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Gibberings episode CXCVI -- I'm on my cycle, who wants a backie?

The beauty of Birmingham (for girls like us {TM}) is, it's about the most gender-neutral accent there is. (Compare Geordie ..... men and women from Newcastle speak with obviously different accents.) I just hafta turn oop the brummie a beet and it dai' marrer ser much abaiwt me 'aveen sooch a dape peetched voice .....
 
Eveyvibe said:
I've drank coffee n green tea. I'm off swimming in a bit.

Y'know I've all these PTs n fitness experts on Facebook n they confuse me because some say "listen to your body when you feel run down n rest to let your muscles heel" etc. then there's the other lot who say "no excuse do it regardless" all have good bodies.

I've all this fat on me that needs to come off n if I stop now I'm scared I'll lose my motivation, stop exercising, put lots of weight back on.

And ive this anxiety that wont go away. I keep thinking about the future. I feel pettrified, trapped, scared, like I'm in a hole I can't get out n useless n just like an endless void. I keep thinking these thoughts n they wont go away.

I've messed up, am a useless joke n waste of space n don't know what to do anymore. Wish this anxiety n negative thoughts will just get away but they keep coming more n more :(

Evey
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Your just feeling down at the moment, its a horrible feeling and I'm sure most of us have felt it at some time or the other (I know I have). It does get better. If you can write yourself a to do list - even if its per day, per week, per morning etc. Try to include a couple of out door events and a couple of things that involve having to speak to people, even if its asking 'can you tell me where this is' in the supermarket etc - just interacting with other people IRL can really help boost your mood. You have spare time, can you not help out for a local charity?

This may sound daft but - if your not in good shape then I think that resting when your poorly is the best idea. Feeling absolutely awful and worn out will just make you feel worse (IMHO). If however your already in a decent shape I think you will probably rebound quicker/feel better in yourself if you keep up some level of activity.

Keep a food diary - there is a great app called mynetdiary which can record your meals and favorites and its a great way to keep track of what your eating and calories used.
 
Evey, could you please lay off posting the personal amateur dramatics between you and Raas. Seriously, it's so fucking tedious to read.*

Anything else I dont give a fuck about and post away til your hearts content but interpersonal private relationship stuff could really do to remain exactly that. The odd relationship outburst and comment between two people is fine but this has gone way past that multiple times and it's so monotonous.

I dont mind drama ... but a new storyline is needed badly if we're gonna continue down that road.

Please?
 
as for embeds, I believe daily topical ones were allowed, as long as the place doesnt become an embed farm.

* And right now Id be embedding The Smiths Last Night I Dreamt Somebody Loved Me to demonstrate a perfect example of just how fucking perfect and entertaining drama can be when it's creative* but this tablet isnt cutting it and the link wants to go all Russian on me so fuck posting it. Thank fuck I have one tablet for Bluelighting and one for everything else internetting.


* Im not trying to demean your troubles Evey, and youre under no obligation to provide amusement, just tired of reading Evenderaas.

Really hope you manage to get into a better headspace soon tho. Personally Id stick with your exercising at whatever pace you can sensibly manage. You seem good at it and its something you get a huge sense of achievement from. I havent ever seen the inside of a gym, cept to ferry Nerdboy there a few times.

[Someone please post an embed of thee above track, plskthnxbaiIlu]
 
On my way home to take more drugs and take some pleasure it's a sunny day. Although the clouds are being ballbags.
 
Mermaid said:
I dont mind drama ... but a new storyline is needed badly if we're gonna continue down that road
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Indeed. It's all about Raas Vs. Ceres skirmishing these days, with bit's of SHM thrown in. Evey you were so yesterday.

And mods, can I have my paycheck for resurrecting the forum? We're averaging at about 10 gibbering posts per hour now, I'm sure I've had an influence in this.
 
I tried to be light-hearted. Perhaps it's best if you don't interact with me on the forum, it just seems to cause problems which isn't fair on everyone else. Mods once this has been read can you please remove posts.
 
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