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Gibberings CXLVIII: Three cheers to breakcorefiend!

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Not funny at all. You've got a lot to change and think about, if you end up putting yourself in those kind of situations.

I can't even make a trolling comment about this one. I'm that shocked.
 
Pagey said:
So I have an appointment with a nose specialist tomorrow to figure out surgery seeing as I haven't been able to breathe from my right nostril since I stylishly OD'ed on stims, fainted, fell on my face and broke it a couple months ago. I'm currently trying to think of a subtle way to find out if snorting drugs will still be possible after the surgery, like if the inside of my nose will in any way be changed forever or something.
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my blood pressure was so low my heart would probably have stopped if I hadn't checked myself in. Then they hooked me up to a billion machines and proceeded to insulting me for being a druggie for the next 2 days. Hospitals <3
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I remember you posting about this episode in September (AL-LAD + ACO-DMT + 800mg 4FA + 8mg xanax, very dehydrated, concussion) and back then you were also complaining about how you were treated badly, like a druggie, and that they "refused to tell you anything" in the hospital. To me it sounded like you should be thanking them for saving you from stim OD complications and for running subsequent monitoring and tests on you, but it seemed like you could only complain about how you didn't get the respectful warm treatment you expected to deserve.

Now you're back moaning about them "insulting me for being a druggie", and trying to figure out if you can snort more drugs with the broken nose? :/
 
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dont wanna get out of bed. ive gotta pick someone up from standsted today and i cant be bothered with driving either

meh
 
Innit. I tried the old 'oh looks like it's too frosty to drive' but the sun is coming out full whack and it's blatantly not gonna be by the time I leave the house.
 
fucking freezing. Been up all night doing techy stuff thanks to my internet getting cut off... but going to bed now %)
 
strange box of lovely weirdness ..... & the Reddit commentary

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Guess it belongs on PD but 60mg had me scared I was going to go mad & was close to ringing 999 for some help, for me it's savage visual effects for 20 mins then drops off to basic colour effects of black & white but puts me in a "stoned" state & have 1,000 ideas a minute.
I step to it with a huge respect & a slight fear.
 
knock said:
fucking freezing. Been up all night doing techy stuff thanks to my internet getting cut off... but going to bed now %)
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just before i woke up. Wont be seeing you today then. Got to do this fuckin college assignment and shave about 3 weeks of beard off. I dont think even mach 3s will cope with this, and the hairs are too long for electric razors. Maybe i need a cut throat razor, or maybe thats the last thing i need lol.
 
It's a beautiful morning here. Crisp, crystal clear, and the sun's still just about warm enough for you to feel it. I wish I'd taken my time over getting to work today, rather than rushing in from the surgery.

Had a lithium level test this morning - big old needle. The nurse apologised for her cold hands before debating where she was going to go. This may have been my most profoundly sexual experience in months.
 
I'm doing well with the lithium, thanks. The first week was full of side effects, none of which were crippling, but since then it's been nothing but positive.

This may well change when my dose goes up, and I may be complaining about it all the time, but so far I'm impressed with the stuff. Life hasn't had quite the same overwhelming emotional intensity to it.
 
i suppose if the lows are less low then the highs are gonna be less high ? Though im not sure of the nature of the bipolar high as to whether its actually pleasurable or just manic/chatoic hell. Ive knoiwn several bipolar people, its easier to ask someone on an internet than to ask them face to face sometimes.
 
It varies - sometimes the highs can be great fun, but more often than not they're accompanied by some degree of chaos and losing the plot. And usually there's a crash not far behind.

I can see why some people might miss the intensity of their manic phases, but I don't feel like a zombie in the slightest. It's allowed me to view myself and my situation in a far more detached, less emotional way.

Should've done it years ago. Ah well.
 
Bodda said:
What is your view on it?
If I ever catch the swine that said it was the same as mushrooms I am gonna slap 'em.
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I quite liked it but I was a bit disappointed on the visuals front, I was expecting much more from what I'd heard. Nicely euphoric though.
 
mydrugbuddy said:
As long as you dont feel like you are loosing your personality then it all sounds good.
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I have felt a little bit weird, and I suppose life won't be quite the same again, but it's definitely not a case of losing my personality. More like getting it back piece-by-piece.

It's unusual to start again at 33, but that's how it feels.
 
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