Sammy G
Ex-Bluelighter
@kota, it will be better once you get off the benzos. Yes, benzos affect your memory; but mainly the transfer from short- to long-term storage. You are unlikely to have forgotten anything you already knew before you started taking the things. And the gaps will fill themselves in with a bit of revision.
She isn't coming off the benzos if you read the other thread. I'd explain why, but it's all there.
Kota - don't be so hard on yourself. You didn't get the grades people expected, there telling you that one extra year will help - once you get yourself sorted out that year will fly past.
Indeed. I regret not taking similar advice myself, but you can't change the past.
You can, however, buy a bottle of whiskey once you finish work, and it sorta compensates for a while.
