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Evening motherfuckers.

I'm in severe pain all the time and have developed quite a bad tremor in my hands. I took a video, uploaded it to YouTube and emailed it to Christine my neurosurgeon's secretary lol.

Life is shit I have to get stupidly high on morphine (20mg a pop sometimes slightly more), Pregabalin & WEED. I'd be dead without the last no joke fam.

So yeah here I sit on a cloud I'm already addicted as fuck fml
 
I think that if you are using it for legit pain and it literally saves your day to day life, you don't have to worry about the dependence. Physical dependence can always be fixed with a slow and good tapper.

People pay rent every month but they are not categorised as rent payers in day to day life or bread eaters for eating bread daily, so we shouldn't be categorised as opioid heads or junkies either.

If your pain is so bad that you can't function morphine has more benefits than cons in that case so don't worry.
 
Got the 2 season box set of Narcos dropped off yesterday & spent the whole day & into the night watching it, I wasn't sure if it would be any good & I'd read a lot on Escobar so to see M-19, Search Block etc in there I was quite surprised.
I'm just waiting to see if they cover Perseguidos por Pablo Escobar / Los Pepes.

One hell of a series I know that much & very true too, I was expecting something like that movie Sicario but nope thank God.
 
Heh, daughter's bf went to creamfields yesterday. Spent 50 quid on some fuckin 'lean', dropped a couple of pills, drank vodka, and snorted loads of ket. Spent all day throwing up and feeling like shit, then spent 90 quid on a taxi home at 10pm. Fuckin kids eh? :LOL:

More money than sense...
 
In highschool I was grateful of all those trap lean promoting bitch ass rappers

i was ocasionally slinging CWEs for mad prices for my weed money, to have a smoke from time to time.

The trappers did the whole marketing for me, I would let you choose your juice, sometimes mix it with grape fanta for the colours, advertising promethazine in it when it was claririn lol

Some kids told me they felt like future I was like wtfffff man that's just like a nurofen plus although I was cweing another brand. Didn't make lots of money out of it as I was tired of crushing pills and filtering, but was a creative kid lol
 
Oh I see, so the son is the younger one? i always thought she was 14, she is 1 year younger than me.

By his age you would've thought he learned how to carry himself with drugs, that's a very fucked up and expensive combo.

But it's nice that your kids could ask you these kind of things, it got me 10 years to convince my mom that a joint is a rolled one in which can be anything, everytime she heard me talking about joints she thought I was talking about spice.

Got her to smoke once, she understands a lot considering she helped me through 7 relapses but she knows a very small amount of things about drugs
 
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Oh I see, so the son is the younger one? i always thought she was 14, she is 1 year younger than me.

By his age you would've thought he learned how to carry himself with drugs, that's a very fucked up and expensive combo.

But it's nice that your kids could ask you these kind of things, it got me 10 years to convince my mom that a joint is a rolled one in which can be anything, everytime she heard me talking about joints she thought I was talking about spice.

Got her to smoke once, she understands a lot considering she helped me through 7 relapses but she knows a very small amount of things about drugs
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Yeh, my lad is only 14 and thankfully doesn't appear to be taking after his old man (yet). He goes the gym and does boxing and shit, rather than spend all day smoking weed. But my daughter is a right old chip off the block. It's a little scary how misinformed these youngsters can be about drugs in these days of t'interwebz. I try to impart my wisdom upon them, but all I get is attitude and "You're too old to do drugs".

I can't believe you're only 21 mate, you've got a good head on your shoulders.
 
It took a lot of trial and error to get here, plus I was living by myself since I was 16, my mom worked in the emirates for 2 years so we could pay a bank loan. When she moved back I was already at the university in another city. I think because I had the freedom to do a lot of stupid shit at that age made me think more before making decisions.

Lots of older people are surprised that I'm that young but I got raised with a set of manners and amount of respect which other peers of my generation don't really posses, so that's really about it.

I still do stupid shit considering my opioid addiction, but i'm not into partying anymore and those kind of things. I don't come from a very rich family, we are kind of sub-midclass and my mom raised me single bc my father was an addict himself (alcoholic). So my whole focus really is in providing a future for me and her because she is exhausted already both mentally and psyhically, and of course writing raps. So all day what I do is try to learn something that can get me a career and fantasise about having a rap bizz on the side and buying her a house/car lol
 
morpheuspapaverus said:
I think that if you are using it for legit pain and it literally saves your day to day life, you don't have to worry about the dependence. Physical dependence can always be fixed with a slow and good tapper.

People pay rent every month but they are not categorised as rent payers in day to day life or bread eaters for eating bread daily, so we shouldn't be categorised as opioid heads or junkies either.

If your pain is so bad that you can't function morphine has more benefits than cons in that case so don't worry.
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I really need it for pain. I'm not thinking of the recreational effects when I take it. 100 mil (200mg) lasts 3.5 days, I've gotta fight to get a bigger prescription tomorrow. I keep getting lied to that they 'cant prescribe any more' until a non pussy doctor in a and e told me that's bollocks cos it ain't even a controlled drug now. Gonna use power of persuasion tomorrow ✊
 
Go with it, it's no shame in it, this is the whole purpose of the substance, for pain. If your tolerance will get bigger you can do some tappers to a lower dose and when you want to quit, with the ER version is not that hard to do it if you got some discipline.
 
morpheuspapaverus said:
I think that if you are using it for legit pain and it literally saves your day to day life, you don't have to worry about the dependence. Physical dependence can always be fixed with a slow and good tapper.

People pay rent every month but they are not categorised as rent payers in day to day life or bread eaters for eating bread daily, so we shouldn't be categorised as opioid heads or junkies either.

If your pain is so bad that you can't function morphine has more benefits than cons in that case so don't worry.
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Well said mate. @Inso you should not feel bad for taking morphine nor for asking for a script. If you need it for a legitimate condition and it helps you function in daily life, what is there to feel bad about? There is a difference between psychological addiction and physical dependence. If you use opiates for a condition that it relieves the symptoms of, doesn't matter if you end up dependent, that doesn't make you an addict.

And yeah if you decide to come off it later on, assuming you have a legitimate supply, you will get a taper plan and it will not be too bad.

morpheuspapaverus said:
In highschool I was grateful of all those trap lean promoting bitch ass rappers

i was ocasionally slinging CWEs for mad prices for my weed money, to have a smoke from time to time.

The trappers did the whole marketing for me, I would let you choose your juice, sometimes mix it with grape fanta for the colours, advertising promethazine in it when it was claririn lol

Some kids told me they felt like future I was like wtfffff man that's just like a nurofen plus although I was cweing another brand. Didn't make lots of money out of it as I was tired of crushing pills and filtering, but was a creative kid lol
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Fucking hilarious mate. "I feel like Future" swear this is the only reason these dipshit kids even want "lean" in the first place.

At uni accommodation we had a shared kitchen and I was doing a CWE for myself. Few of my flatmates walked in and thought I was fucking Walter White ?
 
Yeah I know, people really think that when they see you got above average drug knowledge. A lot of people tell me to be a pharmacist and every time I have to tell them that the only substances I know shit about are recreational drugs/pharmaceuticals lol
 
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