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Gibberings CXLVIII: Three cheers to breakcorefiend!

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knock said:
You still doing that? I suppose you mean convince Windows that the USB drive is a USB drive?

Haven't the foggiest! I'd probably fire up disk management to see what it made of the situation.
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I've done all that shizzle and into the registry now, fekin thing.

I want to run Ubuntu on it on this old EEPC, almost there, I could go and find another USB drive the right size but that would be too easy.

I got a nice Bluetooth keyboard today for my phone, so the old netbook is redundant and need a home.

What you still doing up anyway, it's usually just me Dan and a big pile of stims by now:D
 
I went off on a 3-MeO-PCP adventure and got told I'm to give it a rest. At the peak, it was all about how I was actually made of drugs, and everyone can tell just by looking at me that I'm on drugs all the time.

So I'm gonna take a little drug break! Pagey vowed to help me out, I came up with a cunning ruse, we can all be connected to each other 24 hours a day if we all just leave our chat windows open. I could even go and do the dishes without saying goodbye. But Pagey insisted on closing her laptop. She logged off! I was devastated. She had triple vision! I suggested that she invest in far superior Quadrovision.
 
knock said:
I went off on a 3-MeO-PCP adventure and got told I'm to give it a rest. At the peak, it was all about how I was actually made of drugs, and everyone can tell just by looking at me that I'm on drugs all the time.
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hahah, I kinda love that weirdness only chemicals can provide, I recall F&B proclaimed the significance of staplers to most of the towns local residence on a PCP analogue of some kind.

I was at a big illegal festival thing way back and had to haul some bloke on PCP off my friends car, he had smashed part of the window convinced it was his own house and he needed to get in as he had no trousers. Felt a bit sorry for him so we looked after him until he straightened out, he was so upset about the damage and paid for autoglass to come out and sort it......still took the piss out of him though.:D
 
it was about some characters and a fascinating plot.

At the start of the story, the characters were introduced, one by one.

To begin, a secondary character, who has very little significance in the story, was introduced. His various attributes were exhibited through cunning literary devices. The critics were impressed.

Contemporary themes were interwoven throughout the dark, dense dialogue.
 
Contemporary themes were interwoven throughout the dark, dense dialogue

tag of my life :D

now back away from the PCP FFS;)
 
ColtDan said:
100mg of aMT, bloody hell. still been meaning to try that ive got 500mg here somewhere, had it for over a year, the long comeup put me off and reports of the dosing being dodgy, too low and its feeling sick and pretty crap, too high n its crazy. might give it a bash over christmas on my 2 weeks off. pagey you tried dmt?

clonz earlier, bloody hell theyre pretty strong. thought i preferred them over vallies but i aint sure
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Do Not touch the fukin stuff i tell thee tis fukin EVIL SHITE . i don't say that about many drugs but i will about this one . If you wanna know why i despise it so much i will pm you .
 
brimz said:
Do Not touch the fukin stuff i tell thee tis fukin EVIL SHITE . i don't say that about many drugs but i will about this one . If you wanna know why i despise it so much i will pm you .
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Really ?? I'd heard good things other than the duration, I haven't done proper psychedelics in a long time, was right into my acid for a good while but couldn't get on with it and going out so stopped taking it.

I always preferred to be with a few good friends sat in and really have a go at the stuff and get immersed, Throbbing Gristle on acid followed by Buthole surfers needs a chair to sit it:D
 
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Lol brimz. No and no 8)
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After some stalking i found that the girl you did go with was pretty buff any luck with her ?

You can tell her that btw "that your mate rekons she is buff " N if she want's i'll take her to Portugal ( if her parents let her go ) she is over 18 i take it ?

Thanks mate be sure to get on that 1st thing .
 
Allein said:
Really ?? I'd heard good things other than the duration, I haven't done proper psychedelics in a long time, was right into my acid for a good while but couldn't get on with it and going out so stopped taking it.

I always preferred to be with a few good friends sat in and really have a go at the stuff and get immersed, Throbbing Gristle on acid followed by Buthole surfers needs a chair to sit it:D
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yeah I've only used aMT a couple of times but they were good times :)
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If you call having a good time having a psychotic episode , then when the fukin paramedics turn up being given Naloxene ( the Opiate Anti DOte ) when your not even overdosing thus putting you in severe withdrawls as well as being psychotic then dragged up to the Hospital n just left when in fact they should have administered Charcoal to induce vomiting n then sedated me & insering a central line in my neck

But no they butchered my femerol vein trying to get a vein after a few hours of this i honestly thought "if i don't get outta here they are gonna either end up making have my bad leg amputated or worse kill me so i discharged myself

still psychotic & in severe WDS . Got to my Mums saw that they had created an abcess as big as a snooker ball honestly probably bigger on my groin .

Went to the NHS walk in got anti biotics was told to see GP on tuesday it was a Bank Holiday , he wasn't in thought fuk here we go .

I was in so much pain that the DOC gave me oxy n ?S asked 28 of em i re requested said script 3 times in 7 days ffs that is some serious pain .

So yeah i was left with permenant damage to my already bad leg but i did get an oxy RX out of it .

Would rather have not hadthe oxy rx tbh rather than have to go through that .

So yeah not a fan of that shite

Thatis the condensed version btw :\
 
How goes it Brimz? not really chatted for time mate, I know things have been a bit difficult of late hope there lookin up

Psychotic episodes are kind of a risk with psychedelics, what about the AMT set you off?
 
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I'm ok atm read the post above that will scare the shit out of you !! It did me . Yeah my Mum has been in n out of Hospital , hopefully everything is sorted now .

I'm back on the gear but tbh i want to be on it & as a good friend said to me " as long as you are looking after yerself eating well n such then daily Heroin use is feasible "

Obviously you have to have the connects to get cheap decent stuff but i has them . After that aMT episode i decided stick to the real brimz drugs , Heroin , Crack , benzos, Weed n a very occasional bit of MDMA . Still not drinking btw must be 4 months nearly %)
 
Allein said:
How goes it Brimz? not really chatted for time mate, I know things have been a bit difficult of late hope there lookin up

Psychotic episodes are kind of a risk with psychedelics, what about the AMT set you off?
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i have no idea mate , i think it was possibly because i was trying to put to much pressure on myself to get off Methadone .

It's that stigma thing n 4 some reason i started thinking i wanted off Opiates n tbh i didn't want anything of the sort but certain influences were giving me ideas about how much better my life would be without them .##

Well i can say with all honesty " My life is not better without Opiates i like them & will continue to take them possibly for the rest of my life"

You see i am comfortable with that where as other folk are always trying to give up n then they relapse n that takes a huge tole on your mental health .

IMO i'm better off on my Methadone n Benzo's n using gear on top i never have any psychotic episodes that's for sure & it doesn't make me depressed far from it Opiates are the ultimate anti Depression drugs.
 
Good news sounds better than when I last heard, my old man aint to good but I guess it goes with the territory.

I'd kinda like to try some psychedelics again (DMT and DOM before I die) but leave them alone at the moment as I'm not sure my heads in the right place, had some good times on acid though, there were 3 of us on it every weekend and when you trust people the acid humour is beyond words. I used to take it at parties 90-92 with speed but when it moved from underground small club things to big warehouses I didn't feel comfortable so stopped. Took just speed for a bit then then snowballs landed ;)

I good friend lost is on 2 black micro dots and was never the same, turned on me and others with paranoia lost the plot and got locked up, horrible seeing people like that but he would insist on dropping the second one, one was one of the strongest trips Ive ever had.

I haven't had a drink for over 2 years apart from a very minor slip up, most of that bottle went down the sink, I don't miss it. I never used to drink anyhow just something that went with the coke TBH.

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i have no idea mate , i think it was possibly because i was trying to put to much pressure on myself to get off Methadone .QUOTE]

It often doesn't take much and it's difficult to pull back when your in that place, did you not have anything to try and bring it to a close. I've never tried but assumed benzos would help, Chlorpromazine is often quoted, I have some and have been on it, I'm not sure I would prefer to ride it out TBH

On the mend though, and leave them kiddies drugs to the kiddies :D
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In many ways our early drug taking & partying are pretty similar , i could take loads of Psychs back then , obviously combined with proper E's & decent Phet .

Since i started my Opiate career they have no real pull but i thought i would dabble again mainly due to the circumstances i have already explained all it has done is re a firm my love for Opiates LOL!

Yeah well chuffed to be off the booze i don't get craving or anything , best thing i have done for years quitting that poison . I never got on the spirits like you but i was a Special Brew drinker n it was not uncommon for me to have my 1st can at 9am
 
I was drinking nearly a litre bottle of whiskey a day every day for nearly 2 years it wasn't till I stopped I realised how ill it was making me, I don't drink at all now and rarely even think about it. It's poison at abuse levels as well as making you depressed and anxious, throwing a stupid Diaz habit on the top was a total car crash, I just stick to the occasional Xanax these days mate, a few every couple of weeks to take the edge of the stims.

I'd be better doing no drugs but I seem to be keeping it under reasonable control, the speed is more of an issue than benzos these days but I've been doing that on and off for years......clearly I've not reached your ripe age as yet;)
 
As ,long as it's not impacting on yer family or work life then i don't see drug use as a problem . Of course there are few full time Heroin ? opiate addicts that can function in society but there are more than many folk think .

I don't work due to a Mental Health condition & also a physical one but if that wasn't the case i believe that i could work & still do OPiates on a daily basis .

Of course when you have been using 20 odd years like me it get's easier as the Heroin is cheaper n easier to get as you get better connections
 
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