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never heard of that word before just googled it, learn something new every day yeah same i kinda battle with it, looking at the big picture its hard not to feel it,

good evening to you too hows everything? <3 yeah tempted but feeling kinda nice off these vals and dont wanna wake up rough tomorrow, plus friday and sat night should be wild. you doing much tonight?

ahh looks like i should have gotten 5-APB instead, fookit, lotas of people said get the 5-MAPB, woulda been nice to try the 5, plus it was cheaper. next time i order ill get some. got a g of 5-M and 100 etiz, lovely
 
Allo Cornish.

Dan..I leave 2 or 3 days in between etizolams. But I like them and am having them rather too regularly. I don't really want to get caught up in the shit storm thats likely to occur if they become illegal. They do seem to be v popular. There really will be cause for misanthropy if an entire sub class of druggies are forced to withdraw from it en masse.

I havn't had any today but i'm pleasantly stoned :)

re what am I doing tonight: Tonight I will be mostly blowing smoke rings and mucking about on de net Thankyou for asking.
 
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agreed, will cause a lot of people some probs when banned, ive gotten some anxiety type shit from doing them a few days in a row and my doses are nothing compared to what other people do. how often do you do them and what dose?

etiz and val seem like a nice mix, felt a little unsteady on my feet just now. feels kinda clear and nice. was tempted to do a bit of MXE but think ill leave it
 
Etiz and val seems like a bit of a redundant mix, no? Might as well just take two etiz, or two vallies.

Good evening everyone!
 
Why yes indeed. If you do anything nice with it, give us a listen! I've never had anything of mine remixed, ever, before :)
 
Well jel of your seemingly endless supply of MXE Dan!!

I have about 3 1mg pills which is equivalent to 30mg of Val. I only have the etilam blister packed ones.. you don't know what the bleedin hell they're putting in those bright blue pellets.
I treat myself to them every 3 days. =/.. I read somewhere that withdrawal side effects come on after 5 days. I don't think i''ve gone more than 3 days without them so I don't know what will happen.

Oh well whatever will be will be. If i'm struck down with demonic depression and emotional breakdowns on top of my default depression its my own bloody fault.
 
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Funny, I have such an addictive personality, but never got even close to feeling like using benzo type drugs often. Great for levelling you out after another night vaping pv. But never felt like I'd fancy one or needed one, you know? I get the pink 2mg Etizolam and can assure you they work great.
 
It was when I discovered the buzz mixing a bit of alchohol with diazers ( dont try this at home kids). I never got any euphoria from them without the alcohol.. Lorazepam does nice things to my brain though but I can only get about 20 every couple of months off the doc and i'm not going to push my luck with her ..she might pull the prescription if she suspects 'drug seeking.'
 
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Yeah I've tried a few Diaz was nice and mellow and I remember thinking 'I could get used to this feeling' but didn't crave them when I ran out. Had a bit of a temezapam disaster which led to all kinds of unthinkable nonsense. I set fire to the kitchen and woke up in hospital. I'd only use Etizolam if I were to go back to using pv. Which I'm not going to do so I don't feel a need for them at all personally.
 
Yeah i've done some bizarre stuff when i've had benzos..I woke up one night, as if from a trance, standing next to the fridge with a tea spoon digging into yellow English mustard..eurgh! I've also attempted to cook things which is a bit scary.. but that kind of thing only happens if I really cane them and mix them with other chemicals.
 
I'm sure we've all got a tale to tell, comes with the territory.

Had you actually been eating spoonfuls of English mustard or did you stop yourself as you were about too?

Ha ha yeah cooking, I decided I'd like a bowl of chips after crushing and snorting fuck loads of temazepam. Not my most inspired idea to date.
 
ColtDan said:
Good evening all, hope everybodys had a good day

no work tomorrow, chilling on etiz and a vallie, resisting the urge to get the vodka out

man theres some shocking eye opening vids going around on facebook, just goes to show how cruel and greedy humanity can be, no limit of cruelty especially when profit is involved. and as for people that are cruel to harmless living creatures for fun and to feel powerful, no compassion or empathy at all, messed right up
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The one thats published by the "try a vegan lifestyle"? The videos are shocking but they do show extreme cases of brutality, your right in what you say its just not as widespread as I think the video makes out.

Anyway thats the last time I run up my stairs with a plate full of pasta in tomatoe and basil sauce, got splatted on most steps and a few meters up the wall, beige carpet and walls :\ Took a good 30 mins of wasting my life cleaning that mess up
 
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It was when I discovered the buzz mixing a bit of alchohol with diazers ( dont try this at home kids). I never got any euphoria from them without the alcohol.. Lorazepam does nice things to my brain though but I can only get about 20 every couple of months off the doc and i'm not going to push my luck with her ..she might pull the prescription if she suspects 'drug seeking.'
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where do you suggest people try it. the home is likely the best place to do it if you have your own place . less likely to do crazy stuff and harm to yourself. Awful mixed with alcohol. Especially purple tins of alcohol.

I saw a delivery of apple juice going into the frosty jack brewery yesterday. Benzos are nice but you can't get to like them too much.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x5BjY7eVpEA
(scenes from father ted that might make you smile)
the pope gets to keep his red shoes, and it looks like he got a free lift home too? where did he go in that helicopter? I thought he moved into office from the vatican so why hasn't he retired into the vatican?
 
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The one thats published by the "try a vegan lifestyle"? The videos are shocking but they do show extreme cases of brutality, your right in what you say its just not as widespread as I think the video makes out.

Anyway thats the last time I run up my stairs with a plate full of pasta in tomatoe and basil sauce, got splatted on most steps and a few meters up the wall, beige carpet and walls :\ Took a good 30 mins of wasting my life cleaning that mess up
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that would never have happened with a chicken drumstick or a slab of steak :)
 
It would be an understatement to say the last few days have been humiliating, but it does just go to show that I can't keep this up any longer (no pun intended) and I have to get back to my recovery right away, I even had to call my sponsor earlier because I was certain that the girls in the porn were talking directly to me, it turns out that they actually were, which was a little weird, They got me all scared that a certain Frenchman was hiding in the house somewhere ready to attack though, so I called my sponsor and he calmed me down and I haven been relatively ok since then.

Just like in "House of Cards" although without the [spoil]death of Russo[/spoil] Rising from my deep dark depths and slowly building something better for myself that I can be happy doing without having to resort to some substances.


I'm sure you all had plenty of laughs, but I have always been the Jester!! Time to be more self aware and use common sense and be a bit more sensible.
 
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