🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 Gibberings ver. CCXIX - "what's new, c*nty chops?"

[F.U.B.A.R.]

WTF you taking that for?
Also where the HELL you scoring that from?

He's asking for a friend of course.

ME

(Love that stuff)

 

[Zopiclone bandit]

He's asking for a friend of course.

ME

(Love that stuff)

Isn't it HIV medicine?

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

Isn't it HIV medicine?

Clonazepam. The finest benzo I've ever had the pleasure of...

 

[Pissed_and_messed]

WTF you taking that for?
Also where the HELL you scoring that from?

I am planning to titrate just bit further basically because I am wimpy and have pathetic psychological addiction and while I know it might at worst just ruin few days of studies, I am kinda averse to just straight jump from _assumed_ 0,5 mg clonazepam also because, you know, it is emotional support substance even on threshold doses.

Taking meth for a short while had some benefits but really fuck that stuff. I am planning to give rest over to friend for free and tell them to not do it under my nose because I can not take one more day of that fucking garbage.

amph is the best and I could get some free from friend but I am not sure if I even want to go there anymore.

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

As I'm sure you're aware Mr.P&M, the only way to titrate down from a particular substance is to not throw any other substances into the mix.

Benzos are particularly insidious because they throw all caution to the wind.

But you CAN do it. You just need to believe in yourself mate.

 

[Pissed_and_messed]

As I'm sure you're aware Mr.P&M, the only way to titrate down from a particular substance is to not throw any other substances into the mix.

Instructions unclear, dick stuck in meth.

 

[Pissed_and_messed]

I rejected further amph and put rest of my clonazepam into citric acid-water I am going to dose meticulously for a week. It should be below 0,5 mg clonazepam/day, regardless of the real potency of street rivos. DXM and pregabalin to ease it up. Gonna wrap up this dithery. There ain't any studies next week so it is not even important to be up to any task.

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

Just seen this:

Britain to introduce new inflatable warships to expand fleet

A Downing Street source suggested that if successful, this scheme could be expanded to include inflatable army tanks and fighter jets, allowing for a fully air-powered military by 2035.

ukdefencejournal.org.uk

If this isn't an April fool windup, then we're fucked...

 

[LoginNotSecure]

I rejected further amph and put rest of my clonazepam into citric acid-water I am going to dose meticulously for a week. It should be below 0,5 mg clonazepam/day, regardless of the real potency of street rivos. DXM and pregabalin to ease it up. Gonna wrap up this dithery. There ain't any studies next week so it is not even important to be up to any task.

I have been taking Pregabalin recently and found that it's only really therapeutic around 3g mark. Then I feel slightly wavy/pissed. Gabapentin I find you need a lot more to feel even remotely wavy.

 

[KurtAurelius]

I’ve started hearing pregabs have a ceiling past 900mg. 3 grams is monstrous, that’s what I hear usually for Gabapentin not pregabs...

 

[Bleaney]

I have been taking Pregabalin recently and found that it's only really therapeutic around 3g mark. Then I feel slightly wavy/pissed. Gabapentin I find you need a lot more to feel even remotely wavy.

Pregab is certainly the most "YMMV" substance I've ever read about, with seemingly everyone who's ever used it having vastly different experiences, and preferring wildly different doses, and re-doses.

I find it 'therapeutic" at 100mg doses, and get excellent alcohol hangover and headache relief from it, when all other OTC pain relievers fail to touch the sides. I quite like layering extra 100mg doses every 5 hours or so, I find that works well for me both recreationally, and for relieving hangovers etc.

I don't go above 150mg per dose, as larger doses don't increase any good effects for me, in fact I feel like I'm in 'bad trip' territory at doses above 300mg, in terms of the anxiety and sense of unease, but of course there's no psychedelia. I just mean purely that the chemically altered anxiety related symptoms feel just the same to me.

Even though I've said it's a massively YMMV substance, I'd still think that doses of 3g would probably be more recreational than therapeutic, for those that enjoy huge doses. I could be very wrong though, and it might still be YMMV, even at doses that seem huge to me.

I've also seen 'everyone' saying that gabapentin is a lot weaker, and many saying it needs to be taken with fats for decent absorption. A minority of people say that they prefer the recreational effects of gabapentin though. I've never bothered with it yet, it's not as easily available as pregab, plus I doubt whether it would be all that amazing. I guess I could be missing out on my perfect substance, although I do highly doubt it.

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

I have been taking Pregabalin recently and found that it's only really therapeutic around 3g mark. Then I feel slightly wavy/pissed. Gabapentin I find you need a lot more to feel even remotely wavy.

Fuck sake, 3g? Is that all in one dose or spread out?

I used to do 1200mg in one go and that got very messy

Anyway those pics are gabapentin, not pregabalin

 

[LoginNotSecure]

Fuck sake, 3g? Is that all in one dose or spread out?

I used to do 1200mg in one go and that got very messy

Anyway those pics are gabapentin, not pregabalin

I'm aware those are the Gabapentin, those were what I was taking while I was writing that post. And yeah, will go through a strip in an hour or so, start of with 10x300mg then about half an hour later or an hour, take another 5. Mix it in with a few ice cold beverages and whack a film on. Golden.



These are Pregabalin.

 

[Bleaney]

I've noticed that recent pregab orders have been light in terms of the amount of powder in the capsules. Often it's been a lot more like 200mg than 300mg. But other than that, it seems that it tends to be reliable.

I don't use it very often at all, and especially until after I have a routine surgical procedure that requires going under propofol I'm swearing off all recreational GABAs, and doing my utmost to reduce my daily and nightly benzo intake, as fast as possible.

Taking things like pregab and soma boost and potentiate the fuck out of benzos on the day, but then the next day there's a GABA deficit rebound, and it's very difficult to keep on track with my benzo reductions, and it's set me back a week or so, a couple of times. I cant be doing that anymore as the clock is ticking, although I could always ask for a postponement of the surgery if I'm still a long way off when I get my surgery date.

Ideally I wouldnt be using benzos at all to help to get to sleep and just using mirtazapine at night, and then I could hopefully just skip my benzo dose on the day of surgery. And I'd just be getting by on any remnants of the half life of the dose from the previous morning. Which hopefully, should be safe enough. Both for combining with propofol, and for balancing that out with not abruptly going without benzos for too long, and risking seizures etc.

I tried asking about all of this elsewhere online on specialist anesthetist websites, but I got absolutely ripped to shreds by the various medical professionals on there. They are ferociously against people self medicating it seems to me, especially with benzos, and won't for a second entertain any empathy or understanding as to why anyone might feel that it is necessary, for quality of life reasons. So I've been left to guess / use my best judgement regarding the whole thing, for better or worse.

Plus, studies like the below, seem to suggest that 'The addition of benzodiazepines to Propofol in the sedation protocol for therapeutic endoscopy did not reduce the total dose of Propofol or the incidence of SRAEs' and as far as I understand the rest of it, provided I've not taken stupidly massive doses very recently, then it won't make too much difference.

https://journals.lww.com/ajg/fulltext/2015/10001/propofol_combined_with_benzodiazepines_is_not.2221.aspx

@4DQSAR @LoginNotSecure - Would either of you be prepared to comment on the linked study, or have anything to add about any of this? (At the end of the day, I am fully aware that this is 100% my responsibility, and I won't be assigning any blame if this goes wrong, but not so badly wrong, that I don't make it out alive! Just for clarification, I mean that in that case of course I wont be able to assign any blame )

 

[LoginNotSecure]

I do love a bit of Propofol, makes for a pleasant evening.

 

[BadBoy377]

I tried asking about all of this elsewhere online on specialist anesthetist websites, but I got absolutely ripped to shreds by the various medical professionals on there. They are ferociously against people self medicating it seems to me, especially with benzos, and won't for a second entertain any empathy or understanding as to why anyone might feel that it is necessary, for quality of life reasons. So I've been left to guess / use my best judgement regarding the whole thing, for better or worse.

Acht, you know what these doctory cunts are like. Look behind the closed door and it's a different story.

There's a good book I read call Free Refills - A Doctor Confronts His Addiction. A good read if you like drugs or are interested in addiction or rehab in America. It's by Dr Grinspoon. Son of THE Dr Grinspoon.

I do love a bit of Propofol, makes for a pleasant evening.

Can you be my Doctor, please, @LoginNotSecure ? My evenings have been lacking somewhat recently and my GP seems most unconcerned...

 

[LoginNotSecure]

Acht, you know what these doctory cunts are like. Look behind the closed door and it's a different story.

There's a good book I read call Free Refills - A Doctor Confronts His Addiction. A good read if you like drugs or are interested in addiction or rehab in America. It's by Dr Grinspoon. Son of THE Dr Grinspoon.

Can you be my Doctor, please, @LoginNotSecure ? My evenings have been lacking somewhat recently and my GP seems most unconcerned...

Of course, always looking to line my pockets. I take cash or a moist hole.

 

[KurtAurelius]

good to know

 

[BadBoy377]

Of course, always looking to line my pockets. I take cash or a moist hole.

Cash it is!

 

[LoginNotSecure]

Cash it is!

That’s a shame, I was hoping for a moist hole.