Evening blue beams,
Can someone not go with you GL? I am sure you know it won't be as bad as you envisage once you just make it though the door that's not to say I don't fully get you about the nerves..tis easy for others to say, i know. The anticipation is always the killer, ring the receptionist explain you get nervous..tell her you need an appointment time that is realistic when you don't have to wait about..like the first one in the morning or something. They should understand anxiety and have some plan of action how to alleviate your and others in the same boats worries.
Finally got a batch of 3FPM that seems kind of active ...only taken three vendors, several g's, burnt foil fingers, bad bad headaches and stomach ache from orally dosing...headache was worse by the way from snootelling.
I have found a slightly unorthodox way vaping/smoking it really. I am sure you Radio 3fpm regulars will tell me it aint the right way but y'know..
Found this weird metal pipe over 20 plus (ouch feel the years) on the grass after a rave. Have been tipping about 120mg in and tapping it around and heating it from underneath..feck knows what it's made from but it gets HOT..also for the few drag been tapping a little powder in it and sticking a bit of rolling baccy on top and literally smoking the first few poofs like a proper 'bacco pipe..it weirdly works for me.
Had an experiment last week over a few hours, didn't find it too compulsive definitely got a few tingles and felt a little clearer headed and slight stimulation and was wiide , wide awake for hours but without any real euphoria or push that I seek..still not sure it's for me. waaaaa mepth drought...hell.
thanks for asking about the hand though 
![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
