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Gibberings ver. CCXVIII - Itsanewdawnitsanewdayitsanewsiteformeyeah....

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Satanic Cult Leader said:
That's right bitches!!!!!!!! gabe is dead and so are the chances of ZB winning the contest, chinup is our new golden child, we are grooming her to become the photographer of the cult, so we can document our day to day actions in case someone wants to raid us, cops love pics, zb loves gabe, we want ZB, vote chinup
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You'll never catch me Satanic Cult, the power of Gabe the dog in spirit form will always have my back.
TBH the next time I go on a mad a-pvp & crack session & start to loose the plot as with that stuff (a-pvp) it is all over in a single line, you don't even know you have slipped over to the dark side till it is too late. I'll be all tweaking about Satanic Cults after me & how they cut off one of Gabes toes, stuffed it up his bum & fed him tasty treats till he exploded.

This time I'll be kept in the mental health unit instead of just being there for a week.
 
you can watch it on a laptop too, you just have to look fron the left side of the screen like you would do with the charger hole, you discriminating twaaaat
 
then it's time for the new dictator, there is nothing European about you guys soon, you brits aren't african either. so it's time for the power to travel to the eastern european fellows.

now if I think about it, why are all the EADD mods british? you are enslaving this subforum like it's India, time to rename it to the British Colony subforum. Read tea guidelines mate, fucking A mate, cheers mate
 
F.U.B.A.R. said:
FFS AW, you're really not having a good run these days are you? All I know is that you're big, hard (and fuckin ugly) enough to come though it all. Please keep us updated because if we don't hear from you we'll only assume the worst.

All the best mate... <3<3
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Thanks mate but things improving....

And just for the arseholes who think I'm "making it up" this is what a dialysis machine in the ICU looks like with me attached to it...Screenshot_20190907-045915.png
 
morpheuspapaverus said:
now if I think about it, why are all the EADD mods british? you are enslaving this subforum like it's India, time to rename it to the British Colony subforum. Read tea guidelines mate, fucking A mate, cheers mate
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lol

morpheuspapaverus said:
it's time for the power to travel to the eastern european fellows.
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The new look EADD if you were in charge............
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@apocalypse_when

Jesus wept, I didn't question it myself but that looks kinda brutal to say the least.
What the hell caused you to become like that? I never had you down for a big drinker myself but then again I don't know you personally.
I wish you the best (Keep pressing that button for the nurse too, it is the NHS so medical grade Diamorphine I.V. & Midazolam on request)
 
Zopiclone bandit said:
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Jesus wept, I didn't question it myself but that looks kinda brutal to say the least.
What the hell caused you to become like that? I never had you down for a big drinker myself but then again I don't know you personally.
I wish you the best (Keep pressing that button for the nurse too, it is the NHS so medical grade Diamorphine I.V. & Midazolam on request)
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Thanks @Zopiclone bandit

Is not from drink mate (that effects your liver not your kidneys) it's from rhabdomyolysis from crush injuries..... Long story).

Was on IV fent when I took this pic hence the fucked up look in the eyes, but had to go for a really painful scan yesterday and was given a shot of diamorphine straight into a line that goes into my spinal cord (got lines in 2 different veins, an artery and my spine) and that kicked like a mule even though it was a relatively small dose....

Bet not many BLers can say they've had heroin shot into their spine lol..

Also getting oxy and clonazapam... The food here is shit but the drugs can't be faulted..

Dialysis isn't that bad but takes 12 fucking hours to clean all your blood. Also I've got so many tubes and wires hanging all over the place I can barely fucking move without nearly strangling myself.... And keep getting wrong off the nurse for being on my phone, but as long as its just the Internet and not phone calls, it's apparently OK.

At least I know I'm not about to check out now.... The other night I genuinely thought that this was it, and the doctors were less than reassuring.
 
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apocalypse_when said:
Bet not many BLers can say they've had heroin shot into their spine lol..
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I'm off to Boots to go pick up some 7 gauge needles & inject some direct into my brain.

apocalypse_when said:
The food here is shit
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I can well imagine, I HATE being in hospital myself as it's so boring & some of the people you're on the ward with are the lowest form of human life. I'd need fent just to kill the day let alone anything else. The best food I've had before via the NHS was some vegetable curry but that was quite some time ago, thank God I've not had the need for hospital in some time but nobody knows what is round the corner for them.

apocalypse_when said:
The other night I genuinely thought that this was it, and the doctors were less than reassuring.
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I had to laugh at the last part, I've noticed that myself as the doctors really don't fill you with confidence. I swear some of them should really have to retake the Hippocratic Oath as they seem to have forgotten what it is at times. If I was a doctor & someone was fucked up like you (I mean that in the best way, I mean in pain etc) I'd give them whatever they wanted but that is just me.

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apocalypse_when said:
Yes I'm in hospital with kidney failure on dialysis...

It looks grim, just saying goodbye just in case
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I was just highlighting that you had been online, as your message looked alarmingly like a suicide post. I wasn't taking the piss or anything like that, and I'm glad that, while you are obviously far from OK, you are alive and posting.
 
TargetX said:
I was just highlighting that you had been online, as your message looked alarmingly like a suicide post. I wasn't taking the piss or anything like that, and I'm glad that, while you are obviously far from OK, you are alive and posting.
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No worries mate, when I said "arseholes" I certainly wasn't meaning you...

It's just when they rush you straight into resus by ambulance, the straight to the ICU and tell you your kidney CK levels are 100,000 times higher han normal and you need emergency dialysis and several blood transfusions to stop your organs shutting down you tend to think you're not lasting the night and you tend to fear the worst...... Wasn't meaning any disrespect to you bro, it was directed at the knobber who accused me of lying about it.... Hence why I posted that pic of me attached to the dialysis machine....... Although why I felt the need to prove anything to him if have no idea lol.
 
Vote me up in the photo comp you lot, at least do something of use for me on here ffs.
If I win & I get one of those tags under my name I swear I'll have it telling everyone how much of a Roma gypsy @morpheuspapaverus really is.
 
Kicking oxy. Already down from 160mg+ a day to 40mg. Got some lope and kratom for the last leg which I know will be the worst of it.

Weirdly lucky how it happened too. Binged through the supply I had with me on holiday so had to taper. Now I'm actually feeling better without the oxy so I'm continuing it.

It's weird how you don't actually realise how the stuff is affecting you until you start to come off it.

Anyway I'm replacing it with weed instead, for both the mental calm and pain relief. It seems to be doing the trick nicely.

Toned down my benzo use too but eh I go on benzo binges now and then, I find it easy to bring it to a sensible level later. I'm down to just 10mg diaz and 2.5mg loraz right now and feel fine. The opiates are what I really need to think about potentially just avoiding entirely. No good comes of them. Even with actual pain to treat, I think I'm better off using weed and maybe some kratom for that.

For now I'm blazing, both to help withdrawals and to keep me chill and my mood up. It's working nicely.
 
Where the hell are all my votes on this photography comp gone huh?
Here I was thinking EADD would help me get a fancy title under my name as that's the prize so I can broadcast to the world how great Gabe the dog is & how much of a Roma gypsy @morpheuspapaverus is but nope, EADD fails me.

Well I guess if I fail to win this time around I'll just take some really amazing photos for the next round, win that one hands down & then use my prize to
lambast all of you & say how much you like Roma gypsys & hate Gabe the dog because you're ALL mentally ill like that from smoking way too much MDPV.
 
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