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Gibberings CXIII : A walk in the park
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brimz
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breakcorefiend
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Only just spotted this, Yeah man i hope everything is all good with him, He was mentioning he had been shooting a LOT of coke recently then went silent, hope everything is ok, if anyone has his number maybe send him a text? Im going to send him a message on facebook now actually
brimz
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When was he last about ?
I bet he's fine .
I bet he's fine .
Mental Kenny
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I want to try pure DMT, never had a chance too, sounds like my sort of thing.
When I was making Ayahusca, well my own custom versions, I have to say this as in some forums you get insulted and flamed if you refer to a mimosa brew as Aya as it's not whet they traditionally use in the Amazon, I was usually buying both psychotria viridis and mimosa hostilis for the tryptamine juice and brew with both, the viridis is better for the taste as it doesn't have as many tannins as the mimosa. The mimosa is more bang for your buck and it's much more reliable and consistant in terms of strenght. That way I would have a viridis dominant brew with added mimosa for extra strenght.
Obviously I would also had b.caapi to the mix(this is the MAOI inhibitor), tried about a dozen types, however I would still preload with a syrian rue extract, as sometimes the caapi alone didn't provide enough oral activation and it would be a waste of a brew. Also b.caapi is bloody expensive and you do need quite a bit to be certain you'll feel the brew, however it's not always consistent, so for me it was always better to take some rue extract first(tried the seeds as well, which just made me gag like crazy, the extract is much better). Bad thing about the caapi is that depends on where you buy, some times it can be shredded, which is very convenient, while some other times you just get this piece of solid vine that you need to crush with a hammer.
In all honesty though the strongest brews were the very crude ones where I only used a lot of mimosa after the rue. Insanely visual and euphoric, however the proper ones did feel more "whole" and complete, also easier on the body in terms of nausea.
I admit that when I started making it it was because my shroom grow box had gotten mouldy while in storage during the summer and my acid contact had finally succumbed to paranoia and stopped selling. So for a couple of months I could only find very weak blotter(the sort of stuff you need five for a proper strong trip) and decided to give it a go, yet again on some of the forums you get insulted if you admit to this as Aya should be seen as a "sacrament".
Thing is though that with time I actually did see why people consider it to be different than all other psychedelics, it does have a special deep vibe. I mean I had some reality shattering acid trips, but while my logical knowledge of the universe was being turned upside down and fucked in the bum, I was still giggling at the Beavis and Butthead voices I was hearing in my head, for me acid has always been very pop culture in terms of visuals and mental effects. Aya is different, you do feel a presence, or guiding spirit, sometimes it's friendly and you feel like it takes your hand and leads you through it, some other times it's angry and vengeful because you didn't respect the sacrament(ate meat in the week before, didn't fast, had sex, or had other drugs in your system).
I don't want to sound like a hippie twat but once I didn't respect the Aya rules(all the dietary restrictions and soul cleansing regiment that should precede the experience) and went to a part the night before, where I did Es and coke and shagged a foreign student. I was not only violently ill during the trip but I did feel a presence scolding me for my behaviour.
Such a shame I'm shit at chemistry or else I would have done an extraction already. I would definately take it orally though, for me a proper trip needs to creep up on you, take you to places, I also need time to process informationa and eventual insights and then come down to reality. Although the smoked ten minutes hit does sound tempting.
When I was making Ayahusca, well my own custom versions, I have to say this as in some forums you get insulted and flamed if you refer to a mimosa brew as Aya as it's not whet they traditionally use in the Amazon, I was usually buying both psychotria viridis and mimosa hostilis for the tryptamine juice and brew with both, the viridis is better for the taste as it doesn't have as many tannins as the mimosa. The mimosa is more bang for your buck and it's much more reliable and consistant in terms of strenght. That way I would have a viridis dominant brew with added mimosa for extra strenght.
Obviously I would also had b.caapi to the mix(this is the MAOI inhibitor), tried about a dozen types, however I would still preload with a syrian rue extract, as sometimes the caapi alone didn't provide enough oral activation and it would be a waste of a brew. Also b.caapi is bloody expensive and you do need quite a bit to be certain you'll feel the brew, however it's not always consistent, so for me it was always better to take some rue extract first(tried the seeds as well, which just made me gag like crazy, the extract is much better). Bad thing about the caapi is that depends on where you buy, some times it can be shredded, which is very convenient, while some other times you just get this piece of solid vine that you need to crush with a hammer.
In all honesty though the strongest brews were the very crude ones where I only used a lot of mimosa after the rue. Insanely visual and euphoric, however the proper ones did feel more "whole" and complete, also easier on the body in terms of nausea.
I admit that when I started making it it was because my shroom grow box had gotten mouldy while in storage during the summer and my acid contact had finally succumbed to paranoia and stopped selling. So for a couple of months I could only find very weak blotter(the sort of stuff you need five for a proper strong trip) and decided to give it a go, yet again on some of the forums you get insulted if you admit to this as Aya should be seen as a "sacrament".
Thing is though that with time I actually did see why people consider it to be different than all other psychedelics, it does have a special deep vibe. I mean I had some reality shattering acid trips, but while my logical knowledge of the universe was being turned upside down and fucked in the bum, I was still giggling at the Beavis and Butthead voices I was hearing in my head, for me acid has always been very pop culture in terms of visuals and mental effects. Aya is different, you do feel a presence, or guiding spirit, sometimes it's friendly and you feel like it takes your hand and leads you through it, some other times it's angry and vengeful because you didn't respect the sacrament(ate meat in the week before, didn't fast, had sex, or had other drugs in your system).
I don't want to sound like a hippie twat but once I didn't respect the Aya rules(all the dietary restrictions and soul cleansing regiment that should precede the experience) and went to a part the night before, where I did Es and coke and shagged a foreign student. I was not only violently ill during the trip but I did feel a presence scolding me for my behaviour.
Such a shame I'm shit at chemistry or else I would have done an extraction already. I would definately take it orally though, for me a proper trip needs to creep up on you, take you to places, I also need time to process informationa and eventual insights and then come down to reality. Although the smoked ten minutes hit does sound tempting.
TheSpade
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Pretty sure he was last on a few days ago and said he'd been doing a lot of drugs / partying. Bet he's fine.
Mugz
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lets get off this subject now please. I'm gonna head to bed to avoid temptation to do naughty drugs that I shouldn't have.
Mugz
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night night
brimz
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Night you
Big Druggy
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Inso
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Yo whats gwanin
I am stoned as hell listenin to some ZZ top eating a large bowl of sweets due to the lack of trick or treating kids last night. Used to be loads, maybe parents too scared these days to let em out or what hah
I am stoned as hell listenin to some ZZ top eating a large bowl of sweets due to the lack of trick or treating kids last night. Used to be loads, maybe parents too scared these days to let em out or what hah
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Mugz
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Can't sleep, on phone in bed, tired. Got dentist tomorrow
Mugz
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Second attempt at sleep for me, phone battery is gonna die and there's no way I'm getting out of bed again now, night night me lovelies
Mental Kenny
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Second attempt at sleep for me, phone battery is gonna die and there's no way I'm getting out of bed again now, night night me lovelies
Sleep well. Shit it's 3pm, I haven't done anything today, well took the trash out, which by EADD standards can probably be considered a highly productive day, however I cut corners and mixed cans, bottles, pizza boxes and food waste all together and chucked everything in the big bins downstairs, oops.
Would be down to the pub if it weren't so bloody expensive, might check my online bank statement to give me motivation to send job applications. My flatmate is playing Assassin Creed, I wish I still had a partition on my computer so I could play games, I love Ubuntu/Linux, but sometimes I miss being able to play a game and have ten hours go in the blink of an eye. Now I play this game called Critical Strike, it's basically exactly the same as Counter Strike but it can run on Android, so I can play on my Galaxy, there's lots of online servers as well, I usually go on the Korean ones. The other week I was on bath salts I played non-stop all night, but it does get annoying playing on a phone touch screen.
third eye squeegee
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Mmm.. it was for a 'friend' at one stage yesterday if I'm not mistaken...
I'm starting to think your pronouncements about the move home and cleaning up your act are just words Mugz... do you actually intend to take a break and get your shit together, or are you just typing whatever you think people want to hear?
breakcorefiend
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Lol if ya read back through the thread his excuses become flakier 
Got the docs at 2pm, got benzos arriving, would it be stupid to combine a small amount of clonazepam with opium before the docs? Bit on an easy question that tbh lol, it's more a case of 'can I wait till 2' lol
Got the docs at 2pm, got benzos arriving, would it be stupid to combine a small amount of clonazepam with opium before the docs? Bit on an easy question that tbh lol, it's more a case of 'can I wait till 2' lol
yeah, I definately had a sense of a 'presence' on my trips, one totally benign and reassuring, the other alien and scary as fuck. I'm sure Carl Jung would have had something to say about where these two primitives come from in the human mind.
I don't buy into all the stuff about shamans and plant teachers / plant spirits, I'm not a south american native afterall. Only thing I did before the trips was not eat much and only stuff that wouldn't be dodgy with an MAOI.
Not eating stuff was a good idea, since I threw up both times after drinking the MH/SR drink heheh.
Eating some pure DMT along with a pharmaceutical MAOI would be much nicer I think.
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