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kate said:
*waves at Marmz*

Up late? do tell? :)
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shouldn't be. should be asleep already. sober tonight and no treats either. done nothing noteworthy either ... washing n wimmenz domestic goddess chores (erm, cleaning)

I can't believe it's 3.30am. jebus.

Veeery nice to see you posting though <3
 
It's been ages since I've been up at night on BL, nice to have a lovely bunch folks around at what 3.37am haha

Who's making the tea and rolling the virtual spliffs?

Newlass Jess?
 
Kate I dont take meds.. I can usually weather the storms of bi polar but occasionally my mood goes so high its dangerous.. I feel alright now. I will go and see the shrink but the sad thing is she has nothing to offer me but a listening ear.. 'the drugs dont work'.


Ed: My alter ego Kate... watch it.. she drinks kerosine. :\
 
Marmalade said:
shouldn't be. should be asleep already. sober tonight and no treats either. done nothing noteworthy either ... washing n wimmenz domestic goddess chores (erm, cleaning)

I can't believe it's 3.30am. jebus.

Veeery nice to see you posting though <3
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Are you not tired? Why the night cleaning? I did mine first thing, thankfully we've not made much mess.

I miss posting marmz, the mod thing has got me right down in the dumps :(
 
Hey its ladies night in EADD, Acid fit ever ed....... your gonna get your ass kicked lol

And HELLO Jess, hope your doing well<3 Look after yourself
 
Morning bl. Is not right for me to be awake and posting at this time and be sober, but sober i am. Just can't sleep at all for some reason. I'll stay up all night clattering on my keyboard on drugs, but come sober insomnia i suddenly feel the need to sneak around and be as silent as possible. Have made myself a stealth peppermint tea and brought my ipad to bed with me, probably will play some games until the need for sleep appears.

Stealth tea for everyone!
 
shit it 3.33am the witching hour

has phreaked me out since i watched the exorcism of emily rose on acid....wrong move X-(

i think any anxiety is self inflicted lol....some people never learn ;-)
 
It's a special occasion when you can get 4 wimmin of eadd in the same thread at the same time <3 Can we slag off the boy mods please? =D

NOW WE ARE 5!

Angelxxx
 
kate said:
Are you not tired? Why the night cleaning? I did mine first thing, thankfully we've not made much mess.

I miss posting marmz, the mod thing has got me right down in the dumps :(
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Eh, I'd rather you not go. You're the voice of experience and reason and keep the EADD mods mentored imo. I know it can be a miserable job at times. I'm not sure if you're going because you don't feel like posting much or because the job makes you unhappy? .. Can't you stay and take on another MOD aswell? ... so you can do the background organising and the other mods do the public stuff?

or if dropping your position means you're gonna stick around and post more then I guess that's a good thing for EADD and us in a way.

Not 100% sure what the situation/reasons are for you going kate, but I really really hope you stick around and post whatever happens <3

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Hola, Halo & Angel <3
 
Kate <3 <3 and all EADD ladies! <3 <3 <3 i must really be feeling the love, making those heart symbols is a complete vag-ache on an ipad. Wuv :-)

And indeed, you are a lovely mod kate. I dont know the boy mods enough to slag them off, but will slag off boys in general. Damn boys! Excepting the select few boys who dont deserve slagging off. I dont have any in my life right now, but sure they exist :)
 
I'm gonna reduce it to 4 now, cause I need to sleep. I had plans of getting up early but I doubt that'll happen now

plus I'm probably gonna take ages to nod off cause I'll be wondering what the fuck RLP is burying in his bin bags ... :sus:
 
Night night marmz. I have plans to wake up early too, meh, you never know. Sleep well! Bin bag dreams and musings aside.
 
Well I'm still scoofing brandy likes its going out of fashion, and really should take my benzo for sleepy time, but, I dont stay up late often lol
 
Blooby I do look after myself...Sometimes though myselfs start creatin and being mad and wild and I just cant cope . * head in hands* they are like demon children...I had a small episode at christmas. Small in comparison to being sectioned and I actually asked for help. I called CMHT and they did fuck all.

Anyway I just medicated it with sleeping pills and pregabalin... The fucking drug that made me put on 3 stone arghhh. I came off it and lost the do nut belly but now it seems I might have to take them regularly.. I dont know.. I just fucking dont.

I've got a christmas pic of a slimmer me which must be posted since I keep getting jabba fatty digs from various idiots.
 
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Marmalade said:
Eh, I'd rather you not go. You're the voice of experience and reason and keep the EADD mods mentored imo. I know it can be a miserable job at times. I'm not sure if you're going because you don't feel like posting much or because the job makes you unhappy? .. Can't you stay and take on another MOD aswell? ... so you can do the background organising and the other mods do the public stuff?

or if dropping your position means you're gonna stick around and post more then I guess that's a good thing for EADD and us in a way.

Not 100% sure what the situation/reasons are for you going kate, but I really really hope you stick around and post whatever happens <3
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Wish I could do exactly that Marmz, but they have rules n' whatnot. I've been an awful one for driving the female voice forward, as we are a very small collective of vaginas in a mass of pricks here 8) It can get all a tad testosterone n' ego fuelled without the right balance of ying & yang. Wish you'd consider it.

I've developed an obsessive toilet cleaning regime - what is that about 8(
 
JessHalo said:
Blooby I do look after myself...Sometimes though myselfs start creatin and being mad and wild and I just cant cope bloob.. * head in hands* they are like demon children...I had a small episode at christmas. Small in comparison to being sectioned and I actually asked for help. I called CMHT and they did fuck all.

Anyway I just medicated it with sleeping pills and pregabalin... The fucking drug that made me put on 3 stone arghhh. I came off it and lost the do nut belly but now it seems I might have to take them regularly.. I dont know.. I just fucking dont.

I've got a christmas pic of a slimmer me which must be posted since I keep getting jabba fatty digs from various idiots.
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Dont worry about the weight that's insignificant just now, your mental health is the main focus, try and get as much help as you can..
 
Night Marmz, lovely to catch you passing <3

Jess relax and don't sweat the simple stuff. Take a big deep breath into your belly right now, hold and then let it out slowly..that's all that matters right now, don't be worrying about the future, it'll take care of itself in its own good time. Be nice to you please <3

I insist you be very nice to you and allow yourself to feel good %) Do-it
 
between the lyrica and olazapine its making me become fatboy slim not the disc jockey lol

have stopped taking pregabalin dont tell me doc ;-)

@ypdh

you aint the only one whos been to hosp. i have more than once.i dont give a toss. bl can judge away

i used to like reading ur posts i like ur qttitude about stuff
 
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