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Gibberings CXCII - Limited Squirrel Bizniz

Those auld clocks work different.

They do a more quiet ring, kind of like a warning, before they go off and really wake you up.
 
I consistently wake up a minute or two before my alarm clock (phone alarm in my case) goes off. I also consistently wake up a minute or two before early morning phone calls when I am expecting them - even if I don't know when exactly to expect them. And I also wake up consistently a minute or two before the end of TV programmes and the like if I happen to fall asleep whilst watching them.

I take from this that I have an incredibly good internal alarm system but it is wound and set in somewhat arbitrary ways.
 
I fucking pissed my bed the other night, my alarm went off and I didn't need to get up, so went straight back to sleep. Some super REM sleep, where I dreamed I was a cat (never embodied another animal in a dream, so that was cool). o the first thing I donee as a cat was piss in my dream garden/my bed. 26 and still wets the bed. What, say summin.
 
Look on the bright side, House. Did you shit the bed? Nope. I'd score that as a win personally. Perspective and that, eh? ;)<3

BTW, I can't remember the last time I pissed myself whilst sleeping but definitely within the last 5-10 years. I am 39 so make of that what you will.

FTR, I only ever seem to piss the bed when I get vivid dreams of needing a piss. Usually invovles very clear visions of dashing to a toilet (usually a public lavatory) then followed by greatly extended and greatly joyous (bordeing on erotic almost) visions of great gushing relief.

Then I wake up wet and have to do some laundry.

:o
 
Look on the bright side, House. Did you shit the bed? Nope. I'd score that as a win personally. Perspective and that, eh? ;)<3

BTW, I can't remember the last time I pissed myself whilst sleeping but definitely within the last 5-10 years. I am 39 so make of that what you will.

FTR, I only ever seem to piss the bed when I get vivid dreams of needing a piss. Usually invovles very clear visions of dashing to a toilet (usually a public lavatory) then followed by greatly extended and greatly joyous (bordeing on erotic almost) visions of great gushing relief.

Then I wake up wet and have to do some laundry.

:o

Nice to know my dear, thanks for the heads up ;) <3

Evening,

I am so fucking cold I am seriously thinking about digging out my fingerless gloves. Have partaken and also unusually for me hit the booze pretty hard first time drinking hard in an eon..really wise idea as I have the intercontinental Gays arriving en masse tomorrow. I have had a spare door key cut for them and loaded the fridge with fizzy wines and posh pizza and they may well have to just get on with it as I suspect I am going gto be in some new level of comedownery hungover hell.

Must must find my copy of the 'Long good Friday' sharpish. Tis is tradition in this house that we watch it every Good Friday..last year we watched it on the Sunday..it really was one loooong and good friday weekend.

Babbelings, gibberings..I am in thr right place..oh and I better add some limited squirrelings-heresssssss NEWTON!

<3


I should send you a pair of my kitten mittens then! I have two pair of fingerless gloves that double as kitten mittens! Let me know if you want a pair!

"intercontinental Gays en masse" That's the best phrase I've heard in yonks! I want to be there damn it!!! :(
 
Morning Friday folks

Nice to see you back in the internets Flo :)

Today I'm mostly pretending to do some work whilst I wait for some phones to start ringing, then i'll fix myself up and carry on pretending to do some work..

This week also sees the reduction of my ever escalating habit as I seemed to start the final binge about a month to early :\ The drugs really aren't working no matter how hard I try so all seems kinda pointless and wasteful, harmful to boot..
 
Morning.

For some reason, every time I stay up late and drink a lot some nextdoor neighbour decides 8 in the morning the next day is the PERFECT time to start doing some drilling.
Add to that a flatmate who has the uncanny ability to occupy every common area in this house one minute prior to me needing to use it (shower, kitchen, toilet..) and this day has not started well.

Hope you all are doing phenomenal though! <3
 
Good morning people,
I just remembered its good friday and no shops sell booze here today.. really wish i had planned ahead haha, oh well
 
republic of ireland... no booze on good friday, all pubs shut.. religion.. :|

I did know you lived in Ireland but I didn't think even the cunts that are tescos would pay any attention to religion... who'd of thought it :? Ireland is very different to England with regards opening hours, I like that..

The petrol station opening times in Ireland cost me a job once... I drove to Waterford, spent the day there doing a weld test and was due to drive up to Intel in Dublin for an induction to start work at 7am... Myself and my mate got up at 5 am and started driving, realised we hadn't enough petrol to make it to Dublin, phoned a local lad and asked what time the petrol stations open and it turned out they open at 7 or 8 or 9, I forget. No 24hr petrol stations anywhere... We had to pull over and wait, subsequently got the sack. I phoned the boss to tell him we couldn't make the induction and shall we come back next week.

He said "if ye can't be gettin to an induction we shan't be lookin for ye"
 
I see my key worker n I'm going to be honest with her to a point. She may decide I'm an unfit mam n call social if she thinks I'm
Struggling with the subs. Ugh. I could trust S but I'm not sure on Y even though she's lovely. She told me that I'd have my script reduced from 6 mg to 4 mg. Scretly I've been taking 4 mg for months n have lots left. I wanted to make sure i could do it.

And then she didnt do it cause i havent seen the doctor since May. I dont need to see him theres more important people with greater needs than me, like who were Heroin addicts, need that appointment more. I just had a shitty codeine addiction as people love to point out to me. So I usually see my KW 4-monthly n she decides that, as Im reducing, she'll see me in a fortnight.

I'll tell her I'm on 4 mg (even tho for the past few days ive been taking 2 mg n for a few days prior alternating between 4 mg n 2 mg daily.

Ive decreased from 12 to 4 mg, over the past year, with only a few casual withdrawals since as irritability n the luxery of having a goid, relaxing crap. Anyway I just want to know with these last mg how many days after dropping does the hell begin? Lol because my bruv is doing me laminate (ive got to somehow secretly go to the pharmacy or ill miss a wees' script apparently) Saturday n if I would be ill from decreasing the subs I may go back to 4 mg n try again next week with 2 mg?

If i go back to 4 mg now im going to feel a right wimp n like I've failed ugh.

MDB is prob the best to speak to on this but hes busy at mo n I don't want to annoy him.

With all this going on I've an online stalker which I'm seriously considering taking legal action. Enough is enough.

Evey
 
Guys guys guys i just petted a llama and baby goats. And bunnnnnnys!

How sweet you really are behind all those scowls.

I gave my mate a reading / listening list because he's never been south of Dublin, though as far west as Donegal.

I give him all the good stuff, and despite that, his favourite is Brendan fucking Shine. Yep. His excuse? "He sounds like such a lovely guy".
 
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