Thanks for the info. I'm very new to benzos. I'm going to ask around for valium too. The bloke is often on Xanax lol so I think it's proper.
Going to ask doctor about Benzos but from what I've heard it's hard to get them prescribed? It's pissing me off I have to resort to the black market when they could sort it if they had the cojones.
Went to a and e last week, called an ambulance. They put me in a quiet corner and feed me morphine and declofenac, all they can do unfortunately. Morphine is fucking lush though ?
Valium is the most common benzo in the UK by far so if you know any proper dealers at all it should be easy to find. I will give the same advice I did for Xanax though: stick to blister packed goods. Loose Valium are usually fakes containing RC benzos or etizolam in unknown doses. If you had a tolerance this wouldn't be too much of a problem in all honesty, but you don't so one of those fakes could have you in a blackout easily.
However most blister packed diazepam is legit. Avoid Neliz and Ranbaxy brands. But the rest should be proper. There's been a lot of Pakistani Martin Dow Valium branded blisters doing the rounds recently which are nice and legit. Galenika blisters are always a good shout too. Never gone wrong with those. Their diazepam is under the brand Bensedin. They also do Rivotril clonazepam and Ksalol alprazolam. If you can find those, grab 'em, they're good.
If you're worried post a photo of whatever you get and I can give you an educated guess at if it's legit or not. But obviously it will just be a guess. Send a pill into WEDINOS to be certain. Costs nothing but the price of the stamp and a little hassle printing and filling out a form but you get a free lab test done within a few days.
It should go without saying though that benzos are addictive and are also dangerous to combine with opiates especially with a low tolerance so be careful. Benzos are sneaky fuckers, it's not like mephedrone there you fiend for more after doing some, it's more like getting used to the routine of popping one every now and then and it gets more and more regular.
Oh and yes getting them off the NHS is very difficult. A GP is not going to give you anything more than a small one-off emergency script. You need a specialist referral for a proper repeat benzo script, so a psychiatrist has to write a letter to your GP recommending diazepam for example as the best treatment for you. It's not easy.
If you bring up benzos with your GP expect to just get told they're addictive and don't expect to walk out with a prescription in your hand. Which is a shame because that attitude absolutely has driven the rising numbers of people self-medicating with them at the moment. Using benzos under the care of a doctor is obviously much safer than buying them off the street.
P.S. I bloody love Oramorph. Literally prefer it to oxy.