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axe battler said:
God, that resonates with me @Zopiclone bandit. The freedom is nice, but I still meet quite a few women on dating apps. Once you get over the initial self loathing it's actually a good way of meeting nice women.
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Oh God, I find meeting people for the first time or being in social groups etc horrific.
The DWP have got me on another course so I got to go sit for hours in a room with other people I've never known before & to me this causes really bad Misanthropy in my mind. I've found most people full of shit sadly, the way I am I find it hard to relate to most of the planet, I feel like aliens dropped me off most of the time.

The idea of going on a date with someone is terrible to me, it's always the same stuff like "What do you do?" in which the person means what job do you have, most Western people judge you by the way you look, the job you have etc.........I judge people by how they treat animals above everything else which isn't a "normal" thing sadly.

I've personally found I have more in common with "outsiders" & when I watch shows like First Dates on Channel 4 it makes me cringe, people think I'm joking when I say I don't like most people but it's true. My views on life don't match with a good 95% of the planet.
 
Zopiclone bandit said:
She's married but has some weird fetish over me, she wants to meet me but she lives near London.
TBH these days all the murder podcasts & shows on TV about weird cults, people who murder folks after meeting them online etc I'm well shady about meeting anyone. The world is full of fucking nutcases just waiting to kill someone.
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Nah, that's just the shite on your telly

Ofc, nasty shit happens, but you are more likely to be killed by yer MA than a random stranger
 
Jackal said:
Nah, that's just the shite on your telly

Ofc, nasty shit happens, but you are more likely to be killed by yer MA than a random stranger
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You may have a point there.

My life-experience is people will be nice & your "friend" till they have a chance to fuck you over, I've learned the hard way over and over most humans aren't to be trusted. You can give a person a roof over their head & food i ntheir belly they will say thanks etc yet the first chance they can fuck you over they will.
I trust dogs more than humans.
 
Zopiclone bandit said:
Oh God, I find meeting people for the first time or being in social groups etc horrific.
The DWP have got me on another course so I got to go sit for hours in a room with other people I've never known before & to me this causes really bad Misanthropy in my mind. I've found most people full of shit sadly, the way I am I find it hard to relate to most of the planet, I feel like aliens dropped me off most of the time.

The idea of going on a date with someone is terrible to me, it's always the same stuff like "What do you do?" in which the person means what job do you have, most Western people judge you by the way you look, the job you have etc.........I judge people by how they treat animals above everything else which isn't a "normal" thing sadly.

I've personally found I have more in common with "outsiders" & when I watch shows like First Dates on Channel 4 it makes me cringe, people think I'm joking when I say I don't like most people but it's true. My views on life don't match with a good 95% of the planet.
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Oh yeah sometimes it's awful, and I have once really said the wrong thing. It completely destroyed the mood; but most of the time you get to know/vet eachother a bit through WhatsApp or whatever.

And 2-3 pints in and it gets easier on the first date.
 
axe battler said:
Oh yeah sometimes it's awful, and I have once really said the wrong thing. It completely destroyed the mood
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What did you say?

axe battler said:
but most of the time you get to know/vet eachother a bit through WhatsApp or whatever.
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The issue is the stuff I like most "normal" people find horrific, I don't keep upto date on trend music or TV etc.
Most people if asked would say their day was spent at work till 5pm, then a hour in the gym, back home to chill & watch Netflix. My day is spent mostly trying to get cash together to score then reading books & when the night comes off deep into the woods to do some spells :/
 
Zopiclone bandit said:
=D
What did you say?
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I was talking about a murder podcast in a sort of jokey way and it turned out she sort of (like never spoke to but saw around work) knew the people - the victim and the person who made the 999 call.

Whewps.

I apologised and said that was really insensitive but that soured the mood.
We weren't compatible anyway.
 
axe battler said:
I was talking about a murder podcast in a sort of jokey way and it turned out she sort of (like never spoke to but saw around work) knew the people - the victim and the person who made the 999 call.
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what podcast?

i tried tinder once, think i went on 2 dates and cut them off cos i was looking for people to get fucked up with and/or fuck and they seemed too clean cut. ended up with a guy i met through using who had great contacts but the most notable thing he's ever done is £12k damage to a cash machine. hilariously they initially tried to do him for attempted bank robbery lol.

could make a druggy tinder where you name all the drugs you like and get matches based on that not sure how you'd do it without being totally bait though
 
axe battler said:
It's the best murder podcast I've heard. A lot of episodes are pretty dark like... Severe child abuse and murder... I dunno what the fuck draws me to it. The host is a prick as well but in a good way.
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i listen to/watch tons of true crime, i dunno what draws me to it either, weird fascination i guess.

will give it a listen cos tehre's so much i have no idea what's good or not.

i just wish there was an infinite number of last podcast on the lefts then i'd not need anything else
 
Definitely give sword and scale a listen. It's got a really dark feel to it. You ever heard the Aussie one case file? That's good too but it does my head in when it's unsolved.
Sword and scale cases are always solved. My favourite parts are the police interrogations and the court testimonies. :drama:
 
Zopiclone bandit said:
She's married but has some weird fetish over me, she wants to meet me but she lives near London.
TBH these days all the murder podcasts & shows on TV about weird cults, people who murder folks after meeting them online etc I'm well shady about meeting anyone. The world is full of fucking nutcases just waiting to kill someone.
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She ain't happily married, go for it.



Re people being obsessed with serial killers.
Heading this way people
en.wikipedia.org

Hybristophilia - Wikipedia

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