit of booze in the evening, what should I do now?" What the fuck are they going to offer that's constructive?

I honestly think that for the moment I'm better off just carrying on as I am and trying to keep it stable until I get this fucking degree which is what's fucking my head up, then go from there. It's only another six months.

Can anyone offer any advice? In this context, would contact with any kind of drug service be advisable/helpful and could anything constructive come of it?
 
Yea try to contact sum pro people who knows about this ^ and hear what they have to say, no matter what it don't hurt just to try it. Sounds like my own problem, all tho' mine mostly booze then a little benzo.

foolsgold said:
good evening nick :)
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evening mate :D

lol just woke up by a man who works here standin in my crib shouting my name while holding the breathalyzer. I blowed then got my medicin, then remembered I had more beers when he leaved. LOL. So drinkin again now.
 
haha a little yea. Gettin me sum 5-MeO-Dalt & small amount of Ethylphenidate tomorrow. Can't wait to enjoy me with sum DRUGS. How are u FG? <3
 
just go careful mate :) me not good trying to keep a top on it but my demena is a facade really

i need to get some meds sorted out tomorrow before i go totally made with the way my head is at the minute fucking benzos have really messed me up sleep wize but because ive owned up to everything the wont give me shit
 
Waterfall said:
Thinking of going to an alcohol/drug service "drop-in centre" at some point, but kind of don't want to. What the fuck do I actually say? I can't function properly, do anything at all and most importantly can't do my work which I need to do to finish my uni degree which I really want to do because I want to get the fuck out of here and into the real world. Like, I can be pretty stable if I have a 9-5 job and a routine, but this environment just fucks me up.

Do I say "hi I can't do anything without upwards of 10 etizolam a day plus a decent bit of booze in the evening, what should I do now?" What the fuck are they going to offer that's constructive?

I honestly think that for the moment I'm better off just carrying on as I am and trying to keep it stable until I get this fucking degree which is what's fucking my head up, then go from there. It's only another six months.

Can anyone offer any advice? In this context, would contact with any kind of drug service be advisable/helpful and could anything constructive come of it?
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Go to your GP and tell him/her how you are feeing and what you are doing to cope but know it isn't doing you any good. Pressure and stress takes its toll. What other support do you have around you?
 
"Trying to get meds" is perhaps not the ideal attitude in such situations. Certainly not from the prescribing doc's point of view anyway. I know it sounds trite as all fukkery but I've always found just being honest works best. GPs are very hit and miss but many areas require you get a referral from one before attending specific addiction resources. If you happen to live in an area where there are drop-ins that don't require a referral do what it sez on the tin: drop in. They kinda know the broad gist of why you're there so no need to stress over the specifics. Just go and see what falls out of your mouth. There's plenty of time to go into detail later.

And, FWIW, it's always worth going. Even if it takes years - decades even (as in my case) - before you're truly in the right place to let it work the way it's meant to. Don't try to force it. The system is the system and it doesn't work perfectly. Patience helps (I'm well aware that's at a premium at times but it really does). Don't expect miracles and don't expect a "perfect" script to just fall in your lap. You have to put in the work too. At least you do at the places that have any intention of not just parking you on a bogstandard maintenance script and letting you rot.
 
foolsgold said:
just go careful mate :) me not good trying to keep a top on it but my demena is a facade really

i need to get some meds sorted out tomorrow before i go totally made with the way my head is at the minute fucking benzos have really messed me up sleep wize but because ive owned up to everything the wont give me shit
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I will mate, im much more careful these days. Would never go on a 7 days bender with drugs again. My training is too important for me ;)

yea ok, ssounds not good, hope u get it fixed tomorrow & get sum meds that helps u!

& Hello Shambles ya youngster <3 :D
 
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