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Gibberings CXIII - Cocks r us

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It's one of those IRL Japanese pokemon?

It's an axolotl but photoshopped to make it look like a Mudkip. I've seen live axolotl at the Aquarium over here, they don't actually look that much like Mudkips:(



That's how it actually looked, such a let down, well at least the sharks were cool

 
Axolotls are fuckin cool. Do their limbs fall off if they get stressed or have I imagined that?

5mg Etiz over the course of the night washed down with some frankly awful vodka.
Why the fuck can I not sleep?
 
7mg and more Vodka.

Either my brians faulty or its this dodgy vodka or etiz.
 
Took 1 a few days ago and 2 about 10 days before that. The 2 I took ten days ago had me in quite the benzo haze.
Surely tolerance can't build up that quick?
 
They look like de-blistered etilaam ones, but they could just be loose pills I suppose.
 
What's withdrawals like on etizolam? Do you think I could use them to help with my diaz taper?

I don't have ny experience with long term benzo use so I can't compare them with proper benzos, but after a year of daily use coming off the etizolam was quite bad, obviously it's all subjective and a lot of people here might think it's just me being a wimp, I know there's people who have been doing benzos for decades. For me though it was terrible, I didn't get any shakes or convulsions, I don't know whether the fact I was still on daily kratom with cheeky amounths of oxy thrown here and there had a role in preventing physical stuff.

At the mental level I felt dissociated and everything felt unreal, dreamy even, completely lost my appetite(etiz game me munchies), threw up a bit as well, couldn't hold food down, drinking alcohol even just a beer made me violently sick. Almost no sleep for days, almost a week maybe, intense nightmares when actually managed to fall asleep. I've had some depression and severe lack of motivation since I quit(august). The past few weeks it's been getting better though, at least the depression, but maybe it's because the weather has been getting warmer, I don't know.
 
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