Gibberings v. CC: Pigfuckers R Us

[Jackal]

Had a few nights away camping in the North York Moors, beautiful place.

ROC Post at the top of the Moors.

This page needs more photos of hills and bunkers

I concur

 

[Jackal]

Late, better than never.

 

[Wenlock]

Nice. Did you happen to chance upon the Tan Hill Inn near Swaledale for a few bevvies?

Possibly, didn't really take a note of pub names.

 

[mydrugbuddy]

You have more luck than me then. I remember walking home in Belfast one night, gasping for a bag of weed. I asked just about everyone I met ''Do you know where the weed at?''.

I had a feeling that some of them could get me sorted but they were wise. I know I've been approached a few times, even with enough weed to sell, and always said I didn't smoke it.

Ive asked for pills a couple of times in clubs, always been bang on with who i asked, even though the first person claimed not to know anything but must have gone to have a covert quiet word with the dealer who must have covertly 'checked me out' before deciding if i was a legit punter, 'undercover old bill' or dodgy in anyway likely to cause him grief. Anyway he approached me within a minute of the question being asked. Second time i was just pointed to a curtained off area, where a young scally had quite a set up there, he must have been making a fucking mint. Things changed in the years that followed, i got obvious old bill asking me if i knew where they could get any pills, and it became harder to find pills at the nights i went to (I must have chosen my events poorly.)

I've never tried to score H off the streets, although i think ive been offered it in a coded way at least twice. Id be scared of causing offence by asking someone, i mean apart from homeless addicts obviously going through horrific w/ds ive never found it blatantly obvious who the heroin users are. Does it take one to know one? I once put on a "i could really do with some fucking weed" face in a student bar, and got offered some within about 1 minute. That worked better than expected, I dunno if i could try that again now, for other substances.

 

[Ceres]

 

[Don Luigi]

I once put on a "i could really do with some fucking weed" face in a student bar, and got offered some within about 1 minute. That worked better than expected, I dunno if i could try that again now, for other substances.

Care to demonstrate what said face looks like? :D

 

[Don Luigi]

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He really shouldn't mock you like that though.

 

[Inflorescence]

Good evening strangers

I have missed you. I have been on my travels and recently discovered the rather dangerous mixture of Benzo and RC like Benzo mixed with alcohol, I also was very lucky to procure some of the finest and purest cocaine since the bygone days of some semblance of 'real' cocaine. It was beautiful...however it was on the last night of our journey home and due to being shit scared of being caught with it in a foreign ( not particularly forward thinking part of Europe) we hoofed a g in around 3/4 of an hour due to my paranoia. Talked like maniacs had rather acrobtic sex etc.
As those who know me (and yes I will be becoming inflo once more) I have been consumed recently with an inexplicable non-reactive depression of the worse kind..benzo (true or RC derivative) have never been my thing..however handfulls of etizolam, flubro whatsit pam and clonazpam have become daily popped with booze (which I have always had a negativity and hatred of it in large quantity).

I tried some mexedrone last night,.a couple of match stick lines only however the lights seemed prettier..I didn't need my specs to see the telly as it was in extreme focus and I didn't sleep..even on top of the smartie tube of mixed benzo/thienzos..so maybe it's not completly inactive after all (but it's difficult to tell with what was already swimming wobbly legged around my system).. . but on top of my new drug regime..the benzos taken to sleep the day away so I don't do any thing too rash or with finality..just sleep..just want to sleep..forever sometimes, I am indulging in some Dimethocaine tonight..no doubt the benzoid like cocncoction may dull any promised albeit it nominal euphoria.

I would like to know if anyone here in these threads experiences with pentedrone and 4-MEC..untill the mepthedrone drought really does become a thing of the past and the 'rocket fuel' phet actually does anything much for me...I am morase, lacking, with out purpose..without my sparkle...with out a future I can forsee..I need something. I need some help. Maybe I need an SSRI whcih doesn't take away my labido and makes me like a zombie..although zombie I am now.

Sorry for miserablist post. Inflo may return or maybe grow up or maybe fill a void that I have been denying is filled with drugs.

Love you all..new and old posters. I could do with the warmth of a drug addled cuddle..or maybe gawd help me the 12 steppers may get me.

Peace and Love.
Edit to my dear Sham please pedant away and correct my appalling grammar and punctuation..your inner pedant is allowed..and you must not worry and you can delete my posts for my own good only when you are not swirlsome but I really do appreciate the concern.

 

[Inflorescence]

Hello Fun kster Bob
Long time no parlez.

You are of coures right and I know it to be true. I am having a minor wobble but I am nothing but tenacious and I know the clouds will lift as they always do.

We really need some new light hearted threads. I was quite disapointed that the Fashion thread thread made by a now banned alt was closed. I have never followed fashion as such but I know many many people in the industry and I think it would be interesting to see what people actually wear.

The 'what have you been buying thread' shows a plethora of footwear and always rather suprises me...so gibberees...MORE sociable threads..I am not bothered about fashion police, judgements, "on trend! (I feel a bit sick even writing that disgusting phrase).

Today I wore cotton pajamas all day in a beautiful torqoise colour..yes I am fucked and a little scuzzy for not making any kind of effort to get dressed.

SO...ideas for new threads (yes intentional play on words)..or other such mundance fripperous topics..I miss those..Yes we do drugs , yes we are about harm reduction...but come on ....

ideas..and commence...

 

[Ceres]

inflo, have you tried the NMDA receptor antagonist drugs like methoxetamine, 3-meo-pcp etc? I find them much more usefull in breaking the emotional deadlock and getting me active and talking to people without the over the top intensity of cathinone or cocaine type stimulants. They also help with my anxiety a great deal, and don't have the bladder damage issues associated with ketamine.

 

[Inflorescence]

Afternoon all,

No Ceres I haven't. Thank you for suggestions I will do some reserach in to trip reports etc. I had a very rare problem with my urethra (T.M.I apologies) which was misdiagnosed for years and uluimatly led to quite a serious operation (people may or may not remember my semi-lucid ramblings in the pain thread in the many weeks it took to recover-out of it on codeine and occassionally illegally procured morphine).

They said it was just a rarity but Ioften wondered if decades of chemical,- mostly cocaine abuse had caused it but I can't find anything to back itup (I have never intentonally tried ketamine etc).

I don't feel anxcious I just feel sad.

Ideally I should just stop fucking about with all drugs. I have an addictive personality I am sure..nothing is cutting it. I no doubt do now have a high tolerance to benzos but I could and have many times over just stop for weeks. The only drug I have ever failed to kick for prolonged periods is nicotine.

I honestly just want to sleep and sleep and sleep. I have become hermit. I am still battling though..still trying to arrange things to look forward to, meets with friends..nice things y'know trips away etc. My heart is not in it in all honesty and I am not sure what to do.

I do believe this life is worth staying around for...just probably having some pathetic fleeting existential crisis..as we all do from time to time.

Big Love all..play and stay safe.

 

[lurching]

inflo, have you tried the NMDA receptor antagonist drugs like methoxetamine, 3-meo-pcp etc? I find them much more usefull in breaking the emotional deadlock and getting me active and talking to people without the over the top intensity of cathinone or cocaine type stimulants. They also help with my anxiety a great deal, and don't have the bladder damage issues associated with ketamine.

Really man? I thought it was supposed to be less damaging than ketamine, simply because dosages are lower.


"Three months of methoxetamine administration is associated with significant bladder and renal toxicity in mice."

http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/24580056

Methoxetamine has been marketed as "bladder friendly", but there is no data to be able to substantiate this claim.

...

Changes in the bladder included inflammatory changes with subsequent fibrosis and changes in the kidney were seen at both a tubular and glomerular level. These changes are similar to those seen in comparable animal models of chronic ketamine administration.

And don't forget the addiction potential, dissociatives can lead to some ridiculous habits.

Still... YES! Just one good dose of ketamine or MXE made me so optimistic and tuned-in on the afterglow! Truly amazing. That was before I racked up a disgusting semi-permanent tolerance, now I don't really get afterglows from them anymore.

 

[Ceres]

i wasnt aware of that research until now, thanks for the info. MXE never gave me any of the ketamine bladder kind of symptoms. but boosted my mood a lot. I'm not suggesting inflo go and start developing a NMDA antagonist habit, just that it's safer than coke and cathinones...

http://i100.independent.co.uk/artic...ples-skin-rot--bJU2YZ6YIg?cmpid=facebook-post

 

[mydrugbuddy]

Hello Inflo. I would avoid 4mec, its completely rubbish, but penetedrone is definately worth a try, very high on the libido and stimulation scales, good to very good on the music appreciation scale. Sounds sound "Banging" Know what i mean like? And quite rough on the bodily effects on ticker etc and feeling phsyically and mentally wiped out when all is consumed.. I find myself easily getting through a gram FAR too quickly. Either gonna have to slow down, discover that ive got the consitution of Lemmy, (i doubt it somehow lol) , give it up, or be dead by the time im 50 if i carry on as i am doing.

 

[Inflorescence]

Thanks all. I can't risk anything which is at least known to cause bladder problems and I too read what lurching quoted so MXE is not a risk I would take (I appreciate the irony here-all my dabblings with powders have all had known or unknown risks and yet there I go). I am also not sure dissociatives suit me and hallucinogens for me are used very rarely and only in the company of my oldest and most trusted friend.
I was pretty shocked when I was told by someone late last night (who is well versed in dosages of many powdery things) that 10mg!!! of pentedrone is a good dose. Will need to dust off my scales if that is the case. What was your experience on 4-MEC MDB? I mean there is shit and then there is flushable...

Think really I should listen to Bob-the voice of reason but I seemed to have lost reason right now..a real fucker of a case of the black dog needs to fuck right off.

 

[mydrugbuddy]

Yes Bob is always the voice of sense and reason.

But if and when you want to pick up the 'dark side' again, 10mg of Pent would only be a good dose if you had no tolerance to any stims or cathinones. Its nowhere near as strong as PV for which 10mg might be a good starting dose. I've always thought of Pentedrone as being like MDPVs little brother and Mephedrones first cousin. 10 mg might whet your appetite, but I dont think it would do very much more than that. I don't weigh my doses of Pentedrone, because im so used to it, + or - 10 mg is neither here nor there imo, i would guess that i do roughly 40 mg at a time, 20mg up each nostril, and I'll be instantly 'off on one'. It's not so much the size of the dose that causes problems its the seemingly ever increasing frequency of re-dosing that makes it potential heart attack material imo.

Also Imo 4mec doesnt have ANY worthwhile effects, it's just a very very plain cathinone based stimulant (i think), with all the negatives that entails and somehow absolutely none of the positives imo. (No musical or libido lift, no mood or confidence altering properties at all that i can recall), Im amazed they managed to make, market and sell so much of such a shit drug as 4mec tbh. Although I spose that the timing of its appearance was very unfortunate, in the wake of the mephedrone ban, with everyone clamouring for a meph replacement, and all that was offered by the vast majority of UK vendors was lousy bloody 4mec.

 

[Ceres]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I_be4Fxc2OA

 

[Jackal]

 

[Ceres]

 

[Jackal]

Yesterday, I decided I should write the next great English novel.

I should finish around 2023. Oh, and my spelling had really suffered over the past few years; so at least I get some practice in.