Gibberings: CXXXVI: Boss Abuse

[Pagey]

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I'm seriously considering committing myself to a mental health ward.
Been self harming too much lately and thinking of killing myself every day - Not that I plan to do it every day, but knowing that I've the possibility to do so practically whenever I think I should then...
... Urg I don't know. I will take my life before anything that's a life-threatening-illness wishing to do so itself than let it claim me. I may do before that.
Ramble ramble ramble bullshit bullshit waa waa.

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I'm so, so, so sososososo sorry to those who are going through worse times than I - Whether it's mental or physical health problems.
It's really shitty of me to say such things really isn't it.

Absolutely not shitty for you to say these sort of things at all. Whatever you may be feeling now is legitimate no matter your situation.

I've spent a few days at the hospital in the past when I felt on the brink like you do now. It made a huge difference and I'm very happy I did it. If you're really afraid you may be in danger of seriously harming yourself right now I would definitely get professional help asap.

 

[Wigrid]

I did think about a gym Uncle Robert, but I had a mental image of it filled with people with tanned body's & white teeth when I have tanned teeth & a white body.

I get self concious around people that are blessed with physical perfection as I look like Gollum with a vape peeve habit

 

[Pagey]

^I spent my whole year at the gym and I can assure you there are more unfit than fit people there. No reason to be self-conscious in such places, trust me!

 

[Myshkin]

Not all exercise requires a gym, either.

Just some basic bodyweight exercises will produce massive results if you stick with 'em. They're free, they make you look and feel great and you don't have to encounter any gym folk.

Simple and effective, but you need to have discipline.

Tanning is for peasants - leave 'em to it.

 

[Marmalade]

@ Wigrid: find a Council gym. There's normally 3 or 4 in every town. Look on their website. You can pay per session rather than sign up so you won't lose any cash on it. Plus you'll get concessions discount on the cost cos you're on the dole.

Council gyms tend not to be as plush and don't peddle the lifestyle bullshit that most morons subscribe to. If you've got a Pure Gym in your town they're a chain but cheap as fuck and open 24 hrs so you can avoid the prima donnas and go when its quiet.

Appeal your dole sanction pls. Its worth a shot.CAB should be able to help if you're unsure of what to do.

 

[masaz]

I'm seriously considering committing myself to a mental health ward.
Been self harming too much lately and thinking of killing myself every day - Not that I plan to do it every day, but knowing that I've the possibility to do so practically whenever I think I should then...
... Urg I don't know. I will take my life before anything that's a life-threatening-illness wishing to do so itself than let it claim me. I may do before that.
Ramble ramble ramble bullshit bullshit waa waa.

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I'm so, so, so sososososo sorry to those who are going through worse times than I - Whether it's mental or physical health problems.
It's really shitty of me to say such things really isn't it.

Aw fuck, sorry to hear you're feeling that shit Yeah get to some therapy, as clinical and cliche as that sounds, I know a lot of places operate a self-referal thing where you just ring up say what's going on and they'll help you. That's if you aren't already, in which case, get more. Had same thought patterns a while back and had to fight really hard to get out of it on my own, but I'm glad it's done now. Much hugs to you And don't worry about how you sound here, we all do the odd ramble/breakdown/whatever on here occasionally and it's all good

 

[Wigrid]

I guess your right Pagey, I just get prang when I have to do new stuff & sadly have some sort of social phobia.
My worst nightmare is being around people I don't know, I tend to withdrawal into my shell & try to hide.

 

[swedger77]

fuckwit question for today:-

how do you use one of these preformed blunts like this:- (like how do u fill it - i ve never seen them in real life)

Im useless at skinning up and thought these might help on me 'oliday when im needing a smoke.

 

[masaz]

Mix up your baccy and weed, or just weed, and funnel it in through luck and prayer I guess. Never had a pre-rolled one, kinda weird. I smoke maybe one or two of them a year and always get flats. Or just get a shit load of practice skinning up, I've got dyspraxia and am generally hopeless at rolling anyway and it only took me maybe two months of last year to get it down. I am now the de facto joint roller, which can get annoying, but at least you get first on it.

Course if you don't have the time/inclination then those are the best idea!

 

[Marmalade]

Monstah: really had no idea you were feeling so bad. Eh, don't succumb to that "everybody has got it worse than me" nonsense because that's how you start to neglect yourself and your own needs. Really hope you talk to your Doc bout how bad you're feeling and get some positive direction and help.

Take care please

 

[swedger77]

I only smoke weed once every bluemoon so learning skinning up would be more hassle than its worth. I know how too anyway, but im shite at it!

 

[Ceres]

I only smoke weed once every bluemoon so learning skinning up would be more hassle than its worth. I know how too anyway, but im shite at it!

just plug it. (watch out for splinters thought)

 

[parttime crackhead]

fuckwit question for today:-

how do you use one of these preformed blunts like this:- (like how do u fill it - i ve never seen them in real life)

Im useless at skinning up and thought these might help on me 'oliday when im needing a smoke.

It'll come with a big podger. Mix up weed on a bit of paper/cardboard folded to a point at the corner. Use that to pour the weed/baccy into the top of the cone & podger it down. Tap the roach of a table or something every so often to make it pack down more. It's a bit of a cunt tbh.

That particular thing might not be prerolled btw. It's probably just wrapped up like that in the packet so that it keeps that shape. You'll probably find that one isn't stuck down when you take it out the packet & requires rolling just like a normal skin.

Pictures from Amsterdam of a blunt I rolled with one of those skins. It came in a packer pretty similar to that photo.

 

[swedger77]

cheers PT

 

[adam west]

ok moronic question of the day maybe? are blunt papers made of something different than regular papers? if i smoke weed and its sparsely, its always without baccy as i never have any as i dont smoke, but green rizlas on their own are perhaps not as good as they could be.

ok i read it back and it is moronic, but ive seen flavoured blunt papers so i would buy on this alone.

 

[Wigrid]

@ Wigrid: find a Council gym. There's normally 3 or 4 in every town. Look on their website. You can pay per session rather than sign up so you won't lose any cash on it. Plus you'll get concessions discount on the cost cos you're on the dole.

Council gyms tend not to be as plush and don't peddle the lifestyle bullshit that most morons subscribe to. If you've got a Pure Gym in your town they're a chain but cheap as fuck and open 24 hrs so you can avoid the prima donnas and go when its quiet.

Appeal your dole sanction pls. Its worth a shot.CAB should be able to help if you're unsure of what to do.

Thanks marmalade, your like some wise Oracle at times.

Sure am going to appeal my JSA, I've got weeks ahead of me with nada. How people are meant to survive is beyond me.

There was some piece about people getting access to some council gym in the paper a few weeks ago as my cave is meant to be in a area that rates as one of the most unhealthy in the UK & there is some drive to get people off their arse & stop obesity & diabetes round here.

 

[dan88]

ok moronic question of the day maybe? are blunt papers made of something different than regular papers? if i smoke weed and its sparsely, its always without baccy as i never have any as i dont smoke, but green rizlas on their own are perhaps not as good as they could be.

ok i read it back and it is moronic, but ive seen flavoured blunt papers so i would buy on this alone.

They're made out of tobacco not paper. I'm sure there's a few extras in there though.

I've always found blunts a right pain to roll, rip easily and a pain to stick down. Only tried about 5 mind

 

[adam west]

They're made out of tobacco not paper. I'm sure there's a few extras in there though.

I've always found blunts a right pain to roll, rip easily and a pain to stick down. Only tried about 5 mind

ah kind of makes sense then. bit of a novelty the flavoured ones, but i dont have a smoke much so prob worth getting some.

 

[dan88]

Yeah they're nice, but i prefer a spliff. Best saved for when there's a few of you putting towards the weed as well, I usually end up putting around a grams worth in

 

[adam west]

wha! i dont think id put a quarter of that , fair dos man