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looks like fun lol


I was just surfing the net. Innocently looking up something that interested me about the tribe of Benjamin* from the Old Testament. Anyway I saw a flag with some kind of animal in a star but I couldn't quite make out what it was. So I searched 'Benjamin Star' images and got hardcore gay porn.

* I keep meeting Bens or reading about Bens/Benjamins/Benedicts. Its a synchronicity thing.

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PP http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Don't_Try_This_at_Home

Ben Yes I did get a mouthfull of mustard. Charmin'!


MugzIsn't life like a house of cards though. Vulnerable. It can change in a moment. Sometimes it feels like everything has collapsed around you but you've gotta keep on moving and building (imo) brick by brick or card by card.
Sorry to hear you've been having a hard time. That lot sounds terrible!
It sounds like you're on the right track though and committed to taking better care of yourself. Thats tremendous.<3
 
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It would be an understatement to say the last few days have been humiliating, but it does just go to show that I can't keep this up any longer (no pun intended) and I have to get back to my recovery right away, I even had to call my sponsor earlier because I was certain that the girls in the porn were talking directly to me, it turns out that they actually were, which was a little weird, They got me all scared that a certain Frenchman was hiding in the house somewhere ready to attack though, so I called my sponsor and he calmed me down and I haven been relatively ok since then.

Just like in "House of Cards" although without the
death of Russo
Rising from my deep dark depths and slowly building something better for myself that I can be happy doing without having to resort to some substances.


I'm sure you all had plenty of laughs, but I have always been the Jester!! Time to be more self aware and use common sense and be a bit more sensible.
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yep, you're here for a long time, and they're not all going to be good times. twould be boring etc. what doesn't kill ya makes ya stronger. jesus only gives you a cross that he knows you can carry and all that. Head up walk tall. Look the hold world in the eye.

sy'n dymuno Dydd gwyl Dewi hapus i chi i gyd - cofiwch wneud y pethau bychain rwan! x

Happy St David's Day y'all. Do the little things folks x
 
went face first into the side of a taxi again a few weeks ago, bent my glasses, spend 2 weeks walking around with them being wonky and messing around trying to straighten them back out n nearly snapped the frames. take em into the opticians and they straighten them within literally 5 secs. why didnt i do that sooner
 
A brain-to-brain interface (BTBI) enabled a real-time transfer of behaviorally meaningful sensorimotor information between the brains of two rats.

In this BTBI, an “encoder” rat performed sensorimotor tasks that required it to select from two choices of tactile or visual stimuli. While the encoder rat performed the task, samples of its cortical activity were transmitted to matching cortical areas of a “decoder” rat using intracortical microstimulation (ICMS). The decoder rat learned to make similar behavioral selections, guided solely by the information provided by the encoder rat's brain. These results demonstrated that a complex system was formed by coupling the animals' brains, suggesting that BTBIs can enable dyads or networks of animal's brains to exchange, process, and store information and, hence, serve as the basis for studies of novel types of social interaction and for biological computing devices.
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http://www.nature.com/srep/2013/130228/srep01319/full/srep01319.html

loool.

obviously the next step is to start giving rat A doses of LSD and see how rat B likes it.
 
I saw that yesterday, just a few little steps closer to the matrix.

How is everyone today? Feeling good, me too <3

Dan do you ever get that feeling when on stims that your glasses don't sit right? When on pv I was constantly fiddling with them, they are the rimless, quite flimsy malleable type, it used to do my head right 'in'.
 
very good thanks ben woke up feeling nice,

i only get "the dont sit right feeling" when theyre slightly bent and not sitting straight, and i become aware of it and keep fiddling to sit them straight, both sober and on stims, it bugs the shit out of me, i dont like fucking around with them too much though ive noticed people constantly fiddling with their glasses and it gives off the impression that their anxious. scratched glasses also piss me right off. i remember when i was younger someone i know was being a drunken dick and knocked my glasses off, i dont think it was intentional but, bent and scratched them, was drunken on vodka and went into one hell of a rage proper evil nasty. 300 quids worth and very fuzzy vision without them
 
There's nothing worse than a scratch right in the middle of your vision.

How do glasses get covered in stuff when you don't touch them? I'm constantly cleaning mine but five minutes later, need to do it again. Weird. Had contacts once was constantly checking they were in. Had to get rid of that extra ballache.
 
parttime crackhead said:
Frosty Ju Ju
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Just hearing that name makes my stomach try to escape out my arse.

Had some disability assessment thing earlier. Didn't sleep all night as we decided to marathon Marchlands armed with tea and biscuits (yes we're in our mid 20s what of it), took some diaz to calm me down before I left at 8 and now I'm conked out on my bed having talked the bloke's ear off. All I could think was he looks just like Neil Tennant and I was picturing him in his various outfits and trying not to giggle.

Back home for a few days and waiting for my mate to roll up with some goodies, gonna be a time limit on his visit tho I can tell already ha.
 
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Goodies have landed. <3

Various outfits Snolly? What like a clown or an astronaut? Why are inappropriate giggles so damn, inappropriately timed. Funny as all hell at the time but so embarrassing.
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Haha, sadly no. Mr Tennant is famed for his outlandish outfits, kind of a toned down proto Lady Gaga, if Lady Gaga was a gay Geordie so giggles a-plenty were had. And aye, inappropriate giggles are the best giggles, and often the hardest to fucking get over :D
 
ColtDan said:
went face first into the side of a taxi again a few weeks ago, bent my glasses, spend 2 weeks walking around with them being wonky and messing around trying to straighten them back out n nearly snapped the frames. take em into the opticians and they straighten them within literally 5 secs. why didnt i do that sooner
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because you like looking like a geek? My dog chewed my glasses up. Almost a year ago. I haven't made an appointment for an eye test yet.
 
snolly said:
Just hearing that name makes my stomach try to escape out my arse.

Had some disability assessment thing earlier. Didn't sleep all night as we decided to marathon Marchlands armed with tea and biscuits (yes we're in our mid 20s what of it), took some diaz to calm me down before I left at 8 and now I'm conked out on my bed having talked the bloke's ear off. All I could think was he looks just like Neil Tennant and I was picturing him in his various outfits and trying not to giggle.

Back home for a few days and waiting for my mate to roll up with some goodies, gonna be a time limit on his visit tho I can tell already ha.
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I had to bite my finger very hard today to stop myself laughing at something inappropriate infront of my clients as it were. tis good to get the giggles. Embrace the giggles, or distract and save them till later .
 
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because you like looking like a geek? My dog chewed my glasses up. Almost a year ago. I haven't made an appointment for an eye test yet.
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nah, ive just been too rough and unmotivated on saturdays to get them sorted. i wanna wear contacts but cant focus properly with them in
 
yeah sweet

i'm going to bed hopefully someone i know will come through with some Herooin soon cos i have a fuk load of dangerous drugs in da house n the best place 4 me to be is night night till matey comes round
 
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