My thoughts exactly. Hence the switch to gear.
Problem is getting the $$ every day.
The main thing that made it easier for me to quit using gear was being made redundant from my job.
Suddenly I went from taking home £370pw to getting £70pw on JSA.
When working I would spend about £300 of my wages each week but now I just don't have the cash so it was easier to quit just cos I couldn't afford to be an addict anymore.