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Gibberings CLXXXVI - Social Internet Chatting Since 1998

It went down the shops for a can of lucozade and some kingers.

I think the bastard's away to the bookies with my change :X
 
Sammy G said:
Sorry, kate's privilege only.

Goes back in BL history (a bit), so it does...
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Goes back quite a while now m'dear <3 Sammy and I have a "pact" with the tea. It's our special wee thing ;)

All those early mornings modding together developed a very civilised ritual between the 2 of us. He does my tea, I get to nag the fuck out of him =D


However, I'm happy to do a carafe of coffee, toast, butter and preserves all round before 9am :)
 
Sammy G said:
Probably not the wisest choice of words if you bear in mind my alleged proclivities.
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Ock stop it you or I'll make you eat haggis on yer' holidays :p

Felix takes coffee, there's obviously going to have to be a bit of training!

Seamus likes his coat combed n' brushed too, so we'll get you up to speed on that as well :D

Still coming? %)<3
 
Sammy G said:
Against my better judgement, yes. I mean, I think so. <3 :)

A hell of a lot can happen in a few months though. You know how it is.
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You think my nagging is going to let you out of this? If either of us get sectioned then we'll visit each other and bring the cats. I'd be gutted not to see you. So would the Man.

You need a holiday and I have the place for one x
 
kate said:
You think my nagging is going to let you out of this? If either of us get sectioned then we'll visit each other and bring the cats. I'd be gutted not to see you. So would the Man.

You need a holiday and I have the place for one x
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I'd be gutted too. Most definitely.

I'm just factoring in my capacity for letting people down and the fact that I need to do loads of stuff inbetween then and now with regard to putting my life back together. Which is scaring me back into old ways, and... well, you've only seen it several times before, so I won't bore you by going on.

Let's neither of us get sectioned though, eh? <3
 
I have had enough, I am done. I tried my best but I just cant cope. What is the point? Fuck, it. Being clean is shit when you are this fucked up and cant get proper help. If it was not a sin and I did not have family I would end it right now...
 
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What do you mean by 'proper help', 5-Star?

If things are really that bad, then get yourself to A&E as soon as. If not, ride it out, and try to discuss what help you believe you need with a doctor the next time the opportunity arises.

There's always an option. I nearly spent Christmas in hospital, which couldn't have been great, but I'd have been safe.
 
Noooo. Please don't do that.
You're welcome to talk to me if you need someone to talk to.
Im sorry you're going through this, Squatty.

Sammy G said:
What do you mean by 'proper help', 5-Star?

If things are really that bad, then get yourself to A&E as soon as. If not, ride it out, and try to discuss what help you believe you need with a doctor the next time the opportunity arises.

There's always an option. I nearly spent Christmas in hospital, which couldn't have been great, but I'd have been safe.
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This is good advice.

Evey
 
I got a carer, a cpn and a consultant psyc and they are all useless bar my carer. Tried all the new generation anti psychotics and none worked. I am in a constant state of psychosis, the only drugs that give me an escape are opiates, benzos or barbs all of which I have none nor any money. They got me hooked on pregablin, zopiclone and concerta none of which help bar the concerta for concentrating. What is the point of living like this? I thought it was a low life on the smack but that's nothing compared to this. Don't want to go a and e, they already tried sectioning me 3 times and I know I will kick off if they try and then I will be classed as dangerous. I hate feeling like this and its not going to end. There shit chemicals don't help.

Thanks for the replies guys, appreciate it.
 
If you're in a constant state of psychosis despite the meds, don't you think that hospital is perhaps the best place for you to be right now?

You'll definitely get the attention you need; alright it's less than ideal, but what else do you realistically expect?

Sounds like mental health services are doing all they can for you - remember resources are limited.
 
Sammy G said:
I'd be gutted too. Most definitely.

I'm just factoring in my capacity for letting people down and the fact that I need to do loads of stuff inbetween then and now with regard to putting my life back together. Which is scaring me back into old ways, and... well, you've only seen it several times before, so I won't bore you by going on.

Let's neither of us get sectioned though, eh? <3
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I appreciate that flower and getting you on track is number 1 <3 and there's the rest of our lives to plan Scottish hols. Just don't forget I'm an old battle axe and one who cares - the worst combo!

Don't you worry about it now - the summer is a long way off.

I'd also prefer it if neither of us got sectioned, but think the cats would love all the attention :D
 
^^^^I don't often say this but Sammy may be right. Things have changed - they won't think you're "dangerous" because you've got psychosis. If they section on the grounds of possibility harming yourself it's not the same as thinking you're "dangerous" n people who think that way are ignorant.
Sectioning is a last resort as they try to aim for community mentsl health as much as possible but if you have to go to hospital it's just tempoary n won't it be worth it if they can help you?
Mental hospitals are not the way they used to be

Evey
 
All they will do mate is pump me full of anti psychotics and I had a brain damage from a sezuire from serequol while doing a medical benzo detox so I don't trust them, they will just keep me there to stop me doing anything stupid. If I was going to top myself I would of done it 2 years ago when it first started. I just want to block this shit out but I cant and there is nothing they can do. I am screwed for life unless a miracle happens. I am fed up of putting on a fake smile and telling everyone I am coping when in fact I am hurting inside. I am sat in the freezing cold and my electric is about to run out soi am going to have to stay with my parents or brothers till I get paid Saturday. I isolated myself to much to borrow money from friends and my brother is skint so I am screwed. Never been this low and I have no escape...
 
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