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Evening all, things seem rosier
got 3 diff types of dutch import haze, had a pint n a coffee with this really nice girl who i think might like me too, sorted out the peace in th house as i have agreed to go docs n let em know the score, my mum wants me to tell em bout my weed dependance, but i dont want help with that, just opiates, and i dont wanna go on 'done, could only just bput tell her i was doing DHC let alone oxy!
 
yeah lol spot on. get all weird looks, even the bar lady looks like "whaaaaaaaat" although in the decent places around here that play dnb, dubstep, etc, the underground events instead of the cheesy club shit, they understand, infact theyre all on it themselves
 
breakcorefiend said:
Evening all, things seem rosier
got 3 diff types of dutch import haze, had a pint n a coffee with this really nice girl who i think might like me too, sorted out the peace in th house as i have agreed to go docs n let em know the score, my mum wants me to tell em bout my weed dependance, but i dont want help with that, just opiates, and i dont wanna go on 'done, could only just bput tell her i was doing DHC let alone oxy!
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Good to hear you sounding positive (and coherent).

Now try and make the most of all these opportunities, because the real you isn't the fucked-up mess who's been masquerading as you since thigs went sideways, he's an intelligent, sharp, warm, honest, talented guy.

Best of luck. I owe you a PM but I want to wait till I'm straight-headed. :)
 
breakcorefiend said:
Evening all, things seem rosier
got 3 diff types of dutch import haze, had a pint n a coffee with this really nice girl who i think might like me too, sorted out the peace in th house as i have agreed to go docs n let em know the score, my mum wants me to tell em bout my weed dependance, but i dont want help with that, just opiates, and i dont wanna go on 'done, could only just bput tell her i was doing DHC let alone oxy!
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Thats good to hear bro, things will get better, chin up. when your older you'll reflect back on these days as being wild, dark, euphoric times, and a stronger person for pulling through
 
Coming up on the 6. im expecting zaps and a feeling of emptyness after this. anything that gets my eyes wide, pupils big and back teeth making love has its consequences
 
Right, lift in a sec, about to get my ears battered by dnb

DRUM & BASS, JUNGLE, DRUMSTEP, DUBSTEP

Rinse-it has been hitting Torquay and Plymouth in recent months so it was only right to hit home town Exeter, bringing with us 2 of Drum n Bass` heaviest hitters.

T.C. (Don’t Play)

CYANTIFIC (Hospital)

MAXXI P

SIMPLISTIX

OLLIE FRESHOLD

KOMPLEX

MCs: J MAN, CRISIS, AGONY, WESTMAN, JOLLA

***FUNKTION 1 SOUND SYSTEM FROM PROPA***
 
SamhainGrim said:
Good to hear you sounding positive (and coherent).

Now try and make the most of all these opportunities, because the real you isn't the fucked-up mess who's been masquerading as you since thigs went sideways, he's an intelligent, sharp, warm, honest, talented guy.

Best of luck. I owe you a PM but I want to wait till I'm straight-headed. :)
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Yeah well I worked my way through 870mg of oxy in 2 yes 2 days
ate 40mg of xanax, only bout 70mg of diaz 100mg of nitraz and 80mg of temax plus 600mg of dhc, so yeah was a bit of a wreck to say the least, got 16 mg of bupe for the rise down bk to earth but in a fucked haze got 10g of opium on its journey to me :\ will be a nice treat i guess, need to lay off the oxy but my mate owes me an 80

ps cheers for that mate, that's one thing I need to learn, its to like myself, I need to start the gym, get a bit of self confidence, and then those other qualities will become more prominent. rather than the strungout junky im slowly becoming

lol actually shaved my head too today so I actually am lookin a wee bit trainspotting!
 
I like you if it's any help, I think you're a good person. Bit chaotic and drugwild at the moment but you've had some massive upheavals to deal with, your whole life flipped only a few months ago! This all sounds positive tho.
 
I feel like fucking screaming at the top of my lungs!!!...
... But that would only fuck my throat up and solve nothing.

This is what Diamorphine was invented for - Fuck physical pain, it's mental pain that it's perfect for. As I've said many, many times:
It's the world's greatest and worst Antidepressant...
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Bring come the drunken oh-woe-is-fuckin-me bollocks selecta!
Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrewiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnndddddddddddd!

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Making a huge beef chilli, listening to Lionel Hampton and drinking a screwdriver has made my life a bit better. Cooking therapy FTW.
 
knockando said:
Did you go out on that scooter?

How is your body faring atm23?
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I took it down the road for an MOT and now it's for sale on Flea bay, I've still got the Lambretta to play with when I'm up to it.

I'm fairing OK thanks Knock, I'm able to walk again but really need a stick the pain is better but the aching is brutal as are the muscle spasms but I've ceased pain killers. I was getting way to much hassle from doctors who would prescribe them but only a few weeks at a time, having a small morphine habit is one thing but relying on the NHS for your supply is quite another.
 
atm23 said:
I took it down the road for an MOT and now it's for sale on Flea bay, I've still got the Lambretta to play with when I'm up to it.

I'm fairing OK thanks Knock, I'm able to walk again but really need a stick the pain is better but the aching is brutal as are the muscle spasms but I've ceased pain killers. I was getting way to much hassle from doctors who would prescribe them but only a few weeks at a time, having a small morphine habit is one thing but relying on the NHS for your supply is quite another.
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That must be shit, and it's why I was happy I had a stash of poppy pods when I broke my foot! :) Not that it does much for the pain really but it takes your mind off it!
 
My GP only stopped prescribing me codeine when I tried to stop taking it after 2 years constant use, suffered bad (genuinely thought of trying to close my eyes and die, nothing as courageous as topping meself in an active manner mind), went to GP and told him i thought i had a problem,. he cancelled my repeat script there and then....thanks doc...

fortunately I had enough stashed for a taper, I was getting 200 codeine phosphates every 3 weeks on repeat script, for two years, without even a "chat" about possible dependency. I worked out the taper myself.
 
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