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So this is the second night this week we're going to be in bed before nine because of a spider. There was a massive one turned up on the floor the other night, which the fucking dog ran away from. I thought it was tiny cos I'm blind and didn't have my glasses on but turns out it's massive and I was just sat on the sofa moderating the fuck out of EADD when girlthing went 'oh god it's behind you' and there's this fucking faux-tarantula sat on the wall behind me.

So in the absence of a dog that has balls or an actual manly man, bed it is. And as soon as we get the keys to my place, we'll burn this one down.
 
do you still have a 26 inch waist and wear skin tight trousers? sound more like a manly boy
 
I swear spiders are not more afraid of you than you are of them. It's a myth.

Those fuckers love to scare the shit out of people.
 
28" now, Dan. :|

Too much food, not enough drugs.

Boad shoulders though, and a light-welterweight boxer's frame, courtesy of fortunate genetics.

Everything else is pretty rubbish.
 
Have you sampled your treat yet Sam? I wouldn't trust myself around heroin, willpower is definitely not my strong point when opiates are involved. I'm bad enough with codeine.
 
Sammy G said:
I can offer my services as a 'manly man', snolly.

I'm awfully cheap too, y'know?
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Your not cheap just a, priceless would be more my call;)

What is a 'manly man' anyway, I don't feel I fit the mould, yep I can spin a spanner, turn a screwdriver and even do a bit of rudimentary welding and such. I work in technology, hold doors open for a lady (anyone really) and like to think I have traditional manners and a special protective respect for the fairer sex.

Conversely I don't like any sport,love to dance, don't go down the pub have no conscious hangups around sexuality or gender.

I tend to shy away from women for fear of them thinking my intentions are anything more than friendship but when I do manage to break through that issue those relationships seem to wok better than those I manage to form with men, obviously there are exceptions in both cases and in between, I was once very close friends with a transsexual.

More and more I'm not sure where I fit in the world....in fact I'm pretty sure I don't...fit...reflected in the user b=name ...alone I guess
 
curious_24 said:
Have you sampled your treat yet Sam? I wouldn't trust myself around heroin, willpower is definitely not my strong point when opiates are involved. I'm bad enough with codeine.
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Ooh yeah. And it's sexy heroin. I wouldn't trust myself with this stuff.

Allein? Priceless? I'll take that in both contexts. Thanks. <3

Any man who doubts my masculinity soon changes his mind when he sees me with a bottle of bourbon and his girlfriend.
 
I don't trust myself around any chemicals of recreational interest, this is based on direct experience.

I've always avoided heroin, initially because it just wasn't the kinda scene I was into, psychedelics and stims being much more prevalent.

I'm sure I would have tried the stuff by now, given I know enough to understand a habit takes a reasonable amount of dedication to acquire but I've managed to develop a morbid suicide ideation centered around the stuff, fuck knows why but not a winner for enjoying the indulgence.
 
I like heroin. It's a good buzz when smoked, and I don't tend to get as sick off it as I do with other opies...Plugged it more than anything else, but unfortunately plugging UK heroin isn't actually that effective. However I've no interest in shooting the stuff, and the smoked high doesn't last long enough for my liking so it's not something I've returned to time and time again.

Now oxy...There's an opiate I can fall in love with.
 
Oxy seems to be very habit forming fro what I can tell from reports here and elsewhere, anything you can snort would likely become an instant issue for me.

I'm pretty sure cocaine was very much of a game changer for me, prior to getting into coke I had the ability to have drugs in the house and not take them for weeks on end.

I've always been more into stims than anything else, mainly due to using drugs to fuel 12 hour outlandish dancing sessions, unlike some I never took anything to take the edge off the comedown, I think the afterglow of MDXX probably helped and then back to work took my mind off how shit I felt, it was more of a way of life week in week out.

A fair few friends started on heroin as a means to cushion the crash from copious amounts of MDXX and inevitably coke and crack.

My experience of opiates has been almost entirely through legitimate prescription medication since my bike accident, MST slow release seems to have very little addiction potential for me, codeine is pleasant and I could see how you I could get into problems with it but the allure is not that strong.

That said despite my state I got significant pleasure from IV morphine whilst in hospital, I had the little green button to press for another dose and they upped the amount and frequency for a bit due to the extent of the surgery.

I could see myself retreating into a drug like heroin quite quickly and forsaking the few things I've managed to hold onto over the years that mean anything to me.

The ideation thing is an odd one that I have recently discussed with my doctor, it seems like a discrete issue of obsession, going back on ADs seemed to just switch it off. I've no view on if I would ever actually attempt suicide and I don't think the ideation necessarily suggests I would be more likely to do so .

Someone posted the other day about suicide attempts being cries for help, it might be true in some cases but for me the whole subject is much more complex and more about choices and available options.

apologies for the ramble
 
parttime crackhead said:
Knock - How did your firefighting shift go??? Rescue any cats?
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It only just started.

I got an email from the Assistant Fire Chief thanking me for letting them know. Fuck knows if Knock USA found out he was supposed to start work 13 minutes ago.

I went climbing and managed to vomit twice. Both times it started while I was 20 feet off the ground. I got down in time not to spray everyone from a great height, made a mess at the bin first chuck though. Second time I made it to the toilet before the eruption.
 
I find oxy to be abit shite But i'll take em for the fuck of it. can give or take them. been doing them on and off for around a year
 
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