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in other notes, it's getting dark bloody early these days and ruining my sleep pattern, sleeping at 7pm and waking up at midnight thinking its morning. fuck autumn.
 
Ceres said:
in other notes, it's getting dark bloody early these days and ruining my sleep pattern, sleeping at 7pm and waking up at midnight thinking its morning. fuck autumn.
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Aye, I'm with you on the darkening days Ceres, alas.

So apparently there's an alternative forum, Ffs can someone link me too it before I go off my head totally :D pretty please x
 
I'm not a fan of the 'getting dark' phase of autumn. Got a bit of the blues. Plus just 2 weeks past now that I've went vegi - wish I could say it is a moral decision but tbh it's more of a phobia! Running out of meal ideas as also have intolerance to tomatoes and onion so pretty limited! (another moan, is what im good at these days)
 
I think it's not about getting you all down Smiley91 but looking at the positives of autumn and the natural cycle of the seasons. Let's face it the seasons and Mother Nature is going to do her thing regardless of how you feel.. Why not get with the program? The blues are to be expected at this time of year and into the winter. As long as they are just blues and not depression you'll come through - trust me x'

As for the diet thing, Google and Pinterest are your friends, lots of suggestions there.

Whatever you wish to eat, there's lots out there to give your body and mind nutrition, don't worry about it, ok <3
 
Thank you, I just use this place to vent more than anything I think (which probably isn't what it's for!) Unfortunately I am depressed etc for quite a while now and trying to stay/get positive but i'll get over this wee slump (that comes with the dark nights), itnhappens, as you said it's natural - mother nature doing her thing! Probably thre change in diet ain't helping, but pehaps cooking and experimenting with different flavours could be a new hobby! (rather than a "I cant be fucked to even eat at all cause I cba to cook cause I feel shite so just have a drink etc instead ") x
 
My love affair with this iPad is over. I fucking hate it now. Yep it's cosy for lying in bed, slothing on the sofa etc, so light and easy to throw about... But but its a cunt wanting to predict what i write, is shite at copypasta and is so dominating about what it wants you to do online. Apple is a cunt :|

I need to stop being an easy Apple, slut woosE and make up with my purple dell laptop...
 
I love Apple. I've two iPads n two iPhones. Although I need to get my iPhone 5 sorted out not used it in a year apple is aaaaaaaace man. Eating my rivita going to attempt to do some exercise in a bit.

Love you Bluelight xxxxxxxxx

<3 <3 <3 <3

Smiley91 said:
Thank you, I just use this place to vent more than anything I think (which probably isn't what it's for!) Unfortunately I am depressed etc for quite a while now and trying to stay/get positive but i'll get over this wee slump (that comes with the dark nights), itnhappens, as you said it's natural - mother nature doing her thing! Probably thre change in diet ain't helping, but pehaps cooking and experimenting with different flavours could be a new hobby! (rather than a "I cant be fucked to even eat at all cause I cba to cook cause I feel shite so just have a drink etc instead ") x
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Sorry that you're depressed homey. You're welcome to PM me if ecer you need someone to talk to or vent at. We don't mind people expressing their feelings, it's how we can offer support to one another. It's not negative at all. It's far better to vent out your low feelings n release thrm than keep them bottled up inside. You seem like a nice member here n it's lovely to hsve you here xxxx
As for autumn oh I love autumn, the cosiness of it all.

Staying in a cosy,
heated room while it's cold outside,
the leaves falling off the trees,
fully of many different colours,
the lovely fressh, cool air
bringing on cheeks.
Squirrels, concers, bare trees.
Floors full of scattered leaves,
shortened days from dust to dawn,
dew on the lawn,
bright sun, weather cold,
another year gone old
Coats on, evenings drinking hot chocolate,
Darkened streets with all the lamps lit
Oh the evening season, bare yet alive,
Glad that once again you'ved arrived.

Evey
 
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Morning Eadders :)

Had to abandon the bbq last night as was still too humid - turned on the Forman Grill instead 8). We have a lazy day (long weekend) today so may go for lunch and a few pints as its another gorgeous day.

Have a good one

Bear
 
good morning people hope your all doing ok ?

well i am still clean which is a miracle so tempted to get a few grams of mpa and some benzos but i need to stay of that shit now so fingers crossed any ways catch you all later
 
Smiley91 said:
I'm not a fan of the 'getting dark' phase of autumn. Got a bit of the blues. Plus just 2 weeks past now that I've went vegi - wish I could say it is a moral decision but tbh it's more of a phobia! Running out of meal ideas as also have intolerance to tomatoes and onion so pretty limited! (another moan, is what im good at these days)
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Feel ya, we're the same at the moment. I love the colours and the weather and snuggling in blankets watching Netflix and swapping me gin and beer for herbal tea and shit but there's a danger of doing too much of the latter, sticking yoursen inside and feeling down. Need to get out, I'm doing ok at the moment - usually winter that gets me worst - and am all hyped to go out to bonfires and on walks and stuff but my partner is already getting depressed and staying in, need to get her to come out more. Hit the fair the other night and had a few drinks and a makeshift fire at our mates before that. We hibernate after the temperature drop below 0, I've decided and it's enforced fucking jollity til then.

Up and about anyway, feel like I should be doing summat but I dunno what. Knocked a few things off my to do list, think I chill with the dragon now, need the little dude to get up to prime spider eating size asap, big motherfuckers crawling round the house now we've moved the tarantula upstairs. Lil guy was like a spider scarecrow or something

edit: morning FG, keep up the sobriety n shit, how's the new place treating ya?
 
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Aye, I'm with you on the darkening days Ceres, alas.

So apparently there's an alternative forum, Ffs can someone link me too it before I go off my head totally :D pretty please x
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Bluelight is the best, most ace forum there is. Why would anyone want an alterniative forum to it? Trust me none of them will have good, hardworking, kind, empathing, supporting staff like they do here. Chill out honey <3 plus EADD staff, in particular, have fun with us n are one of us. It's a moderated forum - it's life. You were a moderator at one time xxxx

@Snollz: never a truer word than your post honey xxxx

Evey
 
Sorry that you're depressed homey. You're welcome to PM me if ecer you need someone to talk to or vent at. We don't mind people expressing their feelings, it's how we can offer support to one another. It's not negative at all. It's far better to vent out your low feelings n release thrm than keep them bottled up inside. You seem like a nice member here n it's lovely to hsve you here xxxx
As for autumn oh I love autumn, the cosiness of it all.

Staying in a cosy,
heated room while it's cold outside,
the leaves falling off the trees,
fully of many different colours,
the lovely fressh, cool air
bringing on cheeks.
Squirrels, concers, bare trees.
Floors full of scattered leaves,
shortened days from dust to dawn,
dew on the lawn,
bright sun, weather cold,
another year gone old
Coats on, evenings drinking hot chocolate,
Darkened streets with all the lamps lit
Oh the evening season, bare yet alive,
Glad that once again you'ved arrived.

Evey
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Thank you Evey, very nice of you m'dear <3
That's a lovely wee poem you wrote there too!!
 
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RIGHT. Need to get off my arse and this internet - walk dog, tunes on, get the place looking nice again, make some hash brownies n watch the Apprentice from last night is my (unemployed) plan for the day.

Have a good one y'all.
 
OOOOH Other than the apprentice sounds like a fine autumn outing! Enjoy Smiley xx I miss my dog and days like these. :\

Soooo Anyone that knows me knows I never go to the doctors. I really hurt my back at work the other day so ended up having to go. She gave me 30mg coco's. Thought as much. Got back to the flat, she gave me a prescription of 100!! Are you serious?? I didn't even get that much when I lost the tip of my finger. WTF is that all about?

Also, Sorry for being a bit tetchy with anyone these last three days. The pain is real. I would have snapped a nuns leg at one point. If given a nun...What do I know, I'm talking shite. I don't react well to codeine. Makes me rather floopy.
 
That's how my addiction to codeine began. I was given 100 cocodamol for herniated disc. I eventually started purchasing 60 mg codeine from illegal online pharmacies n was taken 900 mg a day. Been on subs now 2 n half years. Please be careful with them, Sadie. Just take them when pain is extreme. Did they offer any NSAIDS, physo? They're rubbish honestly.

Evey
 
Don't worry, the Codeine makes me floopy but I adhere strictly to the rules as it involves paracetamol. I don't want to do any damage.

2 every 4 hours and no more than 8 a day. Just the way it is. Just not feeling myself on these. Like I said, it makes me feel floopy.
 
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