I for one have always considered you a cunt of the highest order, I'm a little concerned that that hasn't been clear, I shall make sure I remind you on a more regular basis.
'Concern'......'trust'.......I know you too well to patronise you with information you already know or to lecture on destructive drink and drug use, you know the territory and I know that you still have much more to offer the world, being a cunt is just the start.
I'm making a point of saying and doing things that I feel I need to but wouldn't have done in the past so I'll post this here.
Your a good man Sam, one of the very few people I felt an instant connection with. I need you to be there because your probably the only one that really understands what I'm going through when the shit hits the fan and I'm in the dark and can't see the way out, don't think this is some kind of crude emotional blackmail because I can assure you it is not.
I know things are bleak right now but they will get better, things will change ...they always do. Hang on in there, damage limitation and all that, you've started down a path at least see where it leads you, don't sabotage yourself, we both know how that works.
Bollox to anyone that thinks the above is too gushing or sentimental, I've missed too many opportunities to reach out to people in my life already.
You know the drill, no response is required but if you ever need any help from a burnt out has been you know where I am.