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badandwicked said:
How is Angel, does anyone know? Don't want to PM her as she's got enough on her plate. I'm assuming Mugz funeral took place. Hope she's doing OK <3
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Thanks for the thought B&W. I tried to pm you but your inbox is full.

I'm doing ok. Well, I'm not, not ok at all, but I'm managing as best I can. I miss my friend, and I've realised now he's gone how much I loved him. Two years ago, 4th April 2011, he broke up with me. This time two years ago we were walking to the local shop together and he was going on about a girl he worked with, winding me up. A few hours later, he'd gone to bed and I read a post he made anonymously in SLR about planning to break up with me. http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/564471-Considering-leaving-my-fiance
It broke my heart and shattered my world.

I never forgave him for that thread. He tried, we tried, but I couldn't forgive him. I thought he would never hurt me and I just couldn't get back from the hurt, but I always wanted to, and I always loved him still. I wonder what would have happened if I'd never read that thread.

After we broke up, he self destructed. Even though I loved him, I was scared to be with someone on such a destructive path. I think I did eventually get past his SLR post -- but I was also very aware of how much I'd been holding shit together when we were a couple. I thought we had all the time in the world, for him to sort himself out and for us to maybe give things another shot. On the other hand... my feelings for him had changed, and maybe it was more platonic love in the end.

I don't know why I'm posting this -- maybe because you guys were there and saw it all happen. I guess I'm hoping that maybe someone can make more sense of this than I can. Or maybe not.
 
Knock you may get a laugh from the latest of 'the cat I don't like's' antics.

Well he has taken to sitting and sleeping on my AV amplifier. Fine. It's not on me or on the kitchen sides which saves me from having to bleach them then sandblast them every five minutes. Well yesterday morning he ate his breakfast jumped on my amp and vomited Whiskers Complete all over the thing. Now this amp has little vents in the top so it dripped in through the vents and proceeded to hiss.

Little bastard. I hate him. I spent all yesterday cleaning cat sick out of my amp off all the little components with a cotton bud. It has been drying out since so wish me luck folks as I'm about to switch it on and see if I have saved a couple of hundred quid I can't afford to replace.

Little fucker.
 
Ben So Furry said:
he has taken to sitting and sleeping on my AV amplifier. Fine.
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That is NOT fine in any way, shape or form. Think of all dem hairs that end up in the amplifier and on the circuit boards causing short-circuits and fires while you are asleep..
 
angelsmoke said:
Thanks for the thought B&W. I tried to pm you but your inbox is full.

I'm doing ok. Well, I'm not, not ok at all, but I'm managing as best I can. I miss my friend, and I've realised now he's gone how much I loved him. Two years ago, 4th April 2011, he broke up with me. This time two years ago we were walking to the local shop together and he was going on about a girl he worked with, winding me up. A few hours later, he'd gone to bed and I read a post he made anonymously in SLR about planning to break up with me. http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/564471-Considering-leaving-my-fiance
It broke my heart and shattered my world.

I never forgave him for that thread. He tried, we tried, but I couldn't forgive him. I thought he would never hurt me and I just couldn't get back from the hurt, but I always wanted to, and I always loved him still. I wonder what would have happened if I'd never read that thread.

After we broke up, he self destructed. Even though I loved him, I was scared to be with someone on such a destructive path. I think I did eventually get past his SLR post -- but I was also very aware of how much I'd been holding shit together when we were a couple. I thought we had all the time in the world, for him to sort himself out and for us to maybe give things another shot. On the other hand... my feelings for him had changed, and maybe it was more platonic love in the end.

I don't know why I'm posting this -- maybe because you guys were there and saw it all happen. I guess I'm hoping that maybe someone can make more sense of this than I can. Or maybe not.
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I don't think it's necessary or maybe even possible to make sense of that situation, angelsmoke. No-one could blame you for feeling the way you did/do about that SLR post. Sometimes life is just one shit thing after another. Sometimes it's one great thing after another too! You've just got to hang on during the shit times to get through to the good times.

Not that I'm particularly good at that hanging on stuff :\ But don't overanalyse what's happened with Martin. He's not here now. You have a life to lead. You're young and have all kinds of opportunities. Take them <3

Ben So Furry said:
Knock you may get a laugh from the latest of 'the cat I don't like's' antics.

Well he has taken to sitting and sleeping on my AV amplifier. Fine. It's not on me or on the kitchen sides which saves me from having to bleach them then sandblast them every five minutes. Well yesterday morning he ate his breakfast jumped on my amp and vomited Whiskers Complete all over the thing. Now this amp has little vents in the top so it dripped in through the vents and proceeded to hiss.

Little bastard. I hate him. I spent all yesterday cleaning cat sick out of my amp off all the little components with a cotton bud. It has been drying out since so wish me luck folks as I'm about to switch it on and see if I have saved a couple of hundred quid I can't afford to replace.

Little fucker.
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Is it bad that I burst out laughing at the "vomited Whiskers Complete"? No, it's not, you were expecting a laugh, you got one :D

What can I say, don't feed the bastard Whiskers Complete! Lasercat never vomits, well, she does when I take her to my mum and dad's if I'm going away, always when we're 5 minutes from their front door, and the same on the way back, just as my house is in sight she chucks her load. The bitch! But I don't hate her ;)
 
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lurching said:
That is NOT fine in any way, shape or form. Think of all dem hairs that end up in the amplifier and on the circuit boards causing short-circuits and fires while you are asleep..
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It's not switched on while I'm asleep.

In fact judging by all the dust and 'stuff' I removed from it when opening it I'm surprised it hasn't already caused a fire.
 
knock said:
I don't think it's necessary or maybe even possible to make sense of that situation, angelsmoke. No-one could blame you for feeling the way you did/do about that SLR post. Sometimes life is just one shit thing after another. Sometimes it's one great thing after another too! You've just got to hang on during the shit times to get through to the good times.

Not that I'm particularly good at that hanging on stuff :\ But don't overanalyse what's happened with Martin. He's not here now. You have a life to lead. You're young and have all kinds of opportunities. Take them <3
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QFT.

Am not very good at all the deadedfolk stuff so will leave it at that.
 
Heh, my last cat (rest her poor soul) pissed her catsap on my "Mac mini", instantly taking it out of action and the harddisk and some of my earlier programming work with it -.-
 
I don't hate the cat btw. Just never had an animal cause me so much grief. Came from a home where he was neglected. Explains why he has so many bad habits I've been unable to break. Old dogs and all that. Do wish he'd stay off the side though.

Neighbours complain to me because he goes in other peoples houses and steals food off their kitchen sides. Has come back with half a roast chicken. Many BBQ burnt sausages. A whole scotch egg and the best one was half a portion of fish and chips. Wrapper and all. No joke.
 
Ben So Furry said:
I don't hate the cat btw. Just never had an animal cause me so much grief. Came from a home where he was neglected. Explains why he has so many bad habits I've been unable to break. Old dogs and all that. Do wish he'd stay off the side though.

Neighbours complain to me because he goes in other peoples houses and steals food off their kitchen sides. Has come back with half a roast chicken. Many BBQ burnt sausages. A whole scotch egg and the best one was half a portion of fish and chips. Wrapper and all. No joke.
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I hated that cat for nearly killing an amp. Now I like it for stealing fish suppers. I want a cat that steals me fish suppers.
 
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