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Gibberings CXIII - Cocks r us

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4-FA and mxe are great together, didn't like it mixed with straight stims though, way too sketchy. Best mix I'd say is with AMT, lush would be a massive understatement.
 
I can attest that I am consuming the best amphetamine that I have had in years :D

I feel like I should be out trying to fuck girls but I probably shouldn't considering I am being watched :|
 
breakcorefiend said:
I can attest that I am consuming the best amphetamine that I have had in years :D

I feel like I should be out trying to fuck girls but I probably shouldn't considering I am being watched :|
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On good speed I'd have massive shrinkage anyway, pointless to be hitting on the ladies, with randoms anyway, with a girl who knows you it's different
 
the fluorinated amps are great, 4-fma doesn't give me any problems atall with shrinkage hahaha, it's quite pro-sexual really, but only if I let my attention go in that direction. I'm managing to stay focused on being productive instead so far.
 
Har har har yaas the shrinkage is present but tbh I ain't interested in making the effort to pull right now, just enjoying the euphoria rippling over me :D
 
Ceres said:
the fluorinated amps are great, 4-fma doesn't give me any problems atall with shrinkage hahaha, it's quite pro-sexual really, but only if I let my attention go in that direction. I'm managing to stay focused on being productive instead so far.
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4-FA doesn't shrink me as much as normal speed does though, I honestly don't know why. MDPV gives me massive shrinkage but only after a few days, never in the first day of the binge, I need to be on it for a while before I get that. Showers on the third or fourth day are funny, you're like wtf where did it go?
 
I never used to get shrinkage on peev. Or if I did it was easily overcome. Seems to have superweenywinky power now though. Last few runs I had ended up with no choice but sitty-downy wee-wees after a coupla days. Can't aim summat you can't find. GBL cures all shrinkage woes for any stim if required tho, thankfully.
 
Still on the gbl now & then (or more often)? I would adore that stuff if i could handle the taste, the few memories i have with it were good, though couldn't drink any juice i'd tried to dilute the gbl with for a year afterwards :( Good toknow though! Always wished ghb powder was more common, same thing after mxe liver cba thing right?

Bah eadd's gone to sleep wish i could with it. I think ther mxe has just made me proper reflective lol, forgot mxe adds to my insomnia
 
pontifex01 said:
I mean I've had months on end when I lose touch with society and life in general and end up living like a squalid, psychotic hermit but it's always because drug abuse was involved. Not this time, I'm clean as a fucking whistle. What an absolute piss-take.
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Snap.

Pisser innit? I'm convinced that the less drugs I take the shitier life becomes in general. Not just cos drugz iz kool but more cos I really do become a total recluse and get less than fuck all done ever. At least on the droogiez I manage to get just very slightly more than fuck all done which keeps me on an accetable level, but with no drugs I definitely go backwards and don't even manage to keep on top of the basics like paying rent/bills, speaking to people occasionally, moving further than from sofa to toilet and back, etc. Tis arsery.

In other news, I'm very impressed at the effectiveness of these Gaviscon pills I got off the doctor today. Presume they're the same as the OTC ones but have only ever had the liquid before. Have had brutal heartburn for the last few months so the doc gave me a script for omeprazole and Gaviscon pills. Am well impressed - not even needed the omeprazole yet. Good good :)
 
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I want a normal sleeping pattern again. I've completely lost control of my life this past week (shit like doing the laundry, the dishes and steady work) for the simple, ridiculous reason that I can't get any sort of regular sleep. My body-clock is all over the fucking shop.

I mean I've had months on end when I lose touch with society and life in general and end up living like a squalid, psychotic hermit but it's always because drug abuse was involved. Not this time, I'm clean as a fucking whistle. What an absolute piss-take.
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It happens to me as well, I always foolishly blamed drugs for my periods of complete social abstinence, the I realized I don't anything to fuck up, I just have a natural tendency to fail at life, simple as that.

Shambles just read your post, I'm exactly the same.
 
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Bah tried getting my head down just now, an hour with no success, i feel yooz pain. People tell me to stay up during the day and i'l kip the next night but barely ever happens that way, trying to sort myself out but insomnia is quite an issue sometimes, doing volunteer work when you're sketched with 3 hrs sleep over 3 days.. bah. I become an utter recluse w/o drugs truth be told my head just doesnt feel right ha.

Ponti you tried ya GP? dont think they're too adverse to scripting zopiclone which can really help with sleep, or even CBT can help with it, there is help out there & as my old man loves to say when shits on an 'even keel' (still dunno what that means) it'l hopefully fall a bit more into place :) Hugely depends on your dr though :/

Luckily i just found a stray real 2mg lorazepam :D, washed down with a few completely fake yellows from pk, but hey placebo has its place
 
conked out earlier for about 6 hours can't sleep now...don't mix heroin and methadone...now i can't sleep, fucked with everything at the mo..world hurry up and end, well at last bring some big exciting change with the end of that calendar....i've been going far too slowly, but if you're going nowhere what#s the rush?
 
I spend at least a couple of hours in bed every night wishing that when I wake up I'm not me anymore but I've reincarnated into Maru the Cat, that way I'd have a nice old lady who cleans my litter box regularly, feeds me, buys me catnip. My life would be sorted all I'd have to do is purr and jump into boxes, and the videos of me doing this would generate millions of youtube hits and a huge income for the household, which is more than I ever achieved in 28 years of pathetic presence on this planet.

Please Mayans I hope you were right
 
you sound like you need some hugs kenny <3

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If you're bored and looking for something to watch, have you ever seen the TV show Eastbound and Down?

It's a blokes type of comedy and funny as fuck, lots of belly laughs.

You can download it here from eztv if it sounds like your kinda thing ... not sure what your net situation is where you are so dunno if you can dl torrents or not, but the speeds are always shit hot from there ... will edit the link out later cause posting torrents is verboten
 
Not planning any vacation mr cheerful, but if they were right thats £85 that could've been graciously spent on delectable amounts of heroin ;) our existence may mean nothing and may be coming to an abrupt end but no harm in enjoying it while we can ey?

Right gonna get my head down and not move (probably) & stare at the wall all night. Nighty night eadd
 
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