Yeah FUBAR if you're gonna do a crop that's gonna lead to daily dosing and withdrawals then I'd leave it.
Youre just gonna feel good for a week or 2 and the. Like shit afterwards.
Maybe don't grown your own, but keep a look out for a nice bunch of pods you can grab and get high on. I guarantee itll happen every season at least a couple times...
But what do I know... I'm still on a script.
Maybe best to stay away altogether. Or get back on a script if it will stop the excessive drinking?
I'm at a point where on 85ml meth, ive given up on opiates apart from buying the odd weekendtake-home off some IV coke head who'd rather have the coke.
As im on a script, benzos alert piss tests, so it's not woth the worry using them.
After a period of fucking around with my script, i welcome the stability of it now.