^ Would have to be
soooooooo gentle it wouldn't really be a wank. Is what is most maddening of all when it's gone so far. Nothing helps, everything makes it worse. Really is blowies or nothing. So that's nothing then
Although it usually makes its way out overnight if you can get to sleep.
If you can get to sleep
@Shambles, forgive my ignorance but what is the clearly 'orrible condition of ' Blue balls ' ?
Blue balls are wot happens when yer nads get massively swollen and
insanely painful cos they're stupidly overfilled. Used to get brutal blue balls when I started seeing me first girlfriend and things would get all hot 'n' bothered all night (both young, virginal and "going slow" so lotsa "heavy petting" and dry humping and stuff but no direct genital contact thus...) but no release. Used to walk her home afterwards and be in actual tears from the jolts caused by stepping up and down pavements. Fuck knows why I'm getting so much of it of late but I am. Two or three times a week sometimes. Must be on randy Shambles at the moment :D
Also, agreed on congratulations and big-ups for the extended lack of heroin, Max. Really is impressive. Anyone managing to stay away is a bit of a hero in my book, but for those who are still surrounded by the stuff and could fall from the wagon
sooooooooo easily that goes doubly so. Nice work %)
And on the 'done too. That stuff is even worse than gear to get off (imo, ime, ymmv, etc, etc). I'd get switched to subbiez once you get down a bit lower (think you have to be down to 25ml to switch from memory). Obviously ymmv and all that, but for me it just held me soooooooooooooo much better than methadone ever did
and was actually pleasant to be on whereas 'done is bilge. Just drains and depresses me that stuff. Bupe always made me perky, energetic and had a very handy antidepressant effect. Am a shameless bupe evangelist though so make of that what you will.
And congrats again cos that really is good going
