yeah i can see this point.
i guess i'm surprised cos i thought i had a reasonable grasp on the extent of human depravity. i had a lot of sick shit done to me without my consent that fucked me up enough to be prepared to do a lot of stuff other women wouldn't do when i was prostituting myself, and actively wanted to cos you make way more money and i just did not care.
in that time i only said no to two requests and both of them seem extremely pedestrian in comparison to this. i thought i had a grasp of what people will actually do sexually (besides the obvious like necro, incest etc) and it turns out i do not.