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Good to see you postin!

It is, ain't it?

Hope you're well, parched garden aside! ;)

not good indeed.

there was no cash in it, just my cash card and a credit card ... but I woke up feeling uber productive and those days are few and far between ... so it's gotten in the way ...

meh .. loud music, grrrrs and vodka is now rectifying the situation.

Nightmare.

Hope it gets resolved, and meanwhile try to relax, as impossible as it may be.

I'm feeling pretty fuzzy now. Spliff on the go, beer at my side too. Sugar coming through the headphones. Aye.

Feeling so fucking shit, my kratom/subs WD still going, can't even get any hydros today, they saved my ass on wednsesday as I had an intveriew for a job and couldn't leave the house feeling shite, yawning, sweating, paranoid, anxious, with chicken skin and constant gag feeling. Luckily it had been more than 36 hours since my last bit of subs so I could do the hydrocodone no problem, but yeah the guy is not answering his phone so I'll just have to endure it today.

Yuck. Do not miss that place. Especially the deep bone aches. Horrible.

Do you have benzos / booze / both?
 
Thanks both :) I've been working too much but I love BL and most people here so will make more of an effort. Plus I gave all my weed away so am rarely stoned these days. You can expect my stoned rambling posts to increase when harvest time comes around :) Hope you're both well <3
 
Yeah, you'd better make a bleedin' effort! <3

I'm the best I've been in ages, thanks. Spent a lovely day outdoors with my favourite couple, went for dinner at my favourite hipster den and then got happily blotto on German beer and tried to flirt with the staff. Happy times. :)
 
Happen to know what genus it is Missykins? Surely somniferum doesn't grow wild in the UK....? Agree that opium/pods is the best cure in the world for a hangover. Even heroin isn't as effective. That or GHB...

somniferum grow all over the place!!!! they're almost like weeds, I have a good few in my garden and often see them on wasteland. they have proper pharma fields in some places dunno where though. but wow, poppy tea is a lovely brew. i could probably get by with it rather than gear. we'll see.
 
Kratom gave me this weird depression when I kicked a sizable habit, a sensation that I never had when kicking any other opioid, It was different than tramadol's bleakness too. Emotionally rather disturbing. Benzo's barely put a dent in it. Wasn't even on it for that long.... about four months (although 24/7) ...You have my empathy MK
 
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Kratom gave me this weird depression when I kicked a sizable habit, a sensation that I never had when kicking any other opioid, It was different than tramadol's bleakness too. Emotionally rather disturbing. Benzo's barely put a dent in it. Wasn't even on it for that long.... about four months (although 24/7) ...You have my empathy MK

I've been on it daily since 2007, with two six month interruptions due to working abroad in places I couldn't get delivieries. I've been on it every day since I came back from Australia/UAE in February, the bad thing is I messed up with my tolerance doing pharma opiates and pods too.

The thing is it took me a couple of years before I even started getting bad physical WDs from it, at first even after months of daily use I'd only get mild flu symptoms and irritability/dysphoria and inability to sleep or hold solid food down but nothing that would keep me housebound for a week. Now it completely floors me when I quit. It's been like this for a while, really, when I quit last summer before leaving for Oz I felt shit for weeks

I know exactly what you're talking about concerning the depression. My fault really, I mean dosing first thing in the morning and doing 50 grams a day at least is just stupid
 
Hi

Everyone still in tact ?

Hope so .

Nice Weekend wasn't it ?

Pity about my injury otherwise it would have been a perfect relaxing W/E .
Oh & The Dodgy part of the Cricket :)
 
Kratom gave me this weird depression when I kicked a sizable habit, a sensation that I never had when kicking any other opioid, It was different than tramadol's bleakness too. Emotionally rather disturbing. Benzo's barely put a dent in it. Wasn't even on it for that long.... about four months (although 24/7) ...You have my empathy MK
That sounds rather horrible. Was the bleakness worse than Tramadol or in a different manner all together?
There are quite a few psychoactive chemicals in Kratom.
I think that a few operate as NMDA antagonists and that it's not just the µ-Opioid receptor that gets the tickles either, but also the δ and κ receptors (but with much less affinity).
There are a fuck load of different substances in Kratom, and apparently Corynanthine - which primarily acts as an α1 and α2 adrenergic receptor antagonist - also interacts with Serotonin receptors (to what degree and manner though, I've no idea).
Hope those getting off it will be alright <3

Maybe slurping from the, ehem, fountain of youths gave him immortality
I laughed in that "Oh fucking hell" manner =D
and LOL, that must 'ave been a weird sight Mr Noodle
It was fucking uncanny! The hair and everything was incredibly similar 8(

In otter (small mammal) news, we've had clouds that have been trying their best to form into Lenticular clouds, but they haven't been able to reach the splendor of the one that came into our view probably very close to exactly this time last year.
It was incredible! (This is the exact one but from a better vantage point) :

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50g a day? Jesus. Here I am on 3g a day worried about withdrawals. I'm sure I'll be fine.

It's not that much really, I remember measuring an average full teaspoon(I usually just stick the spoon in the bag and get out as much material as it can fit on it, usually a big tall pile) and it was something like 2 or 3 grams already for the kratom that's not too finely ground. Normally I used to do 4 spoons first thing in the morning as I usually wake up with WDs creeping in, and then just keep that up till bedtime. Last month I managed to finish a kilo monday to friday, of green riau, which is one of the strongest strains.

That's the main reason I'm quitting, I can't afford it anymore, can't be wasting hundreds on it and always have the anxiety of getting deliveries on time and feeling sick when they get delayed at the post office, I've had enough
 
Bloody hell Kratom I remember having 5 or 6g's of Thai one time and spewed my absolute balls off all night. Mind you felt pretty funky afterwards. Was so naive to opiates as well. Come to think of it that experience is probably why I feel totally sick and ill with codeine and tramadol etc.
 
Bloody hell Kratom I remember having 5 or 6g's of Thai one time and spewed my absolute balls off all night. Mind you felt pretty funky afterwards. Was so naive to opiates as well. Come to think of it that experience is probably why I feel totally sick and ill with codeine and tramadol etc.

First time I tried it I could feel half a teaspoon. HALF. When I used to treat myself I used to do whole teaspoons back in those days. Now I need like ten grams just to get relief, if I want to get a buzz off it, I need at least an ounce, and to maintain the buzz for the day I can easily negotiate my way to twice that amount.

Obviously tolerance builds up to insane levels, especially if you're a dickhead like me and up doing it 24/7 for the good part of six years.
 
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