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Gibberings : CXXXIV , Secrets of the Bouffant, with Brian Cox.

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ive tried 25inbome, was good, but i destroyed what i had left because i didnt want it around anymore.

6-apb makes me worried ill just grind my teeth to pieces and feel like shit for days afterwards.

25b is much better :D subjective of course, but 25i has a grim bodyload at times. 6-apb, you'll just be a sledgy scatty eye-wiggling mess at a good dose :D - my issue with it is its duration (so I've been preferring 5-mapb).

ABE: currently sitting on balcony with the most ridiculous grin on me chops - feckin beautiful :D
 
I think I'm starting to understand the concept. Can't even imagine what it's like if you don't enjoy what you're doing...

a struggle , it'll change somebody

Sometimes i hate my job, sometimes its alright, most of the time i just get on with it, it can be so crap though, hassle and bullshit. if i thought too much about it it would drive me nuts. but then i think how much worse everything could be, and it all seems better. but on a comedown i could happily walk out and not give a shit
 
Kratom got me through tons of hours at the office, told my coworkers it was a special green tea nobody ever asked more questions. Works wonders for office boredom.
 
Yeah that's what happened to me, once I got good enough that I could allow my mind to ponder the actual end result of my daily toil the game was up ;)

No kidding!

Working from home and being your own boss is a joy.

Yes that's the plan someday :D

but then i think how much worse everything could be, and it all seems better.

That's definitely true too. It's just insane how little time is left to do things for yourself or spend time with people or just do nothing. Kinda scary really :\
 
That's definitely true too. It's just insane how little time is left to do things for yourself or spend time with people or just do nothing. Kinda scary really :\

Couldnt agree more, its very scary how much time is spent slaving away for money, slaves to the system

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Tell 'em to fuck off and get their own. Bloody moochers and yoghurt theives causing office drama.
 
Kratom got me through tons of hours at the office, told my coworkers it was a special green tea nobody ever asked more questions. Works wonders for office boredom.

Nice =D though I don't think I'd have the guts to get high at work. Not yet anyway.

Couldnt agree more, its very scary how much time is spent slaving away for money, slaves to the system

Ah yeah I'd seen that quote before. And thus Trainspotting was born...
 
Yeah, fuck sitting in an office all day when I can sit at the trainstation with my mac in a sack and a thermos.
 
working from is even better, i can sit around in my yfronts all day smoking a pipe and listening to bach cello suites extremely loudly.
 
Do you really smoke a pipe, Ceres? I used to have a few briars.

MXE just helped me break a depressive thought (and indeed behaviour) pattern. Good stuff. <3
 
:D No, I've never had a hellish trip ;)


What's bothering me? Just the usual, future of the species, emancipation of the workers, overthrow of the regime, blah de blah. But I suppose lately the most pressing thing has been my inability to work effectively at the computer thanks to my hands, wrists, neck and back. I've had all sorts going on in my head, and it wasn't helped when I had a shot at the government's benefit entitlement calculator. But it's not all doom and gloom, the new keyboard is making a huge difference and I got a footswitch today which is pretty cool. Just need to find gainful employment that I can actually hack.
 
Have you ever been in an accident Knock? Do you know what the source of all this pain is?

My missus was in a pretty hefty accident. Despite all the compensation and treatment her back still gives her grief and it happened over 5 years ago.

I wish I could help with the job thing but I can't. I hate all my career but I'll be returning soon. I wish I had picked another career. It's too late for me to look back now, either I soldier on or earn nothing in a factory.

Can you not claim ESA?

Also can I ask, have you got anything floating in your GBL? Mine seems to have acquired floaty bits. Weird I'm sure they weren't there yesterday.
 
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Not sure what you mean, I've been in loads of accidents but I don't think any of them were responsible for any of my current physical problems. My hands and wrists are just due to far too many hours spent typing and the wrong type of keyboard - but I think I have that under control. My neck and back have been a problem for a long time, probably related to computer work and posture but also I think a psychological thing with my neck, I've had a "nervous tic" since I was little which involves cracking various joints and it settled on my neck some time ago. Yeah I'm a proper fuck up :D I think I've damaged the soft tissues, the doc called it Spondylitis. I'm waiting for a physio referral just now.

I haven't claimed benefits since 1994 so I'm a bit out of touch with the system really, but I don't think it's got, or is getting, better :\
 
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